The night my girlfriend got sick, I used the excuse of working overtime to celebrate Bai Yueguang’s birthday. After
was discovered, she asked me to break up.
I thought she was soft-hearted and came back.
But before I could save it, I died in a car accident.
Later, she had a new boyfriend.
I have witnessed them from acquaintance to love, and they are crazy jealous.
Luckily, before they were about to get married, I got a chance to exchange souls with that man.
He died, I was alive.
1
1
0 At seven o'clock in the evening, Qin Shu brought back a man, her boss Cheng Zimu.
This is the first time she brought a man back after I appeared here. I was facing a great enemy, even if they couldn't see me.
I know what it means to appear here, so Qin Shu decided to agree to be with him.
Over the past year, I watched him ask Qin Shu about his well-being, pursuing it seriously, but I couldn't stop anything.
I can't stop them from knowing each other, stop his pursuit, and now I can't stop Qin Shu's agreement.
The roses on the table are beautiful and magnificent, and the warm light in the room is full of ambiguity. Qin Shu stood in front of the sink in the kitchen washing fruits in a soft knitted skirt. A slightly curled bangs hang down from her ears, adding a little tenderness.
She said to the man leaning against the kitchen door frame in a soft voice:
"Zi Mu, go to the sofa first and sit for a while, I'll cut it."
He was wearing a gray sports and casual clothes, looking two or three years older than Qin Shu, with deep eyebrows and eyes and a high nose bridge. The cold light in the kitchen made him look more handsome and elegant.
Maybe I didn't hear his answer. Qin Shu looked back and saw that this time, Cheng Zimu suddenly walked up and circled her between him and the marble platform.
His eyes were locked on Qin Shu's face: "Xiao Shu, how are you thinking about it? Hum?"
Qin Shu looked at him silent for a moment, then looked at him openly as if he was teasing:
"Mr. Cheng may not know that the only guy who can be brought back by me is the boyfriend."
After being quiet for three seconds, he laughed softly: "Oh? Then I want to experience the power of being your boyfriend now."
As soon as he finished speaking, Cheng Zimu held the back of her head and kissed her.
I floated blankly outside the kitchen, looked at my transparent body, and felt a pain flowing from my heart to my limbs and bones.
This feeling even exceeded the pain I had when I was in a car accident.
I turned around silently and floated to the balcony. Looking around, every household was lit with warm lights, just like what I once saw when I went home.
There was a light in the living room, and Qin Shu leaned against the sofa and waited for me.
And it all ended on the day she left.
The morning she broke up, she took nothing except the bank card and ID card.
At that time, I looked at the things she left behind and believed that as long as I took the time to coax her casually, she would definitely feel soft-hearted and come back.
Look, she didn't take away everything. When she broke up, she once held a big box and stuffed everything in. Ding Ding Dangdang was so annoying that I had no choice but to come out to stop her.
But I didn't expect that after breaking up, she completely disappeared from my life.
for half a month, and every day when I get home from get off work, I only wait for me in silence and darkness.
There was no food that was hot over and over on the table, and there was no fruit I liked in the refrigerator.
I began to feel that something was wrong.
So I bought a bouquet of flowers mixed with anger and discomfort, and drove to get her back. While waiting for the traffic light, I took out my phone and Baidu to coax my girlfriend, an out-of-control truck hit me.
Warm blood flowed out from my body and blended with the roses.
In the last few seconds of my life, the scene of being with Qin Shu appeared in front of me.
2
I died on the spot after the car accident.
has been walking in the dark for a long time, and it has been a month since I saw Qin Shu again.
At that time, Qin Shu had just bought a bouquet of tulips from a flower shop and came out. He passed by a large alley of rose and walked towards me.
Then it passed through my soul in my smile.
I realized that I was dead and could never be with her anymore.
I followed her and came to where she lives now, but I could no longer get close to her.
This is the second year after my death, Qin Shu has a new boyfriend.
And I still float here like a lonely ghost.
"Bang!"
The sudden sound of heavy objects falling to the ground pulled back my thoughts. I turned around and saw several apples rolling down from the table, one of them rolling in front of me.
