Please believe that you will meet love when you encounter it unexpectedly in life. Sometimes you don’t need the promise of eternal love, but she definitely needs meticulous care and greetings; love sometimes doesn’t need the tragic love of Butterfly Lovers, but she definitely nee

Unexpected encounters in life

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Love, sometimes does not need the promise of eternal love, but she must need meticulous care and greetings; love, sometimes does not need the tragic life of Butterfly Lovers, but She must have a tacit understanding and congeniality; love sometimes does not require men and women to follow, but she must need support and understanding.

I am a cheerful woman who has had an affair. My husband and I were introduced to each other. I don’t understand him. Probably because I am dissatisfied with my ordinary life. I can’t forget the man who we couldn’t embrace because of the teacher’s objection. , his name is Yang Yiran. After 6 years of marriage, I couldn't help it and went to Leting County to find Yang Yiran. This was the beginning of a nightmare. Because of my gorgeous figure, I didn't look like 34 years old at all. We couldn't control it. We fail to control our inner joy. We sent ambiguous text messages through WeChat software, but it was quickly exposed.

Just 6 months ago, my deviant thing was discovered by my husband. I was quite pitiful at the time. In order to preserve my deep love, I prayed for my husband’s forgiveness. He began to dislike me and reminded me of the general process of the deviant. Forgive me and don’t separate from me.

I wanted to die very much at that time. I felt that my husband was humiliating me. For this reason, I specifically asked the teacher what to do. He told me not to write it at that time, saying that men will not forgive women who cheat, and he might just be lying to me. The evidence of my cheating cost me money and money. Unfortunately, I didn't listen to the teacher, and now I regret it.

He doesn’t want to look at me and doesn’t care about me. When he came back from playing mahjong before, if I always cared about him, he would get angry with me, but now he doesn’t at all. No matter what I do, it doesn't matter to him anymore. He won't look at me anymore and will only let me take care of the family and manage the children.

The way we are now is all because of my deviance. Now even if he doesn't come back from gambling, what else can I do, let alone call to urge him. Sometimes I know something is going on, but I can't tell him off, because it was me who deviated first, and I have done it before.

Now he has done it again, and I have no reason to blame him, so even though I know that something is going on, I still can't talk about it. I feel like a clear mirror, but I still have to pretend to be confused.

In the end, I chose to separate. Because I am in my prime, I always have a lot of people of the opposite sex around me. I have tried a few, but I always feel that they are not devoted to me. I have to take care of my children and patients when I go home, and pay the bills. Sometimes I want to find someone to rely on for my shopping expenses, but there is no way. They just want to trick me into having a relationship. I guess no woman can stand it!

I don't know what to do, anyway everything is my fault.

Please be kind to everything around you