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I said that I accept everything about myself. This is the realization after experiencing suicide after a series of self-rescue. I think this understanding will not be possible for ordinary people. Everything will be natural, I can understand it and will continue to be happy in the future. It is brought about by my 32 years of past experience, and it is the natural formation of the present me, and the pain makes me better. Am I not grateful for what happened in the past? Thank you very much, whether it is work, health, or parents, or lovers, all of this is indispensable. I have completed self-help. If I did not look at psychology on the edge of life and death, understand the concept of "inferiority", compare myself and everything around me, and learn to accept myself, if I did not want to read and find the true meaning of life and the meaning of life, I would not initiate the suggestion of reading a book together in the reading group, and if I had not had some understanding of life, I would not have had a deeper understanding of human nature.
Accept yourself, let go of your own self-esteem, pick up people's self-esteem, be neither humble nor arrogant, naturally, conform to human nature, unite man and nature, follow nature, and pursue justice.
I will find that the self-transcendence of psychology, the pursuit of justice in law, human nature and culture, the spirit of seeking truth from facts, the idea of unity between man and nature, the inclusiveness and integration of Chinese traditional culture, the theory of cause and effect in Buddhism, and the theory of Marx, they are essentially talking about something, the rules of nature, the objective laws of the development of things, and are not transferred by human will. So everything happens naturally.
At this time, I will not ask people the meaning of life. This question is on the verge of life and death. I keep asking myself, day and night. Today I can say with certainty that living is living, and there is no meaning. This conclusion may not be understood by those who have not experienced it, and I also think it is a mystery. Living means adapting to nature, and everything comes naturally. This is the meaning. Living is the law of nature, which is part of objective laws. Therefore, my pessimistic life in the first thirty-two years will not happen again. I never believed the "resentment changes" before, and I repeatedly fought back against the statement that my father said that human personality would change. I used to think that human personality was determined when I was born, but I never changed it in thirty-two years. Yes, I can say that I have not changed now. The reason why I must be optimistic, confident and open-minded in the future is that I have not changed because I was reborn. In fact, I am really dead. It is not a physical illness, but a series of personal character and work and physical experiences that make me feel depressed to the extreme of wanting to commit suicide. But I feel in my heart that I owe my parents to my love for me, my closest people around me, my responsibility to my family and my parents. I cannot be so selfish. I will leave it and leave them with grief. No matter how painful I am, I must persist. I must face the cruelty of reality and overcome my inner fear. I survived it, and it was something I realized. I am grateful for everything, especially my painful experience of depression.
Everything is so natural, everything happens, nothing is unacceptable.
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