Qin ShuQing walks quickly to bending over and pick it up, then hold the apple and look quietly in my direction.
I looked at her face greedily and shouted silently:
"Xiao Shu."
"What are you looking at? Xiao Shu." Cheng Zimu walked over and took her into her arms, lowered her head to ask.
"I just seemed to see two shadows on the glass." Qin Shu spoke uncertainly.
My mind suddenly exploded, and then I heard Cheng Zimu chuckling:
"We are two people, it's strange that we are not two shadows."
Qin Shu turned around and frowned and looked at him and said, "That's right."
At 9:30, Cheng Zimu finally left.
I saw Qin Shu handed him the prepared fruit pieces and explained:
"Take these back to eat. Be careful when driving on the road. Remember to call me or send a message after you get home."
He hugged her docilely and said with a smile: "As for orders."
I almost dare not watch such scenes. Once upon a time, she would say such words to me gently every time I went out.
The last time she said it was the night before we broke up, she was sick, I poured a glass of boiling water for her and used the excuse of working overtime in the company as an excuse to go out.
Before leaving, she coughed and walked out of the room, her face pale and said:
"Zhou Yao, the weather will cool down tonight. Put on your coat and drive with safety. When you arrive at the company, remember to call or send me a message."
I opened the door impatiently: "I know, I know."
I didn't feel the ears quiet until the door was closed.
Later, I went to Bai Yueguang to visit Li's birthday party.
I forgot to report my safety to Qin Shu, and I didn't answer until she sent me three WeChat messages and called the fourth call.
The box was a little noisy. I was poured a few glasses of wine. I was about to speak when I heard a crying voice from the other side:
"Zhou Yao, why don't you answer the phone or reply the message? Do you know how worried I am?"
said that the words rushing to my lips were swallowed by me, and I whispered: "Sorry, I forgot-"
"Zhou Yao, what are you doing here? Gu Li is going to cut the cake."
heartbeats for a moment. I subconsciously wanted to explain, but found that the phone was hung up.
The next morning, I wandered downstairs for a long time before going up. I thought I was facing another quarrel. Unexpectedly, Qin Shuan looked at me quietly and said:
"Zhou Yao, let's break up."
My heart contracted slightly, and I threw my coat on the sofa casually, and said: "Okay, then break up."
After a long time, I still thought that the reason for the car accident that day must be because I didn't hear Qin Shu say that:
"Zhou Yao, please be careful when driving."
3
I met Qin Shu in my sophomore year.
The first time I met was at the Guitar Club new tricks meeting. On the summer evening, she stood beside the boy playing guitar and sang a song.
Gu Li also sang the song.
Later, she, who was at the same level as me, fooled me into their club as a freshman, and ignored me again. Until the first team building of the club, she sent me a message to notify me:
"Sister brother, do you have time to go barbecue on weekends?"
I pondered for a long time and replied: "Is it possible that I am not a junior?"
"Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, junior sister."
I was silent. While thinking about how to reply, she said again:
"School girl?"
My eyes went dark and I quickly typed the lines:
"Hello, my name is Zhou Yao, sophomore year, boy."
This is a dramatic acquaintance between us.
When we went to barbecue, we officially met.
The second year, we were together, and it was my confession.
That night, Qin Shu and I ate Dandan noodles on the snack street. When we were browsing our phone, we saw Gu Li officially announced his relationship on WeChat Moments. My mind became hot, and I was in ambiguous relationship during that period, so I confessed to Qin Shu.
Actually, I regretted it after saying it, but Qin Shu held the juice and looked at me sweetly and said, "Okay."
Qin Shu is beautiful, gentle and interesting.
At that moment, I thought it seemed good to have such a girlfriend.
Later, my friends often turned into lemon essence :
"Zhou Yao, where did you cheat such a cute girlfriend?"
"She definitely doesn't know your true character, we have to expose you!"
"This is not fair, we don't have a girlfriend yet, you have to share it with her!"
I told Qin Shu these things, she enthusiastically pulled a single group of men and women. In less than half a year, all my friends were single.
