Hello everyone, I am Liao Shaobin, a patient with depression. I have been out for a few months and have not made any money. I have no face to go back to see you. Although you are no longer here, I swore on your grave that I would not be able to survive. I won't go back. I'm going

Hello everyone, I am Liao Shaobin, a depression patient . I have been out for a few months and have not made any money. I have no face to go back to see you. Although you are no longer here, I swore on your grave, I won't go back if I don't get along well. I'm going to break my oath. I really can't stay any longer. No matter what I do in the factory, I can never please others. I'm tired. I want to resign and go wandering, or I found a new job. I couldn’t stay any longer, so I came back because I would feel safe when I was home. I didn’t know anyone outside. My boss criticized me and my colleagues scolded me. I didn’t dare to refute because I was afraid of being criticized. I was fired. I was afraid that I would not be able to repay my debt. I must repay the mistakes I made. This is what every man must do. There was someone in the factory who kept scolding me. I didn’t do anything or talk back. I pretended not to hear, because this It's the best way. I can't afford compensation, and I can't argue with others. Without money, I live without a trace of dignity. How can I have the face to go back and see you? When I think of how good you were to me in the past, I will I hate myself, why didn’t I even see you for the last time? I hate my mother for not telling me. I hate myself. I have done many wrong things. Do I really regret it now? That's it. Only when you lose it can you learn to cherish it. I hope everyone will not be like me and treat your parents well. No matter how they treat you, after all, they raised you. They can treat you badly, but you can't treat them badly. Okay, this is unfilial, do you understand? If you understand, please be kind to your parents, just as they are kind to their parents. I can't do anything now except regret, regret. I will not let myself regret it again in the future. I will make every decision well and will never make it again. If you quarrel with anyone, no matter whether you are right or wrong, it is your fault. You will have no regrets in your life.