Original illustration: Meow Meow Xia, narrated: anonymous, female
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Sun Tong and Luo Song's marriage quietly changed in the eighth year of marriage. What's wrong with
is like an apple with a glossy appearance.
You think it seems to be fresh and sweet, but your heart has begun to rot.
Outsiders can't see any clues, but the parties often can feel the beginning of fission with just one look.
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They used to be college couples, and they all told their vows for each other in their lifetime.
When Luo Song first started his business after working for two years, Sun Tong not only took out all the dowry support, but also worked part-time to transfusion blood to his company when Luo Song was in the most difficult time.
When they made their first pot of gold in their life, Luo Song burst into tears in front of all the employees of the company: "In this life, my greatest noble person is my lover."
At that time, they were the model room for many people's ideal love and marriage.
No matter how busy two people are, they must have a meal together every day.
Even if Luo Song socializes very late, Sun Tong will definitely wait for him to come back, and the two chat for a few words before hugging each other and going to bed.
Later, after the birth of her daughter, Sun Tong made a full-time decision.
Although everyone believes that women should not lose their career and circle, they think that full-time housewives are really a high-risk job.
But Luo Song and Sun Tong felt that such a thing was not a problem for them at all.
Couples all over the world can turn against each other, they don’t.
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However, health can be insured, but I have never seen any insurance company with emotional insurance.
people will always change.
One night, when Sun Tong was waiting for Luo Song, who had returned late as before, watched him finish washing and the two got into the bed together, Sun Tong put his head on his shoulder as usual.
This time, Luo Song let her lean on it for less than ten seconds before she pulled out and said, "I feel so tired today." Then, she turned her sideways and slept with her back to Sun Tong.
Luo Song didn't think there was anything wrong with this move.
However, Sun Tong felt something was disappearing between the couple with a woman's intuition.
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Women's The sixth sense has no reason.
Sun Tong discovered that the magnetic field between her and Luo Song had changed since that day.
Once upon a time, even when she came back from going to the bathroom at night, she suddenly remembered something to tell Luo Song, and Luo Song would squint his eyes and chat with her.
If it is a tricky thing, he will sit up and help her analyze it, or promise to help her solve it the next day.
Once upon a time, there was too much nonsense between them.
Luo Songhui told Sun Tong that the lotus flowers in the lakeside park were in bloom, and the property security guard told him a gossip and a joke he heard from.
Sun Tong said casually that I haven’t eaten hairy crabs for a long time, and he will definitely let her eat them the next day.
But now, Luo Song looks very tired when he returns home.
No matter what Sun Tong said, he was not interested in taking on the topic.
On the contrary, he became more and more picky about Sun Tong.
The meal is untasteful, the baby is not well-behaved, and the clothes and supplies I buy are mediocre.
As for the couple's life, the situation is getting worse and worse, and fewer couples become roommates.
In this regard, Luo Song explained that the work pressure was too great, and he also said that he should take time to exercise his body.
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Later, Luo Song took Sun Tong to an fitness club to apply for a membership card and hired a personal trainer.
, but he was too busy to stick to it.
However, Sun Tong, with the encouragement and help of the young coach, became more and more fascinated by fitness.
Occasionally, the coach will send her WeChat message in a timely manner to remind her that she will have any training today, and it would be a pity to miss it.
In the gym, the coach took special care of Sun Tong.
Sun Tong could clearly feel that he was dedicated to other students, but caring for himself.
When she is thirsty, she will silently hand her a bottle of water for her. When she is hot, she accidentally handed her a towel with excellent texture. Once, Sun Tong accidentally pulled the iron and accidentally pulled the muscles, and he took her to the hospital for a film.
Then, ask about her condition every morning, noon and evening, and remind her to do ice compress.
In fact, Sun Tong was just a slight strain, and nothing was wrong at all.
Luo Song just symbolically comforted him: "In the future, fitness must be carried out under the professional guidance of the coach, and you cannot practice it by yourself."
But the young coach was as if he was facing a big enemy and said a rather ambiguous sentence: "If you don't come, I will not be excited at all when I teach the students, and I am not in the state at all."
's words were temptation and a little tempting, and Sun Tong's heartbeat was accelerating immediately.
The feeling of a deer bumping around makes her feel a long-lost youthful feeling. After hitting there, Sun Tong had some difficulty explaining the relationship between the young coach and the young coach.
There were several times when Luo Song and Sun Tong went to the gym.
The coach was in a bad mood, and the whole training was particularly serious and strict, just like being angry with someone.
