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Are you afraid of the sun?
I think I am not afraid.
Because in the past few years during this epidemic, I have been experiencing and participating in the anti-epidemic and war epidemics of relevant social organizations as a volunteer. Just when I was planning to volunteer in the "square cabin", everything ended suddenly... So, what I want to say is that today's "Yang" is no longer the "Yang" it once was. So, what I want to say is that many people like me have never been afraid of the sun, and they shouldn't be afraid. However, if we look at this fear from another perspective, it is more precisely a worry about responsibility, based on "worry" about family and work.
Fortunately, everything is fine, and everything is protected by nature. It's just a simple cold, not "yang"!
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Lying on the hospital bed, I am not afraid of pain, mainly because I am too bored.
There are many things that I want to do in a hurry, but I really have no choice. So a kind of boredom becomes more and more terrible. What was terrible was not only the loneliness and melancholy, but also the extreme drowsiness. However, the torture of the illness made me sleep extremely unreliable.
So, I took out the radio that I had not used many years ago from the bedside table, and casually searched for a radio station. The result was an unknown radio drama, an urban love drama. Listening and listening while half asleep and half awake, in the daze, I can also hear some sounds, that is, "No one is right or wrong, the wrong thing is giving love to the wrong person..."
The vague and morbid feeling is indeed an extremely subtle feeling.
The thoughts in my brain, following the plot of the TV series, are in a trance...
... If I hadn't taken the initiative to love, how could he have the chance to break my heart? If it weren't for my own silly infatuation, do you think you could hurt my feelings? Do you think you and I will still have a half-dime relationship?
Love is the spark caused by the collision of each other's hearts.
As long as you have a trace of love for me, you should try to get to know each other again just like me. As long as you still love me, you will definitely understand my infatuation...
... Because people I don't like have no chance or qualification to get close to me. Do you know how deep and heavy a man's emotion for love is? A man's love is a multi-layered love. Love in
novels always undergoes dramatic changes in waves. However, movies and radio dramas without concrete and intuitive images can express emotions more vividly, and can also bring people a rhythm of three-body resonance of human vocal music. In particular, the Lego soundtrack, which features segments of joy and sorrow, is the most vivid catharsis of emotional cells. Because the accompaniment of music always closely matches the ups and downs of the plot, and together with the dubbing, it vigorously mobilizes and attracts people to echo the plot from psychology to nerves... I recalled the past and experienced the charm of the radio again...
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In a dazed brain, thoughts are also jumping through time. The dazed brain cells are like a drunk person, swaying this way and that, as if the ups and downs of year after year, as if looking back suddenly, but it is another year. The years of this human world are crushing each of us in the same way. But each of us in the world can play with the years in our own different ways. It’s just that we ourselves don’t know at all, among the vast sea of people, who will we be? How can we survive? On the hospital bed, I never found a reason that could convince me to stop insisting and lie down. Because I don’t want to stop myself from fighting in life. A sentence at the end of the
documentary "Ten Years of SARS": "Although humans have reached the top of the species, the virus was the master of the earth earlier and is older than human existence. We don't know why it came or why it left."At least this shows that human beings are not only insignificant in front of nature, but also extremely pitiful and lonely.
What is the end of life? Loneliness! What is the end of life? Loneliness! Great people are never afraid or never Afraid of loneliness. Yes, you should never be afraid. Because there is no habit of being lonely, not to be liked and cultivated. In ordinary life, some people are just trying to keep a low profile. Loneliness, being alone and enjoying solitude. And some people show a kind of bluff loneliness. Although their words and deeds are like those of some beautiful and lovely women, although they are very afraid of loneliness, their yearning and pursuit of love, especially for their loved ones, and fear of loneliness are stronger than men's. But some men will say lightly: I just made the same mistake that men all over the world make. . Are all men in the world this virtuous? It's still heaven Are all the scumbags in the world this virtuous?
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Nowadays, many people’s opening remarks when meeting each other is to say: Are you Yang? Why is there no sun yet? I’ve been waiting for you for a long time. It’s almost the holiday. Can you travel with us? In fact, to put it bluntly, it doesn’t matter. After all, yin and yang are not scary, what is really scary is a kind of loneliness and isolation, a kind of snobbery or discrimination in reality when a person walks alone.
Life is sometimes like taking a shower. Once you turn it in the wrong direction, it will be cold and boiling hot. It seems like a kind of dire straits, like a kind of yin and yang world. There is warmth in people's words and deeds, and there is also yin and yang in them.
During the epidemic, a resident asked me whether puppies would be infected with new crown .
I said to her with certainty: No.
She asked me why? I don't know that. Therefore, I can’t answer it.
However, If we talk about it from the perspective of human nature, I think it still makes sense. So, I said something quite proud to her: It is obvious that this epidemic seems to be transmitted only from person to person. Because the difference between humans and animals is that an animal has always been an animal, but humans are different from the singleness of animals. Because sometimes people are just human beings, but sometimes they get furious and roar out the primitive instincts of human nature. Who said this, I really don’t know.
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To be honest, if you are Yang, who can be by your side to take care of you regardless of your own safety. When faced with infection, we neither look for reasons to avoid it, nor feel disgusted with it, nor are we afraid. People with families will not consider such things, because the biggest characteristic of love is heartache. Single people are anxious and worried, and the feeling of loneliness at this time will be very strong.
In this world, there is a rule that birds of a feather flock together.
If people who do not pursue illusions can be together and can work together to Grasp their interdependence, but also have a sense of independent existence. And this is not loneliness, maybe this is the definition of enjoying loneliness. Therefore, don't simply enjoy loneliness. You just feel mentally exhausted while enjoying freedom.
I remember three times when I traveled alone. A man walked alone in the deep mountains and forests for a long time. This has never happened before, traveling alone and claiming to be a traveler. When travelers travel, they seem to be elusive and free. Act independently, and I really hope that I can have an ability, and this ability is actually to be able to treat loneliness as a real enjoyment. But being alone is not enjoyment.
Conclusion,
Perhaps, after the illness is cured, there will be a new emotion. Because people are lazy and don’t want to be alone, they need to be accompanied by someone who knows and cares about themselves. When the scar is healed and the pain is forgotten, it is a kind of inertia.Not caring about other people's feelings is also a kind of laziness. No one is the roundworm in anyone's belly, it is a kind of inertia that a gentleman's heart is saved by a villain.
In today’s season, many people catch a cold.
The sounds of coughing and coughing in the office space come and go, but the shadow of Yang has never fully sunk, so the cold at this moment may be tragically infected by Yang.
I'm okay. Walking through the office, looking at the bustling people in the hall, wearing different protective clothing, it's not ridiculous, but it's so funny.
I really don’t and have no intention to make fun of such behavior, but it does make me feel the turmoil in the world, because the various attitudes in the world are the wonders of our lives, and they are also the wonders of our reality.
Lying on the hospital bed for too long will also cause extremely uncomfortable limb pain.
A confused brain makes a sick person very drowsy and confused due to the disease and the medicine used to treat the disease. This random thought in the confusion is like putting yourself in a living square or a busy city, and you just scared yourself because you didn't put on better protective clothing. So, I could only sit there quietly, not daring to take a deep breath. So, I had to hold my breath and imagine that the world was like three years ago.
If only I could go on a true solo trip again like I did before. Although I don’t know if I still have the courage today. But I still remember the experience that brought me strength and awareness. This is not just a journey to explore life, but a hope that I can enjoy true loneliness again.
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