We have been going through five years and our relationship has been very stable.
Before Gu Li broke up and returned to China, I always thought that I and Qin Shu would just go to get married in a simple way.
At that time, I didn’t know the lethality of Bai Yueguang, and thought I had disliked her for a long time. Until at that party, when Gu Li appeared, the people around me were instantly dim.
She walked towards me in a white dress and held a wine glass, as beautiful and elegant as ever, and slowly spoke:
"Zhou Yao, long time no see."
Since then, my heart began to move, and I was so anxious that I needed to smoke to calm down, so I always quarreled with Qin Shu over smoking during that period.
has been quarreling a lot, so she won’t say it.
, and I even despicablely hope that she will continue to quarrel. If she continues to quarrel, she may break up.
As expected, when I came home late, smoked, drank, had a white moonlight, and had a perfume smell on my body, and the conflicts continued to break up, Qin Shu finally broke up.
But every time I can't help but coax her until the last time.
She is leaving, and I didn't try to keep her.
The second week after she left, I suddenly realized that I was just a reluctance to Gu Li when she was young. What I really like was Qin Shu, and I just wanted to be with her.
So I cleaned up my decadent self and went to the flower shop to pick the most colorful bouquet of red roses .
Qin Shu has always been soft-hearted to me and will definitely forgive me.
But the moment the truck rushed over, I realized that maybe there was no chance to save it.
4
0 A few days later, Qin Shu got up in a great mood to put on makeup and choose clothes. I recalled the conversation she had with Cheng Zimu the night before, and remembered that she was going to date today.
When the door was knocked, Qin Shu happily stepped on his slippers and pinched his eyebrow pencil and walked, saying, "It's coming."
Cheng Zimu probably also carefully cleaned up, and smiled and handed the flower in his hand to Qin Shu: "Good morning, girlfriend."
Half an hour later, I went out with the two of them.
This should be their first date after confirming their relationship, and their itinerary is to watch movies, eat, and go shopping.
I sneered at it. This arrangement is nothing special. It is exactly the same as when we first date. I don’t know what Qin Shu likes him.
In the dark cinema, there are couples everywhere, and there are animation movies on the big screen, but no one seems to be watching them seriously.
Qin Shu and Cheng Zimu's hands were held together when they were grabbing popcorn. I floated beside me and looked at the screen numbly, feeling that my soul was about to be crushed by the suffocating atmosphere.
Finally, the movie ended and they went to have a meal.
Cheng Zimu had booked the restaurant early. I looked at the food on the table and it was actually spicy. Haha, he must not know that Qin Shu doesn’t eat spicy food.
But before I could raise the corner of my lips, I saw Qin Shu picking up chopsticks of boiled fish covered with broken peppers and putting them in my mouth. I squinted my eyes and said with satisfaction:
"Zi Mu, you are too good at choosing a restaurant! I like it very much."
Cheng Zi Mu gently poured her a glass of lemonade and said, "Slow down, be careful to choke."
"How do you know my taste?"
"When we were having dinner together before, you noticed that you prefer spicy dishes."
I looked at this scene in disbelief. Qin Shu likes spicy?
But when we first date, she clearly told me that she rarely eats spicy food.
The impact of the warm picture in front of me made my vision dark for a few seconds, and I suddenly remembered a trivial matter that was irrelevant.
We were not together at that time. During a guitar club dinner, I accidentally got slices of meat that had completely different appearance and taste. I was so spicy that I shed tears and kept coughing.
At that time, a bottle of mineral water was handed over.
"Can't you eat spicy food?"
I nodded, and then took a rest after drinking half a bottle of water. I turned my head and looked at the girl with curved eyebrows. She smiled:
"Then you will lose a lot of fun!"
is Qin Shu.
It turned out that she likes spicy food, but in order to accommodate me, she said she would not eat spicy food for so many years later.
The warm lights of the restaurant are reflected on the clean marble, making people dizzy.
When I come back to my senses, they are about to go out. Qin Shu held his arm and raised her head and said excitedly: "We'll come again next time, I like it very much." I have such a gentle and beautiful smile as
.
