Hello everyone, I am Liao Shaobin, a patient with depression . From beginning to end, I am alone, walking alone, working alone, wandering alone, I am alone at most, listening to music alone, going out alone, loneliness always accompanies me. Over time, I gradually don’t like to talk. Maybe I am very active on the Internet, but I rarely reply to everyone because I care too much about your views on me. Some people say I beg and say I live without dignity, so why aren’t I ever? But what can I do! I really don’t have the mood to continue working, I feel very uncomfortable, I can’t hold on, and I can’t do many things. Why? Because I am impatient, I feel inferior. Although I am no longer that simple boy, I also have beautiful memories in my heart, and I also have people I like. Because of my inferiority, she fell in love with others in the end. She was my own fantasy from beginning to end, and I no longer longed for more, because it is unrealistic to me, so I can’t face myself and my own heart. If I can do it with the flow and go with the flow, I just can’t do it. They say I don’t want to change myself. In fact, on the one hand, I don’t have the mood, and I don’t have the patience. It seems like I’m used to it in the long run, just like smoking, it’s hard to quit! It takes time, it takes a long time
