Don't want to forget this lesson of youth

My youth between the ages of 17 and 20 can't be forgotten in vain.

, here is abbreviated as Mr. Y.

The story between me and Y is not very long and very plain , A lot of happiness and a lot of sadness

On August 12, 2018, I went to the street to play with and Xiaobei, just in time for the holiday. Then I entered the milk tea shop and saw that Y at a glance. Jingjing, very delicate, the more handsome the more you look. I feel inferior, because I don’t look good, but I really have a feeling for Y. Then I sat there for a long time and struggled for a long time. I asked Y to add WeChat in a joking tone. Y said that I would add it next time I meet. In the evening, I fooled my friends to go out on the street, and then went to Y’s milk tea shop to buy milk tea. After that, of course, it was smoothly added. After that, Y even teased me and asked if I didn’t dare to let my friends come. Oh, it’s obviously that I took the first step bravely. After Y got off work at night, we played a few games and went to bed. Y has always slept earlier, because of Y’s dad. Mom always urged him, these are all I learned after I went to his house, hahahahaha. . .

Y and I always quarreled because of playing games, but at the beginning it was also because of the emotions that games promoted. It’s a contradiction. Hahahaha, I started to have Y for Y, and then I’ve been chatting in Mingli. The secret hint that Y, Y’s attitude towards me is also very ambiguous. When I first saw Y, I didn’t see the transfer bead on his hand clearly. I thought it was a small rubber band. Then I would ask him, why do you have a small rubber band on your hand? He said it was a transfer bead, bought by his mother, not a small rubber band.

At that time, I was too happy, forgetting that there is no small rubber band , it does not mean that there is no girlfriend. One night Y drank some wine. I seem to be obsessed with my heart. Y was also very gentle to me and spoke softly that day. I was very emotional that day. Through the evening breeze, I confessed to Y. He said that it could only be my brother. I understand that he rejected me.

But how can I be willing,This matter won’t stop. Later I discovered that Y has a space for lovers. I asked Y if he has a girlfriend and why he lied to me. Y said, guess what, I didn’t lie to you.

I know, Y has a girlfriend, but I can't bear it, and then I told him, I can always be your sister, I just want to stay with you all the time, I am very moved by you, Y escaped. He said that he had planned to go to Beijing and his work had been arranged. He asked me if I would send him off when he went to Beijing. I said yes, but I was afraid that I would cry at that time. , I’m most afraid of parting. Y said you don’t cry. If you cry, you don’t use it, but he doesn’t know. Just mentioning this topic makes me sad. He underestimated the speed of my feelings towards him. Although thinking about the past, I feel that Y is full of loopholes for me, but at that time I really liked him!

Later, I got my wish with Y. Unfortunately, when Y asked if the things I liked before were true, he had not broken up with his ex-girlfriend. According to Y, it was that the Cold War did not want to be with her. Speaking, it happened that I appeared, and the feeling of love came again. That’s why I am, and I am also to blame for my shamelessness. The days when I was just with Y were really happy, which greatly satisfied my vanity. He was very Shuai, very considerate to me, although I don’t have much money, what I said is really no money, not that you don’t have one or two hundred dollars in your understanding, but he gave me everything, maybe he was right then I have been moved by it.

I can’t remember a lot of details. After all, it’s been a long time. Let’s just talk about the ones that are still fresh in my memory. One night I went to a late repair. You know, high school has a late repair. I didn’t eat dinner that day. Y knows. He said that even if the king of heaven comes here today, you have to have dinner. Our school is in the suburbs. It is very inconvenient to order takeout. Basically, it is not delivered, and it may still be delivered to our school yesterday. I cancelled the takeaway service today, but he really found a takeaway for me and ordered my favorite fish. I felt very happy at the time. (To be continued)