has been one month and five days since resigning from Foxconn last month! Oh my God, this time is really fast. Because I didn't want to leave my job on night shift, I thought about preparing for the exam, but I was disturbed by the fragments of life (using Chinese medicine to replenish qi and blood, looking at the teeth).
Where has the time gone? Every time the epidemic comes, new cases begin to increase at the end of the New Year. We, the workers, don’t know if we can go home for the New Year smoothly. I thought I could go back to my hometown early when the epidemic was not serious, but I didn’t expect the epidemic to come so early. There were so many new cases in Guangzhou and Chongqing, the two places I must go home. I don’t know when it will be able to control it and resume normal traffic. I just hope to go home smoothly before the New Year!
This month when I didn’t go to work, I rarely go out every day, and I am almost depressed when I am isolated from the world. Thinking that I only have to spend money every day but have no income, and have to pay rent and maintain my living expenses for one or two months, I also have the urge to enter the factory for a month. No, this is not an impulse, it is forced to do it.
Because I paid a lot before one exam and had a last chance, I was unwilling to give up. No matter whether you can pass the exam or not, at least you will not regret it after working hard. But because it was only one and a half months, I had no intention of finding a long-term full-time job, so I had to work as a temporary worker in the factory to relieve the pressure of survival.
I have been tortured by exams for so many years. I don’t want to waste my career for exams all the time. But since I have already set out and have taken ninety steps, why do I leave the regret of “a hundred miles of people are half ninety”?
is just one and a half months before the exam, and I haven’t applied for the exam yet, so I don’t feel nervous about cramming for a while. The exam is really a matter of right and wrong. Before the time comes, I will be really nervous and force myself to discipline myself and study hard.
"The pressure of life is so great. My parents have suffered so much, but they have supported a home. My little bit of frustration says that it is still insignificant after going through vicissitudes..."
Zhang Dongliang 's song "Mom and Dad" sings the difficulty of parents supporting a home. Nowadays, we have become parents, and finally we have realized that as children, as parents, there are pressures of life in the upper and lower levels. But no matter how hard life is, you have to adjust your body and mind, continue to work hard, and support a family! come on! 
