01
The moment I saw the news of Li Zi’s marriage in my circle of friends, I was stunned for several minutes.
webcam and deleted it again and again, and after editing for a long time, I still didn't send it out, and I felt mixed feelings.
plum is my best friend, at least in my heart, I always think so.
We are classmates in the first year of high school. We quickly became good friends at first sight.
In the first year of high school, we were inseparable. Later, some classmates even asked us if we were twins , how could we have such a good relationship?
We do everything together, eat together, go to the bathroom together, take big head posts together, and skip classes to watch boys play basketball together.
It is cold in winter, and the dormitory is so narrow that I have to squeeze into a bed with her.
I always think that she is the other me in the world.
She made me grow up and discovered for the first time that friendship also had such a strong possessive desire.
Her popularity is very good, but I don’t like her playing with others. As long as she plays well with others, I will have a quarrel with her and force her to admit that I am her best friend.
02
When I was in the second year of high school, I was very confused.
At that time, there was a saying that studying science is good at finding employment, and stupid people go to study liberal arts.
Li Zi firmly chose science because she had good science scores.
I also want to study science, but my chemistry and biology grades are not good. She said she would accompany me to learn, so that I would not be too worried.
Results Everyone in the class chose science, but none of them chose liberal arts. The teacher forced to talk to students with good liberal arts grades one by one, and I am one of them.
I don’t want to study liberal arts, nor do I want to be separated from her. But in the final exam of the first year of high school, I looked at my terrible science scores, but I secretly changed it to liberal arts and didn't tell her.
After the second year of high school started, she knew that I was studying liberal arts and was very angry, but she also understood me. The story of
03
Later, so ordinary and vulgar.
High school sophomore, we can still make an appointment to have dinner together and have an appointment to take a walk together after evening study.
But she gradually had someone else's company around her, and this time I never had a quarrel with her again because it was caused by my own choice.
senior high school, the liberal arts and science subjects are not in the same building. Because of the upcoming college entrance examination, we are nervous every day, racing against time, unable to sleep enough, and there is almost no chance of communication.
Sometimes I encounter it on the road and say a few words that are not painful or itchy.
The college entrance examination ended, she went to Hefei and I went to Beijing. The last time we played together was the summer vacation after the college entrance examination. The friendship was still there, but there were much less topics. After
, contacts gradually decreased.
04
In recent years, I often think of her and want to ask how she lived her life. We only spent a year together, but she amazed my entire high school years.
In my heart, I always regard her as my best friend. Since then, I have never met anyone like her.
I am a stupid person and want to contact her many times, but every time I click on her WeChat, I don’t know what to say, so I left it alone.
Maybe I have grown up and never had the courage to play with others. I didn’t want her to say that I was her best friend.
We have been absent from each other's lives for a long time.
She worked in a bank and once saw her group advertisement. I thought this might be an opportunity and wanted to talk to her for a few more words.
She may be busy, but after a long time, the cold machine female voice came back. At that moment, I couldn't say anything I wanted to say.
I don’t know why, but I didn’t catch her if I was so important to me in my life.
Looking at her and her husband's wedding photos, looking at her happy face, I think, it's so good, she finally got happiness.
But, I was a little sad too. I really want to ask her: Why didn’t I invite me to her wedding?
But then I thought about it, what qualifications do I have?
Eight years after college, we are too far from each other's lives. I am not by her when she is happy, happy, sad, and struggling.
What can I force?
I just regret that the girl who amazed me in the entire high school, why was I lost it?
