It seems that we are not very satisfied with our lives. Some come from marriage, some come from family, and some come from career. We make unremitting efforts for the goals that the sun and the moon hope for, but the gap between reality and ideals is always difficult to cross.
The face of life is like a quagmire, the more you sober, the more you struggle, the deeper you fall.
01
When I first started working, my elders around me said that my life had just begun and was full of hope. At that time, the passionate feeling for life was fascinating and crazy, and that was fighting for ideals.
Now I think about it, alas, I feel embarrassed to think about it now.
In addition to being ravaged by life over and over again this year, I have also read some books myself. "1844 Economic Philosophy Manuscript ", "Selected Reading of the Original Works of Marx", "Selected Works of Mao Zedong" and " Capital ".
Some of these have not been read yet.
Although the philosophical part is a bit awkward and difficult to understand, it is also a bit immature in life and society when analyzing it in recent years.
But unfortunately, sometimes it is indeed a bit disappointing. These disappointments come from work, society, or other things.
When I encountered social problems in the news, I always liked to chat a few times, and some people said I was an angry young man.
02
Now I have nothing to say.
There may be some contradictions that will be highlighted when each organization develops to a certain level. From the perspective of the long history of human beings, what happened in the past may happen today, what happened in the present may happen in the future.
is just that this stage is painful, it is like a pregnant woman going through pregnancy. I really can’t bear to look at the process of giving birth, and you can imagine the pain.
We all say that we should use thoughts as weapons, think and transform. But if you fail to grasp the temperature and are afraid that you will kill each other when you wave the sword toward each other. If you are not determined enough and both sides suffer, it is actually meaningless.
Today we have a rich material life, but more people will be unable to control their lives. On the one hand, they are alienated by capital, and on the other hand, we lack spiritual culture as support.
At this time, a numb, painless life may be able to take a breath.
I am accustomed to confrontation, so I live a mess. So sometimes it’s nothing to be a grandson.
03
As for work,
In fact, at the beginning, everyone's idea was very simple. They just wanted to find a job they like and worked silently, not asking for a high salary, but just hoped to support themselves.
After all, for young people, or for everyone, it is really important to choose a job they like.
But life is unavailable.
In addition to having nothing in one's own body, the suffocating labor market, the unfounded expectations and demands of parents, and the exploitation of capital are exhausted.
I had thought before that if one day the purpose of my life became a means of my life, if one day I became a social machine running day after day, I would collide with fate and beg for life and death.
But I was timid and was not so determined in the end.
04
A warrior, I am just a little fool, I live cautiously every day. I am really about to become that kind of person. His appearance was disdainful and sneered when I was young.
can only expose his body to the sun, and then wrap his soul in a silence. From then on, I began my long-term lurking career and struggled silently here.
will take that step one day, either towards destruction or emerge from a new life.
still has to go on anyway, but destruction and rebirth are not chosen by people.
But since I always have to survive, I am still more inclined to be reborn, so I will still turn the tide.
I should cultivate the bandit temperament, which is the so-called "bandit spirit" and become a mixed man. A heartless and bandit-like messenger may be more natural to roll around with life.
I think this is still relatively important for newly graduated college students, because robbery and knocking in the workplace come quietly.
And for me, I just want to be a person with a more lifelike atmosphere, or a more practical person.
Sometimes we may be too anxious. It is not a talented person. It is difficult for all living beings to understand what they want in their hearts in a short period of time.
is arranged according to the script of the bad streets. You should first support yourself, struggle, constantly pursue, constantly hit walls, and repeat and cycle. When you are dying, you may have luck and ability.
I like to call this rare encounter a glimmer of hope for the rebirth of countless people.
Because people who have clarified their goals and are trying to achieve them are really charming. I think that kind of life is very special and worth it.
Even if one day the ideal child is still in the womb, the process of pursuing excellence is really cool.
05
Speaking of which, it's really hard to
At this moment, I'm just running around for survival and I'm not embarrassed to talk about my ideals.
is in chaos, and there is a hazy thing in front of you. Every time you punch, you are so weak and powerless. When there is no direction, it is wrong to go anyway.
tells a joke, even if sometimes, you accidentally make some money, you are not that happy. Just like Hu Ping, drifting with the waves, it's meaningless.
Life is so torn apart, but I think about the meaning of life from time to time.
If destruction comes, the newborn will probably not be far away. I hope to see the sun as soon as possible, find what I want, walk towards the long road, and become a cool person.
