My boyfriend now loves me so much that even my parents can’t stand it. So it seems that I don't know how to do things. I just discovered that this is what it feels like to be loved!
But once upon a time, I was that very sensible girl, so sensible that it made people feel bad. It's because I was too hurt in the past that I now over-test the other person!
Once upon a time, I thought that when the other person’s worries were solved, life would become happier and happier!
I was wrong. I paid hard and lost my rationality!
I try hard to understand and be sensible, but I have nothing!
When I endure many grievances, there is no place to cry or anyone to rely on!
How desperate would it be to live in a home where you can't fit in and a home where you can't go back despite the opposition of your parents?
I thought things were going the other way, but I cried silently and laughed and told my parents that I was doing well. Who can understand?
I have been sensible for a long time, but I have forgotten that I am also the treasure held in the hands of my parents!
There is no need to do any housework at home, and it is even impossible to do farm work under the scorching sun.
There is no sudden grievance, only the despair that accumulates over time!
But even so, my parents still think that my ex is good as always.
used to do many things in the name of the other party.
used to let each other do things that made my parents happy and concerned.
In the past, I often talked about how the other party was good to me, and even described some harm as good things to me.
But after all, you are not marrying yourself. After all, you can't move yourself and you can't deceive yourself.
But my parents only knew from one side how good they were to me, but they didn’t know that I was crying and smiling as I told my sadness that I was having a good life.
Two kinds of troubles: telling the other party how uncomfortable the result is/saying that the other party has done a good job in a certain aspect.
Whenever my mother said that my ex was very kind to me and a nice person, it would be very uncomfortable for him to break up with me. But how I wish it was me who heard my mother’s comfort. Do you know how wronged I am right now? Not only did he have to bear all the grievances he had suffered, but he also had to bear unwarranted charges, but he didn't know how to refute them. How much I want to tell you how much I have worked hard, how much I have paid, and how much grievance I have endured in the end. But how can I say it, I have disappointed you so much, and how dare I say that I am held in your hands and have been wronged by others.
I am very fragile, so at first my boyfriend was treated very unfairly by me. Not only did he set me up with various tests, but he was also charged with unwarranted charges.
He accepted all my misfortunes and treated me like his little princess.
He treated my family like his own family, respected them and got involved with them.
I am his first choice for all, not after weighing considerations.
He can bear all the grievances for me, regardless of whether he is charged with unfounded charges.
He healed me and allowed me to overcome my fear of marriage.
He healed me and made me no longer afraid of getting involved with my family.
He healed me and made me feel that I was the one he could leave everything behind to love.
He healed me and allowed me to regain my carefree happiness.
He healed me and made me love myself.
finally feels that no matter who or what happens, I will always have someone to rely on! It no longer feels like you are facing it alone!
I can’t describe in words how much those things affected me in the past, nor can I use words to describe how happy I am now!
I am very happy because Mr. Jiang has been holding my hand!
