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htmlIn 214, I successfully got admitted to a 985 university with my score of more than 600 points.The parents cried with joy, paid for three days of big show, and even set up more than a dozen banquets to entertain the whole village’s elders.
immersed in the envious eyes and flattering words around me. I was full of confidence, as if I saw the scene of myself earning millions of dollars a year and calling the wind and rain.
Also this year, neighbor Li Si did not reach the junior college line and had to drop out of school to work.
Our two families don’t speak all year round, and no one looks down on each other. Because of the college entrance examination, my family suppressed them, and I was secretly happy.
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Four years in college, I started to study hard and discipline myself.
But the colorful world is too tempting, and I ended up falling into depravity.
Because of my mobile phone and computer, I played games with my roommates with the purpose of being a sociable person, and I firmly believe that I have enough tenacious perseverance to not be addicted to it.
But I overestimated myself and underestimated the game. It was like opium, either not sticking to it or destroying it.
I started to have a meal a day, never sleep all night, skipping classes and failing subjects are commonplace.
I fell in love for the first time. When faced with the feelings of men and women for the first time, I quickly fell in love with Yingying and Yanyan. I enjoy checking in and shopping at
.
Games and love occupy all my time, and I have nothing to do with my studies. When I was in my senior year, I was admitted to fourteen compulsory courses.
was interviewed by the class director. He did not criticize me, but just said calmly that I would be postponed to graduation. In addition, I would also contact parents. Although I had already expected this ending, the moment when this was said from his mouth, I still felt like a dream and my whole body was trembling.
Later, I vowed to study hard, but in the end it is easy to change the country and difficult to change the nature.
After wasting away for a few years, I was forced to drop out of school, and for this, my mother was so angry that she couldn't get sick.
But for the sake of face, they spread the word to the outside world that I have worked.
does not have a degree certificate, and the file is stamped with the stamp of being dropped out, making it difficult to find a job.
In order to make a living, I chose to enter the factory.
I was suffering from repeated labor on the assembly line day after day. It was not this job, but I couldn’t survive even a day.
I also thought about quitting and going back to my hometown to follow others to the construction site, but I was afraid of others' ridicule and ridicule. After working for three years, the factory sales were depressed, so the layoffs fell on me. I had nothing but that little bit of poor savings on
. I looked through the photos on my phone and recalled my previous high spirits. I cried more than once.
took the bus for more than ten hours and I went back to my hometown.
My parents drove a tricycle to pick me up, walked a remote path, deliberately avoiding the bustling entrance of the village. My parents felt that they were embarrassed, so why didn’t I?
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Time soon came to the Little New Year.
That day, Li Si came back and drove a brand new BMW.
He graduated from high school and went to learn cooking. After all, he worked hard and opened his own restaurant.
In addition, he was married. His wife was beautiful, intellectual and generous, and gave birth to a son and a daughter for him.
I was full of jealousy and so envious.
of course my parents were also envious, otherwise they wouldn't have scolded me for being useless all day long.
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Later I changed several jobs one after another.
works as a cashier in the supermarket, delivers express delivery... and even does odd jobs in Li Si's hotel.
, but it's always because of my reasons, and it won't last long. In my mother's words, it's not a fixed shape.
Gradually, I felt that I might be really boring.
failed because I failed to learn my driver's license.
failed to take the teacher qualification certificate.
works with others, and can't stand it and then run away after working for a month.
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Later, I simply lay down and did nothing, lying at home and levering my parents.
During that time, I read novels and played games all day long, and my beard was sloppy, so my mother had to send food to me.
My father quarreled with my mother more than once, and in his eyes I am a complete prodigal son.
His outbreak was on that day...
My mother suffered from kidney stones . After taking a shower that night, I lay in bed and played games.
My mother stood at my door with her waist on her back and said that her waist was in a severe pain and she didn't know what was going on.
I was focusing on the game, so I didn't care. I said perfunctorily that you just need to rest in bed for a while.
At that time, my mother's face was filled with pain and she had no choice but to walk away.
Later, my mother fainted from pain at the door.
was Li Si drove my mother to the hospital in a car and took care of her all night.
The next morning, my dad drove me out of the house and said in front of people who had been around and saying that he would break off relations with me and never recognize each other. He would pretend that he had never given birth to me in this life.
I felt guilty and blamed myself, and walked to the river and thought about it all.
My mother called at this time and dragged her sick body to comfort me not to care about the angry words my dad said...
I burst into tears.
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Later I was still very unpromising and did physical labor on the construction site. The only difference between
is that my heart has calmed down, I have worked hard to save money, and I also have my own dreams.
I married my wife. She loves me very much. Although her life is ordinary, she does not dislike it.
Maybe this is life.
people have to pay for their past, but there is still a future worth looking forward to.
