#give yourself a little red flower# Maybe you saw the title and thought I was too immodest: no matter how good I am, I can’t give myself a little red flower? Yes or no? But I want to say that if you read my story, you will consciously like and send me flowers. It’s not that I’m n

When I was young, because my husband was away from home and serving as a soldier in other places, I took care of my children at home alone and had to go to work. I felt really tired and exhausted.

Because my home is far away from my work, I have to get up very early every morning. It takes at least half an hour to dress the child, wash his face and brush his teeth, etc. If I go to my mother-in-law's place for a meal, I have to leave immediately to go to work and send my children to kindergarten.

At noon, I can only eat at my parents' house and rest for a while. I have to pick up the kids first after get off work in the evening. However, every time I go to pick up my children, they are always waiting for me in the guard room.

The look in the child's eyes that looked forward to his mother was very sad. "Mom, can you pick me up early? The teacher said I will be the last to get home."

I was speechless. I also want to pick up my children early, but it’s not time to get off work. How can I pick them up? Can you take time off every day to pick up the kids?

Later, I asked to work as a salesperson at the front desk, so that I could be more flexible with my schedule and pick up my children early.

That's it, no matter it's windy or rainy, cold or hot, we two will always walk on the way home or on the way to work.

When my child goes to school, I want her to go directly to her grandma’s house. There is no need for me to go out of my way to pick her up.

It wasn’t until I bought my own house and moved out of my mother-in-law’s house that things got better.

Because my building is close to my work, I don’t have to get up so early, rush on the road, and clean up the children in a hurry.

However, when I bought a house, I didn’t have much money. My mother-in-law told me again early: I don’t have the money for anyone to buy a house. Sealed.

I cried and shouted until I finally collected all the money and handed it over. Only I know how difficult it was during this period.

In the end, I was still short of 20,000 yuan. I stood there in a daze in the snowy river.

I'm in trouble and no one can help me. My father secretly lent me all his savings. Because my sister also buys property. Although

is not enough, at least it is one step closer to raising enough.

Even before I go to bed, I have to think about which friend has money to lend me.

Standing on the frozen river, I burst into tears and felt better. Who blames me for finding a husband who is a soldier? Who made me like to be alone?

I don’t resent anyone for not helping me, but my mother-in-law’s behavior really makes me feel angry.

It’s okay if you don’t help others. Am I not a special case? Your son is not at home, can't you help me?

Communication at that time was particularly inconvenient. When I called him, sometimes he would get through quickly, and sometimes I couldn't get through within a day. Who can I turn to?

In the end, I was short of 20,000 yuan, so I went to a classmate to pay for it and gave her one point of interest. The interest rate was already very high at that time, but people said that if it weren’t for our good relationship, they wouldn’t have paid it to me because they needed money to buy goods. I promise to give it to her for two months.

This is how we can pay the house payment on time. My heart felt relieved and I felt really relaxed.

After paying the house payment, I tried my best to save money so that I could give it to my classmates. Because I have never borrowed money from others, it feels really uncomfortable.

You owe both favors and money, and you also have to say as many nice things as possible. Alas, otherwise people will say: Don’t be short of money for whatever you need.

I don’t know how I saved money, but I was able to deliver it to my classmates on time in two months.

You say, am I not excellent?

Alas, it’s hard to look back on the past, it’s true: when I recall it, I will burst into tears.

Life really makes me yearn for and fear it at the same time. It is in this contradiction that I spend every day until now.

Give me a little red flower at that time to encourage myself not to repeat yesterday’s life again.