I am a minority,
Yi girls, our ethnic group rarely marry love, most of them get married for the sake of getting married, and I am no exception. I graduated from college. My family lie to me to go on a blind date in the year of internship, so I asked me to marry that boy because he was an undergraduate or a soldier. My family kept scolding me and saying, "It's great to marry him in college." How about it, how about it, how about it, how about it, if I am a junior college student? How about it, but I didn't agree to fight for almost a year. During this year, I had a very unhappy quarrel with my family. In this year, my mother cried in front of me three times because of this. The last time my mother cried and begged me to let me agree (because the man's family is the child of our relatives, my parents felt sorry for them, and they couldn't bear to worry about their face, so I kept agreeing) I couldn't bear to cry for this broken thing again and again, so I agreed later.
But I really don’t like him at all. I feel bored when he sends me a message. When he touches me on his shoulder, I feel like vomiting, and he is not very good either. He pretends to like me very well. In fact, he has been suppressing me, saying that I am not good here and pointing at my life, and saying that I am not worthy of him in college students, but I dare not tell my parents, my parents will definitely say that it’s better to endure it, so I don’t know what to do now. Now I really hate myself and my soft-heartedness at the beginning.