In order to do the intangible cultural heritage practice part of the graduation project, I wanted to go to the local handmade pottery restaurant, and Qin Shu said I would accompany me.
We stayed there for two weeks, and Qin Shu was enthusiastically making a bunch of teacups, pottery bowls, vases and other pottery.
Our names were engraved on the two teacups, but my one was broken by me in an argument.
The morning when he left Qin Shu held my arm like now, looking up at me:
"We'll come again next time, I like it very much."
Next time?
I never accompanied her again.
5
no longer followed them to go shopping, but instead wandered aimlessly around every corner of the city until I saw Gu Li in a cafe.
She was wearing a beige dress and sat on the brown sofa, with a notebook in front of her.
This is the first time I have seen her after I die. As in my memory, she is still so beautiful and elegant.
Gu Li and I are high school classmates. Before being with Qin Shu, I liked her for four years, but she had a boy she liked. The other party was a humorous and funny rich child. In fact, he could make me lose just by just family background.
After graduating from high school, my confession was politely rejected. In her sophomore year, she chased the boy and went abroad with him.
After breaking up and returning to China, we met again. She looked at me and smiled slightly, "Zhou Yao, you seem to have changed a lot."
At that time, I still had an unsupportive love for the white moonlight in my heart, and tried to keep calm. I asked:
"Is that true? For example?"
"More handsome and mature, stronger."
After graduation, I started a business. When I met her again, I already had my own company. The training in the shopping mall had long made me transform into another person, and my tags also added:
handsome and rich.
The person who accompanied me all the way was Qin Shu.
I don’t know if men will do this after they become successful. They go to Bai Yueguang and first love unscrupulously, and accept invitations again and again.
Looking back now, it is probably a very obscure unwillingness, unwilling to be despised by the past.
But at that time I didn't realize that, in order not to let myself betray myself, I forced Qin Shu to break up.
I didn't wake up until she left. I just felt that the superposition of filters and memories turned into false liking.
But I have to completely recognize my love for Qin Shu by leaving.
Through the clear glass, I suddenly realized that she was no different from any passerby in my life. I had no feeling anymore whether I came or left.
Only Qin Shu, I have prayed countless times this year and are willing to get the opportunity to fall in love with her again at any cost.
When I returned to Qin Shu's house in a daze, she had just finished washing and nestled on the sofa to remove some of the things she bought today.
The coffee table is covered with pieces of boxes, probably filled with gadgets like handicrafts.
She used to be like this. When she was shopping, she liked to buy some small ornaments. When I went shopping, I had doubts about it. No gold and silver are valuable, no artworks have style. What's the use of buying these things?
"Oh, these can enhance happiness. Think about it, it's so warm to put these at home. Do you see it? In the future, you can think of me when you see this smile sunflower ?" When she said this, she leaned the sunflower on her cheek, warm and cute.
Later, the sunflower ornament was always on my company's desk.
When she left, she did not take away the things with "temperature", but the house was still cold. I realized that those warmth was given to her.
And I probably never had the chance to feel that warmth again.
6
I was unwilling to lose her like this. We were just quarreling, but I didn’t cheat, so why did I reach the point of separation from life and death.
In this year, I have never seen Qin Shu think of me again, and now I have a new life. I am jealous of that man and hate him even more that covering my traces in Qin Shu’s memories.
I don’t believe they will always be so loving. They will always pass the passionate love period, conflicts will always arise, and people’s hearts will also change. After all, this is how we have come through it.
Finally, after half a year of being together, I discovered something, Cheng Zimu's first love appeared.
First love is an existence that is no less lethal than white moonlight.
The first love that was forced to break up by his family is even more like a dead white moonlight.
Although Cheng Zimu and Qin Shu are in the same company, Qin Shu is just an ordinary employee, far from the point of needing to participate in a commercial wine shop.
And it was at that drink party she did not attend that Cheng Zimu met his first love again, Luo Huan.
At that time, they were Party A and Party B respectively. After three rounds of drinking, the idle-mouthed person began to gossip:
"I heard that Mr. Cheng and Manager Luo had a period?"
