I am fifty-two years old this year. My wife and I have only one son.
My son got married a few years ago, and his grandson is now five years old. Our son has not been good at studying since he was a child, but we still tried to find a way for him to go to a junior college. After graduation, he went to Chongqing to work in real estate sales. I heard that his income was not bad, but he always asked me for money. Since he only had one child, I had to try my best to satisfy him. Besides, we helped him buy a house in Chongqing, and some of the mortgages were still unpaid. I also don’t want my daughter-in-law to have a problem with him. We don’t want to see them divorce.
In order to help them take care of their children, my wife also went to Chongqing to live with her son.
I learned the trade of barbering when I was young and have been making a living from it ever since. Although he is not rich, he can still support his family. Moreover, my craftsmanship is somewhat famous in this small town in Shushan.
Originally, I wanted my son to take over my barber shop, or to open a shop in a big city after he learned how to do it himself. My son did work with me at home for a while, but my wife there wanted to go to a big city. My son doesn’t want to stay in the mountains all his life.
We had no choice, so we had to use our savings to mortgage a house in Chongqing for them. After that, the young couple went to Chongqing to work and live. My daughter-in-law also found a pretty good job there.
So, I stayed at home alone to guard the barber shop. At first, I was quite happy without my wife around to take care of this and that. I felt very free. But as time went by, I felt unbearably lonely again.
It's okay when business is good, but when business is bad, especially on rainy days when I'm not going to the market, it's really boring and uncomfortable to be alone.
Although I am over fifty, I have always been in good health. When my wife is around, I have to make love almost every night. Sometimes I feel that it is not very interesting. Although my wife is still plump and sexy, and her charm is still there, But as time went by, I felt a little tired of it. After all, we have been together for decades, and my wife is not like other women who go out to work. She basically stays with me.
When my wife went to Chongqing, she also asked me, "You won't mess around when I leave, right?"
I said, "What are you talking about? At this age, do you have the energy?"
My wife was dubious. "Are you telling the truth?"
I just smiled and said to her: "If you miss me, you can always come back and stay with me for a few days!"
She rolled her eyes at me, "Do you think I'm with you? Are you the same? It’s a good time to be clean! "
I said to myself, stop pretending, isn’t it you who takes the initiative every night?
After my wife left, she rarely came back. She said that her son and daughter-in-law were very busy, and she took care of all the children, and there were endless things to do every day. It's hard for me to ask her to come back.
It was raining today, and it was not a market day. There were not many people in the town. In the afternoon, I was sitting on a chair in the barber shop reading novels on my mobile phone. Recently, I like to read an author called Shushan Yeyu on Tomato. I think his novel is really good, and it suits my interests anyway.
It is early summer, and it is drizzling on the streets. It is a good time to relax.
I don’t know when a person called me, "Master, help me do my hair."
I saw that it was the little widow named Xiaojuan.
Speaking of which, she is also very pitiful. Her husband has been working in Guangdong. Although the salary is not very high, he can still maintain the family's life. Xiaojuan has been taking care of the children at home.
But the year before last, her husband had contracted cancer for some unknown reason. He spent all the money and could not cure it. Still dead.
Originally, her mother-in-law wanted her to remarry, but she couldn't afford to have a couple of children. The children were still young and still in elementary school.
So, she stayed at home. In addition to taking care of her children every day, she also has to work in a supermarket in the town. When she is free, she also goes back to the countryside to help her mother-in-law with some farm work. Her father-in-law also passed away a few years ago.
Just like that, Xiaojuan became a widow when she was only in her thirties.Sometimes, she would help her mother-in-law go to the vegetable market to sell vegetables, rice and other agricultural products. I met her when I went shopping for groceries.
I think she is very pitiful, and she does look pretty. She is a delicate and slim woman. Looks very gentle and pleasant.
I often ask her to deliver food and rice to me, and she always delivers it to me on her women's motorcycle. After going back and forth, we became familiar with each other.
On this day, I saw that she was in a good mood, so I smiled and said, "Why did you think of doing your hair?"
