When I was a baby, adults were doing farm work in the fields. I was alone in the field. I often cried and became a habit. I don’t know if that was my earliest experience of loneliness. Later, I gradually became sensible. Strangely, there was no child as old as me in the village.

When I was a baby

adults do farm work in the fields

I am alone in the field

I often cry

I cry

I cry

I don’t know if that was my earliest experience of loneliness

Later, I gradually became sensible

Strangely, there is no child as old as me in the village

So I often follow my mother to my own fruit Garden

There is a small house at one end of the orchard

We call it "tree house"

I often go to the door of that "tree house"

Use grape leaves to make dumpling skin

Use bricks to make filling

Use noodle soil to make seasoning

Make dumplings after meal

Then later

I went to school

Don't After school, a few friends do homework together

and I am still sitting alone waiting for my mother

often humming songs

finished homework

Wait when I was in my teens

When my parents were working on farm work

will lock the door from outside

I am still alone

I am alone

at home

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There is a figure of me walking around reading

I also want to find a group of children to play

but then I have to run to other villages far away to

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I feel very happy

But I often go to

not feasible

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During winter and summer vacation

I finished my homework early

No I was very chatting

Playing cards with myself

It looks very similar to the old naughty boy in "The Legend of the Condor Heroes" Zhou Botong "Left and Left" created by myself

One time

I sat at the door of the room and stared at the door curtain

id in the door curtain

The small animal on the door curtain is extremely cute

Looking at

I unconsciously picked up the paper and pen in my hand and started drawing

For a moment Later

The small animal on the door curtain

is vividly revealed on paper

I don’t know who it is at home. The pen copybook

I was a teenage child who practiced it. I was a teenage child and I practiced it all.

In that era there was a machine that puts discs on

connected to the TV

You can see the recorded video

I am playing that

Sit in front of the TV

Study all the English phonetic symbols

My excellence quickly spread across a few circles

I became the legendary "other people's children"

But no one knows it is

My lonely and eager for playmates

I seem to have never been satisfied

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High school is also in town

My father teaches in this high school

I live in his room

Go to junior high school in town to go to school

Home in our family

Home work

My father will go home after work in school

Will go home

So I come back from school every day

I don't seem to be studying Things can be done

Learning has become the only way for me to pass the time

Sometimes the family is talking together in the next room

I miss home very much

This high school has some teachers and children who also go to that junior high school

but they can see their parents when they come back

but I can't

When I was in high school

There are dormitories in the school

But I have been used to being alone

for many years

I can’t listen to noise when I study

So I rented a room outside the school and lived alone

Continue my loneliness

In college years

I don’t have special talents

nor excellent appearance

Student Union and art troupe all seem to have nothing to do with me

except for class

l0 library, study room is the place where I stay the most

Later I went to graduate school

Indifferent mentor

Indifferent mentor

I am not interested in breaking the ice

I am alone

Learning what I like

Sometimes I envy other teachers so lively

Student mentors make a piece of

I am a piece of

I am a piece of

Sometimes I envy other teachers so lively

Student mentors make a piece of

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is the ice and snow

think about it and always feel cold

The two years I just worked

Maybe it was the least lonely two years since I was in my life

Leadership employees united and love

The whole team has a rare warmth

However,

Good times are always short

I returned to my hometown

I never found that kind of warm team

I have been lonely for more than 10 years. The little bit of high in my bones

I can't get interested in dealing with the various things in the workplace

Now living in seclusion

I am free in my time alone

But while enjoying this simplicity and freedom

I will also sigh that life is always lonely and lonely Is it a destiny to be alone

Is loneliness a kind of fate

Is there some people who are born and lonely

Will loneliness continue to write loneliness

This era is popular on the Internet social

Many people talk about

but are afraid of socializing in person

The arrival of electronic products

People’s relationships seem to become weaker

Some People suffer from heart disease because of this but don’t know it

Maybe we all want to go out

but there is always a feeling of helplessness

2019

A sudden outbreak

Let this feeling of loneliness

rise to a new height

Loneliness is an emotion

loneliness does not equal "one person ”

Is there no loneliness in places with a lot of people

Of course not

A group of people’s carnival may not be able to eliminate loneliness

We are no longer children

People are happy to play

We want to have fun with people who understand us

But what’s wrong with this world

There are very few people who understand us

Lonely

Gradually become the melody of this era