die mean?
hours ago, there was no entertainment in the village. Whenever there was a lot of fun, it was said that "ten thousand people" were empty, and there were many onlookers. When I was very young, I ran on the street with my friends and became familiar with the procedures and etiquette of the funeral early. For myself when I was a child, the funeral was like a team activity, each performing its own duties, getting into the role, and finishing the program, it's OK. Occasionally, I heard adults discuss some special funerals, such as mothers in their 38s and four underage children hang themselves and committing suicide, such as an elderly couple who died of breath within 4 hours, two coffins were funeral together, etc. Because they were young and ignorant, they had no personal experience, and only listened to stories.
My father is the youngest of his brothers and sisters, and I am also the youngest of his brothers and sisters. Before I was born, my grandfather and grandma passed away. Grandma also left, only grandpa. One year, before I went to elementary school, my mother left for some time, so I followed my sister every day. It was said that my grandfather was sick. On the day of my grandfather's funeral, the adults took me to attend. I had no other impression. I only remember that my mother was wearing a filial piety uniform. It was a long time since I saw her, so she didn't feel anything about her deceased grandfather.
When my father passed away, I was thirteen years old. He left half a year after the cancer was diagnosed. At that time, when he was in junior high school, he knew that his father's health was getting worse and worse and thinner, so his family secretly prepared his father's funeral and funeral. Since childhood, I remember that my father was very strict and had a big temper. He often carried his father's majesty and didn't feel too close to him. In addition, my emotional intelligence is relatively low, so I didn’t feel much shocked at the time of my father’s death.
In autumn, when harvesting sweet potatoes, my mother asked me to dig a sweet potato cellar. At that time, my figure was just right for digging this, and my brothers and sisters needed to go to the field. The uncle came to the house to take a look and said that he had been digging almost. I was not convinced and thought to myself, wait for my dad to come back to see if it is appropriate. Suddenly I realized that he would never come back. The loss, helplessness, helplessness, etc. in my heart surged up together, but I didn't say anything, just holding back my tears and digging silently.
Age is getting older and more and more funerals are experienced. There are elderly people who die at a loss, middle-aged people who die suddenly, and teenagers who die in congenital heart disease. Especially when I saw a white-haired man giving a black-haired man, I felt heartbroken unconsciously. A farewell is a long separation. From then on, the yin and yang are separated, and no longer can be laughed or quarreled. The dead people are silently allowed to be at the mercy of people and comment.
suddenly felt that after everyone left, they would be reunited somewhere.