Sun Tong took advantage of the water to ask him, "What's wrong? Are you quarreling with your girlfriend?"
The little coach replied angrily: "I don't have a girlfriend, I just feel uncomfortable when I see you being with him."
Sun Tong was happy, but she said angrily: "Please, tell me the truth, he is my husband."
The little coach continued to be willful: "If you like someone, what else can you say?"
Then, he left in disappointment, leaving Sun Tong in the tea room, secretly happy alone.
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Since that day, the relationship between the two has also been considered to be a step further.
The little coach will send WeChat messages to Sun Tong anytime and anywhere. Sometimes, even though she is clearly in front of her, he will still WeChat messages to her: Miss you.
Every night at 10:30, he would say "good night" to her on time.
What touched Sun Tong the most was actually the coach's liking and accepting of his daughter.
Sometimes, Sun Tong will take her daughter to the gym.
At this time, the little coach will transform into a child-raising expert. Under his leadership, his daughter is brave and happy.
Unlike in front of Luo Song, the child is nervous. Only when she plays the piano well, speaks fluently in English, stands with a standing appearance, and sits with a sitting appearance, will she be praised by her father.
Looking at her daughter stretching in front of the little coach, Sun Tong couldn't help but think: It should be good if she formed a family with the little coach.
When I was young, I felt that material things were very important, but at this age, I felt that the emotional value a man could provide was actually very important.
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But Sun Tong also has a scale in his heart.
She knows that the young coach has a good personality and can make herself very happy.
However, if you leave the wealth freedom that Luo Song has built for himself, this kind of happiness is actually not true.
So, she slowly found herself the best life configuration: fall in love with the young coach and live a prosperous and stable life with Luo Song.
With such a "tactic understanding", Sun Tong lived a very consistent life.
She no longer entangled Luo Song was more and more picky about the two women, and no longer obsessed with how the two people who were so loving in the past became more and more distant.
If you change your mind, you will change your mind, and even if you ask questions, you won’t change anything.
is just like myself. In the past, I decided to live with Luo Song in this life, but now, I am not distracted with the young coach.
Of course, Sun Tong also has a bottom line. The bottom line of
is to avoid going beyond the line with the coach.
She felt that once there was physical exchange, a certain ecological balance would be broken.
Moreover, the risk is too great.
What is important is that the more you can’t get, the more you may be in a stir.
The world of adults is very important.
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Sometimes, Sun Tong admires his determination.
Once, she was the last one to leave the gym and when she got home, she found that her watch had fallen in the locker.
Worried that the valuable watch would be lost, she called the young coach and asked him to help open the door and she went to get the watch.
The little coach of course rushed over.
The lonely man and the woman are in the dim gym, and the air is filled with hormones that are about to break out.
Finally, when the two "sincerely met", Sun Tong still woke up from the confusion of love.
She almost begged to the little coach, "I'm not worthy of you, leave the best you to your future girlfriend."
The little coach did not agree and was still attacking, but Sun Tong cried: "If something happens, I will never have the shame to see you again..."
Then, everything stopped.
is left to hug each other tightly, and confessed sincerely to the coach: "I will work hard and make money. In this life, I will not marry you."
's confession and restraint at that moment made Sun Tong firmly believe that love is coming.
people have not only encountered true love once in their lifetime. After that, the relationship between the two was really like love.
Not seen for a day, like three autumns apart.
often turns around and the other party chases him on WeChat: "Even if you are right in front of me, I still feel that I miss you very much."
And with the nourishment of love, Sun Tong and Luo Song became peaceful.
His career is getting more and more prosperous, and he goes home late and it is common for him to stay at night.
At the age of thirties, it is the peak period of physiological desire.
However, the two almost became pure roommate relationship.
There were countless moments, and Sun Tong suspected that Luo Song had a woman outside.
She has checked his mobile phone and investigated his daily trajectory, but it is so clean that it is suspicious.
So she turned to advise herself: As long as he does not lack the food, clothing and expenses of himself and his daughter, what if he cares? Anyway, I have a little coach.
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But Sun Tong did not expect that on a day that was too ordinary, Luo Song, who came back early, filed a divorce from Sun Tong after his daughter fell asleep.
reason made Sun Tong even more collapsed. He fell in love with another woman. Before confessing to others, he wanted to be single.
At that moment, Sun Tong was completely confused.
She asked who the other party was?
Luo Song said it doesn't matter who it is, and he assured her that he had never done anything cheating during the marriage.
