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That afternoon, the call I received made my heart beat uncontrollably.
html First love that I haven't seen for more than 0 years came to my city on a business trip and asked me to meet him tomorrow night.
多年不见，我们已为人夫，为人妇，青葱岁月那点喜欢，我以为早已不在，直到接起电话，听到他的声音，我才知道，我一直没忘记过他，只是他已不在我的心尖处。
Life pushes us forward, and more things fill my heart and squeeze Hong Tao into the corner.
Until he heard his voice, he appeared in the corner again in the gray.
html After more than 0 years, we heard each other's voices again. We were all a little unnatural, and even paused for several seconds during the call, which was because the two of us didn't know what to say.
or not, I was very confused that day.
要是不见，老实说是有点舍不得，分开多年，我也想知道现在的他生活如何，家庭如何，孩子如何，他老婆如何……
要是见，一会儿担心自己现在的形象，还能不能带回美好的回忆。
Thoughts are flying all over the sky, and even considering what clothes to wear to cover up the big belly that I haven't had before.
After a while, I was in a complicated mood and ran into the bathroom, scratching my head in front of the mirror.
These tensions all show that years have passed, and I have long lost the courage to see my first love again.
到了下班时间，洪涛又被暂时抛开，我得去菜市场，儿子要吃水煮鱼，我得去买活的，老公说有点上火，要吃小苦菜泻火，我也得去找找看。
On the evening, the two "masters" at home had a good meal and drank. They looked at their husbands who were cleaning dishes in the kitchen and had no courage to go to the appointment.
Hong Tao and I met in my youth and I sincerely liked it, but he is from another place, and my mother has only me.
I will not leave my mother and follow him, nor will he stay. He said that they favor boys over girls very much, and he is the only one male in their family, and it is impossible to stay.
Although we knew the ending before we started, we were young and still loved each other for a year, until the internship ended and parted ways.
My husband brought out the fruit and interrupted my thoughts. Looking at the person in front of me, I was so panicked that I felt that I had been thinking about the past and thinking about another man, just because I was sorry for the person in front of me.
hesitated again and again, I still told my husband about this, saying that an old classmate from another place came on a business trip and wanted to meet him.
My husband said, "You treat me and do your best to the landlords."
I smiled and said, "I am a male classmate. If you don't ask who you are, what if you are an old lover."
My husband handed apple to my hand and said jokingly, "Even if you are an old lover, you have become a familiar stranger for many years. How big a wave do you think you can stir up?"
The next day, I invited my husband to accompany me to see Hong Tao.
Hong Tao is still as eloquent and talks freely as before.
He married a nurse from the same hospital. His marriage was smooth. As for the children, they were two "China Construction Banks", and they needed their husband and wife to work together.
两个男人喝了点酒，因为是同行的关系，很聊得来，我都还没加上微信，两个男人就已经加好了
我看着洪涛，突然想起张艾嘉的一首歌：《爱的代价》。
里面有一段歌词是这样的：虽然我偶尔还是会想他，偶尔难免会惦记着他，就当他是个老朋友啊，也让我心疼，也让我牵挂，只是我心中不再有火花，让往事都随风去吧……
歌词的每个字，都是我心情的写照。
When we broke up, Hong Tao sent us to the hotel door, holding my husband and I, with a red wine on his face, and his words were extremely warm: "We are all very happy, it's so good!"
Yes, cherish the people in front of us, keep our hearts, and keep our happiness.