Luo Huan, wearing a capable professional attire, smiled strangely and took over the conversation:
"Isn't this broken up by parents?"
Cheng Zimu frowned, calm but could not refuse, "Mr. Xiao, at work, don't mention private matters."
Although it stopped the development of the topic, it was easier for people to associate it. For a moment, all the eyes looking at him and Luo Huan were ambiguous.
During the entire cycle of promoting the project, Luo Huan needs to keep in touch with Cheng Zimu.
If you want to contact it, it will inevitably arouse the friendship of the past, and the old love will rekindle. I can't wait to see that scene.
Cheng Zimu, he doesn't love Qin Shu more than me.
Things later developed very well in line with my expectations.
That night, when Qin Shu was serving soup in the kitchen, Cheng Zimu, who was placing bowls and chopsticks, received a call. Without saying too much, he just frowned and said:
"I'll go there right away."
hurriedly told Qin Shu that something went wrong with the company project, he opened the door and left. It was raining heavily outside. Qin Shu sat quietly at the table to eat.
Soon, she received a WeChat message that Cheng Zimu said she would not come back for dinner.
Watching the rain getting heavier and heavier outside, it reminded me that I also left Qin Shu alone at home like this.
That was the second month after Gu Li returned to China. Because the circuit of the house where he lived was aging, the power was out of power in the bad weather, and Gu Li fell in the bathroom and could not move.
When she called me for help, I was having dinner with Qin Shu.
had almost no hesitation, so I chose to go to Gu Li, and went out after finding a reason.
Before leaving the door, Qin Shu also handed me an umbrella.
Just like just now, she gently handed Cheng Zimu an umbrella and said, "Don't catch a cold when you get in the rain."
The same weather, the same scene, the same excuse, just changed to different people.
I looked at Qin Shu who was still unaware of it and even had a very happy meal. He wanted to laugh a little and wanted to say to her:
Look, Cheng Zimu is not very good either. Didn’t he choose to find his first love? I just heard it, and what came from his phone was Luo Huan’s voice.
It was very fast, and a trace of sadness quietly climbed into my heart.
At the beginning, she must have trusted me without reservation.
7
If you have the first time, there will be a second time, a third time, countless times.
When Cheng Zimu left Qin Shu again because of Luo Huan, she finally realized something was wrong, just like when I left her because of Gu Li.
Qin Shu has always had a good temper. As long as she doesn't touch her bottom line, she will always treat people with a gentle smile. The first time I saw her lose her temper was when she bumped into me in the hospital to accompany Gu Li when she went to visit her friend.
and I lied to her that she was working overtime.
At that time, I hadn't thought about breaking up with her, but I couldn't let go of Gu Li, so I coaxed her and said that she was just a classmate in the past and would pay attention to her in the future.
Later, I became more quarrels, and while I became bored, I forgot something. Every time I use the excuse of working overtime, she will believe it.
But Qin Shu never asked Gu Li for trouble. He just met Gu Li when he came to the company to find me.
. At that time, the excuse I gave was to help her introduce her job.
In fact, I was very happy at that time because Gu Li came to me for help. She needed the resources and connections in my hands. I had always been chasing her behind her. Now that my position has changed, it has greatly satisfied my vanity and sense of accomplishment.
so that when I heard her and Qin Shu’s conversation outside the partition in the tea room, this happy mood reached its peak.
At that time, Qin Shu said gently: "Ms. Gu, Zhou Yao has a girlfriend. Isn't it good for you to do this?"
Gu Li chuckled: "Girlfriend? Miss Qin, what did I do?"
"As far as I know, you have been together for more than five years, and I have only been back for less than half a year. If I can be taken away, it means... he does not belong to you."
Qin Shu was silent for a long time before saying, "I believe in him."
I did not interrupt, but turned around and left, and then failed her trust on the night Qin Shu was sick and went to Gu Li's birthday party.
On the morning of breaking up, she said to me before going out:
"Zhou Yao, it's really meaningless to fight for a man with another woman. What I can't bear is my sincere efforts over the past five years. I just cried and just felt sorry for myself. Five years have been quite long, so it's better to stop the loss in time. Since I'm clear that I want to break up, then I accept this love without result. You, I don't want it."