She smiled charmingly, "I got paid today. Although it's not much, it's worth being happy. Besides, it can't be because I'm a widow. , You are living a miserable life, right?"
I said, "Yes, you are young and beautiful, you should be happy."
Her face darkened, "Hey, Master Li, don't. You're laughing at me, how can I be happy as a little widow! This life is really hard, only I can understand it!"
So I comforted her while doing her hair, "Don't worry, the day will pass. Get better."
Afterwards, she started talking to me, maybe because she thought I was more trustworthy, maybe because she felt more familiar with me, maybe because she had no one to talk to!
She told me a lot, and even when I was alone at night, I could feel the desire of a young woman.
Listening to what she said, she also knew that my wife was not at home. I thought to myself, does she have thoughts about me?
Thinking of this, my heart became restless, as excited as when I was young.
So I tested her, and she did not resist some physical contact. Out of my understanding of women, I knew what she was thinking.
So, I made further plans. Although I thought it might not be suitable, I thought it didn't matter. She is a single woman, and it should be okay if she agrees with her.
After doing her hair, she was very satisfied. She straightened her hair and dyed it some color. It looks even more delicate and pleasant.
She obviously noticed my thoughts. I know that women are actually very sensitive, so the way she looked at me was a little strange. In my opinion, she was clearly eager.
is the same. She is a woman under forty years old. She is alone and has a long night. Is it strange that she doesn’t want a man to love her?
Look it's getting late. I know she lives in the town and her family also has a house in the town. In two hours, she might have to pick up her children from school.
didn't have much business, so I said, "Why don't you come to my house and sit down? I'll take a look at what else I want to order, and you can send me some tomorrow?"
I think she actually understands my thoughts. But she didn't refuse, just said: "Is this good?"
I said: "What's wrong."
So, she walked out of the barber shop with me, and I closed the door. I took her upstairs from the nearby stairwell. My house is upstairs on the fifth floor.
entered the room, I let her watch TV, poured her some water, and then pretended to look in the kitchen. After that, I said to her: "Xiaojuan, give me another fifty pounds of rice tomorrow!"
She nodded in agreement. I looked at her and gently held her hand by accident. I thought she would dodge, but she didn't, so I understood and held her in my arms. She let out a sweet cry, as if she had been longing for it for a long time.
Based on my experience, I certainly understand what she is thinking. Although I am much older than her, I still look a bit young because of my hairdressing business. And I am quite confident in my image.
So, in the middle of a push, she and I had a storm...
She was really eager, like a dry river, urgently needing the nourishment of a heavy rain.
Afterwards, she nestled in my arms, as gentle as water.
I said with some fear: "Xiaojuan, you don't blame me, do you?"
She smiled shyly at me, "Why do you blame you? I know what you want to do! I am voluntary, you don't have to have any psychological burden."I won't cause you any trouble. As long as you can always be nice to me. "
I was so happy. I didn't expect that she was so flirtatious. Of course I couldn't ask for it. Her body really made me addicted.
We had sex again, and she was very satisfied.
After that, it was almost six o'clock in the afternoon It was raining outside the window.
She looked at the time and immediately stood up and said to me: "Okay, I have to pick up the child!" "
So, she hurriedly dressed and left.
I watched her disappear into the rain, and I felt a little complicated. I didn't know if I had done something wrong. However, looking at her happy and contented look, I couldn't stop.
Since then, we have had an on-and-off relationship.
Until one day, my wife suddenly appeared in front of us.
My wife just looked at us calmly and said two words: "Divorce." ! ! "
I was shocked. I really didn't expect that at my age, I would have to go through something like this.
What can I do after the divorce? Will Xiaojuan be willing to marry me? Maybe she is here with me, too. Just to seek some comfort. If she really wants to marry a man, she is young and beautiful, and she can have more choices!
Also, how should I face my son and daughter-in-law?
I feel extremely regretful when I think about this. , just because I couldn’t bear the loneliness for a while, I ended up in the current situation!
