Hi friends, today is my 67th time chatting with you~ I need your help today.
I feel that I have recently reached the stage of intermittent decadence.
I set a goal to be smarter than waking up every day, and it feels a bit more formal.
It’s like I read a book before going to bed last night. I read two chapters patiently. When I got to the third chapter, my eyes were scanning the words and my mind was already free. After watching the third chapter for a long time, I realized that I was wandering. , And then told myself: "After reading this chapter seriously, I will'reward' myself to watch TV!" After barely reading the book, he stayed up late to catch up with the show.
I am just anxious. Although I don't have so many classes, I feel very tired because of the confusion about my career choice. A lot of to-do items are in front of you to make choices, don't know where to start, just throw them aside!
is just such decadence.
This decadence began about a week ago. I didn't succeed in one thing. I couldn't hold back a big snake fight that day. I stayed up all night to play. I regretted it but felt very relieved. About two or three days, I'm fine, I don't want to start that game anymore, I thought I was fine. Unexpectedly, because of this intensifying "on-the-job" crisis, and no one had a good chat, I started chasing drama and evading.
This decadence seems to be indulgent, but I have not let myself go psychologically. I saw a group news today saying that the class standard for August is 140 hours. The team leader comforted us that such a high class standard means that the company should be fine. I am rather pessimistic. Squid it! Last year, the children from the epidemic did not set such a high class schedule when they were at home every day.
It's difficult.I am irritable.
stayed up late to catch the drama last night and did not sleep well. I went to yoga class at noon today. It can be seen that our teacher Ye has a very high personal charm, which made me deeply love yoga, hahaha~
in yoga class Another student is a teacher in the school, who is also struggling with career choices, worrying about the complicated personnel affairs in the school, and being dissatisfied with the salary.
I suddenly thought that our generation is really difficult. It is not the time for practitioners to catch up with the rapid development of the times more than ten or twenty years ago, and everything is easy to make profit. On the contrary, our market is close to saturation, everywhere. All in roll.
You look at him bright and beautiful, he looks at you happy and free, besieged the city, the inside thinks out, the outside wants to go in, it seems to make sense to put it in the career, and the sentence "one person breaks free, one person Go pick it up".
How can we blaze a trail under this heavy siege? When I was positive before, I said that I would find opportunities in those rushing little splashes; now I am decadent, just thinking that my courage is still there? Where is my direction? What is my weapon?
Today is anxious Xiao Chen’s self-examination, friend, can you have a good solution to my anxiety?
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