Now, I can't wait to see how she treats Cheng Zimu and his first love, not to mention that she and Cheng Zimu have been in love for a shorter time, and their relationship will only be more vulnerable.
That evening, after get off work, Qin Shu took the elevator from the third floor to the eighth floor. Just as he was about to push open the door of Cheng Zimu's office, the door was opened from the inside.
appears Luo Huan, who has delicate makeup but red eyes, obviously she has cried.
Both of them were stunned after they collided, and then Luo Huan lowered his head and left.
I looked at Qin Shu's face with a flash of at a loss, and a hint of heartache appeared unexpectedly in my chest, and even a contradictory mentality. I hope that Cheng Zimu and Luo Huan's affairs could be discovered, but I didn't want Qin Shu to discover and be hurt.
"Xiao Shu?" Cheng Zimu saw Qin Shu standing at the door and walked over to hold her, but she avoided her.
She adjusted her emotions slightly, then looked up at him:
"Mr. Cheng, who just went out?"
"Manager Luo of Boao Group.”
She bent her lips: “What if I asked Cheng Zimu? Then… who is she?”
“My first love.”
8
He wisely did not choose to deceive.
But he concealed it at the beginning.
Maybe he didn't know that the relationship between him and Luo Huan had long become a gossip that company employees talked about in private.
Qin Shu had actually been forced to hear it countless times before choosing to come to him.
Maybe because her relationship with Cheng Zimu was not disclosed in the company, her colleagues would talk to her unscrupulously:
"I heard that this time we cooperated with our company was Mr. Cheng's first love."
"Ah~ Will they reunite?"
"And there, Manager Luo also said that he was broken up by his parents."
"I think it's very possible. You see, Manager Luo is good-looking and has strong abilities, just like a rose with thorns. Don't be too compatible with Mr. Cheng."
During those days, Qin Shu either stared at the computer or picked up his phone to open the dialog box with Cheng Zimu, and then exited.
I know she is struggling, she always chooses to trust the other person so stupidly, even if she falls, she will still repeat the same mistakes.
Now, she chose to come to find Cheng Zimu, which means that she had a crack in her firm sense of trust in him.
I am looking forward to the next development.
But what I didn't expect was that after Cheng Zimu finished speaking, he did not give Qin Shu time to think about it, but quickly explained:
"Xiao Shu, I am just a cooperative relationship and I have never mentioned to you that she is my first love. It is because in my opinion, she is no different from anyone I have worked with in the past. She is not special to me."
His explanation seems to me, just like what I said to Qin Shu at the beginning:
"She and I are classmates, so I will pay attention to the degree in the future."
As long as I want to find excuses like this, I can find ten thousand. After Qin Shu was silent for half a minute, he only said to him:
"Cheng Zimu, don't lie to me."
He breathed a sigh of relief, smiled and took her into his arms, and said hoarsely: "I won't lie to you."
I just want to laugh, Qin Shu is still easy to lie as always.
But they have a crisis on the surface and actually have a relationship of crisis.
And that straw came soon.
was on a weekend, and that day was Qin Shu’s birthday.
There were melodious violin songs floating in the restaurant. Qin Shu pinched her phone and stared blankly. Cheng Zimu was already half an hour late and no one answered the phone. During this period, her phone rang several times, but every time her expectations would be dashed, it was just an advertisement.
I know Cheng Zimu will not come because Luo Huan fainted in front of him and went to the hospital.
In fact, I don’t know if all white moonlight and first love will be like this, but Gu Li did hint at the beginning whether I want to be together, and I have become unrestrained from the beginning.
I think Luo Huan is the same, and he must have given Cheng Zimu a hint that he can make peace as before.
Compared to Gu Li and me, Cheng Zimu and Luo Huan truly fell in love and lived together.
So this time, Qin Shu lost again.
But looking at her completely smiling face, I was in pain.
If I am waiting for her and Cheng Zimu to break up, what after the breakup?
There will be the next Cheng Zimu who appears, she will always get married and have children.