Sun Tong asked him, "Isn't it a cheating thing if you fall in love with another woman?"
Luo Song said, "Do you think the matter of loving someone is something that can be controlled by human beings? Not cheating in the body is already the greatest respect for marriage."
Luo Song hopes that Sun Tong can fight quickly and he will consider the interests of their mother and daughter to the greatest extent economically.
But if she wants to fight a protracted war, then it can be both hurting the feelings and money.
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Two people who once loved each other so much could also reach such a realistic and cold state.
No matter what, Sun Tong will not divorce.
But she humbled Luo Song's determination.
When she talked to him about his relationship, he talked to her about money in business, claiming that if Sun Tong wanted to drag him down, it would actually be beneficial to him.
He can have enough time to transfer assets without any trace, and even let their marriage bear debts. By that time, she will get nothing.
may even have to share the debt with him.
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These words are really heartbreaking.
However, Sun Tong was just unwilling to give up. She told Luo Song clearly that she would not agree to divorce, and even if she divorced, she would have to go through legal procedures.
Because she knew that the entire divorce process plus cooling-off period would not end without a year or two.
Even if they can't survive, even to get angry, I have to drag him and waste him.
However, what Sun Tong did not expect was that Luo Song actually took out his mobile phone and sent Sun Tong countless chat records in person.
, all the sweet words of Sun Tong and the young coach.
Sun Tong was stunned again.
You should know that she will clean up the chat records with the young coach in time every day, for fear of leaving any traces.
However, Luo Song told her: "Big data is stored. These things are not deleted, but disappear out of thin air."
Sun Tong scolded Luo Song: "You are too despicable."
Luo Song asked her: "You are a mom, you take the money I earn and flirt with young and handsome guys. Who is the despicable one?"
Sun Tong gritted his teeth and said, "Nothing happened between us."
Luo Song asked back: "He even likes the mole on your back. Nothing you said happened, who can believe it? Do I believe it, or can the judge believe it? Or can the matter be spread, can our daughter believe it? What do you let her think of you as a mom?"
Luo Song's words were obviously threatening, but every word he said firmly grasped Sun Tong's weakness.
At that moment, she finally understood what a man’s heart was like, and also understood that in this marriage, one must be divorced, and even if one does not divorce, one must be divorced.
Playing the emotional card will only slap in the face even more.
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The marriage of the two was separated like this.
During those most painful days, fortunately, the little coach accompanied her on WeChat and gave her a lot of comfort.
There were moments after moments, and she thought it was good to marry a young coach.
is simple and enthusiastic. Although there is not much money, men like Luo Song have more thoughts and more scheming.
But what Sun Tong didn't expect most was that after she finished all the procedures, she finally broke off with Luo Song and the young coach also lost contact.
She went to the fitness club to find him, and someone told her that the young coach had resigned.
The mobile phone is an empty number, and no one replied to WeChat, as if there was no such person in this world.
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That day, on the phone, Sun Tong asked Luo Song, did this little coach arrange it?
Luo Song did not admit it, but did not deny it, just said to her: "Friendship cannot be eaten as food. It is time for you to go to work and think about your future."
Sun Tong cursed: "You don't have weasel greetings to the chicken. I have today, but it's not all thanks to you. You are ungrateful and unkind, and you will be retribution."
Luo Song replied calmly: "We are each other and each other." . "
However, Sun Tong was unwilling to accept it. She finally asked Luo Song in the softest tone: "We are divorced, I want you to tell the truth, are there any other women in your marriage? Have you been having sex with this woman long ago?"
Luo Song still beat the ball: "Sun Tong, these are actually not important at all, don't worry, look forward."
To be honest, at that moment, Sun Tong had the heart to kill.
But, what can she do with him?
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Half a year after the divorce, Luo Song remarried.
The other party is his business partner and he is very rich.
The wedding of the two was also very exciting.
Many friends of Luo Song and Sun Tong came to ask Sun Tong: "When did they start? Did Luo Song cheat during marriage?"
Everyone comforted Sun Tong with a sympathetic tone: "This kind of unfaithful man who abandons his wife and daughter has no good ending."
Faced with these curiosities, Sun Tong wanted to take the opportunity to bury Luo Song.
However, when she thought of the explicit chat records between herself and the young coach, she chose to shut up.
She also gave her a positive review of "feeling affectionate and righteous" and "breaking up with decent".
However, only she knows what it feels like to eat coptis chinensis by mute.
