I clicked on the dialog box again, silently typed the words "Happy Birthday" and clicked to send, but here, I will never receive your reply again. Looking at the long call record on the interface where I was the only one-sided call record, I couldn't help but burst into tears.
Today is your birthday and your death day. You left this world forever and left me forever on the same day you came to this world.
Now, I can't do anything for you, I just miss you silently. I miss you, are you okay there? We didn't have time to make a secret code. If there is still a next life, can you find me?
Time flies. It has been a whole year since you left me today, but I still feel like I can't believe it. I always feel that you are still there, but I just went out a long way and didn't know when I will come back to see me. I really miss you! I know you are gone, but I still want to see you again.
When I think of you, I still cry silently.
found the short video you sent me in your favorites, so you appeared in front of me again. It still feels strange when you think about it now. Just the day before you fell into a coma, you sent me this video file you made with your own photos. The video is very long and contains your footsteps and changes in the past decade. The song also chose the inexplicably tragic "Song of the Mountain Eagle". Then there was no news about you again, and you were frozen in that moment in my life.
After thinking about it, it seems like you are saying goodbye to me, just like you know you are leaving this world.
I have known you for more than ten years, "elegant and upright", these words can be used to describe you, being upright as you, kind as you, and sunshine as you. You said you wanted to travel all over the country and see all the beautiful scenery. I said I would wait for me. If I had time, I would go with you and see it together, but I was always so busy until you left forever. We finally didn’t have the opportunity to go and see it together. Now that you are leaving, I leave so many regrets.
You love life so much and love the world. You don’t have to travel all over the place and see all the beautiful scenery. All of this has not been completed yet. How can you just leave like this?
You left so suddenly, and you didn't even say goodbye to me, which made me so unacceptable. It was only two days from onset to death, and I stopped breathing before I could rescue me. When you left, there was no me by your side. The failure to send you the last journey made me feel so heartbroken that I couldn’t breathe. Do you know you are leaving when you leave? Are you reluctant to leave? There must be some, just like I don’t want to bear to leave you.
I regret it so much. I regret not treating you well when I have the opportunity to treat you well, and I regret never has the chance to make up for it.
Cherish the people in front of you and do what you see well, otherwise it will be useless to leave only one sad place, just like me in front of you.
can’t do anything except miss you, and you will never have the chance to do it again.
If I can start over, my elder brother, maybe at least I can go on a long-distance trip with you to see a great river and mountains, so that I can leave less regrets. Ten years have passed, and no one can replace your love like a father and a brother. You left, making my heart a little empty.
I want to write it down. I want everyone to know that although you are gone, there are still people in this world who are thinking about you. Time has passed too long. I am also afraid that time will dilute my memories, and I am also afraid that I will forget you and forget the kindness you have been to me.
You like to take photos of me. You said that you like to see me laugh the most. Now I still love to laugh, but I don’t laugh like I am flaunting and wanton when I am by your side. The best way to miss you is to live well, because I know that you want each of us to live happily and freely. Do you still remember it? You took these photos of chrysanthemums. If you like chrysanthemums and photography, let me use these to commemorate you. Brother, I really miss you.
