I like Gu Zhun. I liked him for three years, and everything I could think of was done for Gu Zhun.
Buy flowers, prepare breakfast for him, good morning and good night, almost everything I can think of, I did it for him.
Last month, he finally nodded and I went to see him for a movie with joy.
But at the entrance of the cinema, I saw him and his white moonlight.
That daunting girl, even her hair is shining.
He turned slightly and listened to the girl's speech.
I thought I finally picked this high-alpine flower , but I didn't expect that all of this was just a joke.
And I am the only clown in this joke.
Gu Zhun, he has never loved me.
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I looked at the movie tickets in my hand and sneered the corner of my mouth mockingly.
laughs at your own overestimation and laughs at others' false promises.
I should have known that day, my confession to him again in full view of everyone was just his hypocritical agreement for the sake of face.
is my confusion, it is me that I shouldn't.
I looked at the two people standing there, lowered my head and tore the movie ticket in my hand to pieces, and threw it into the trash can next to me.
The light in youth illuminates my salvation in the darkness, so I give up.
doesn't need to ask anything more, so that my beauty has been insulted again.
After I went back, I blocked all his contact information. After sleeping in the dark, I woke up and quit my current job and went to another city. There was a company that had long since left me with an olive branch.
At that time, for Gu Zhun, I rejected their kindness.
Now, no need.
It’s very strange. Gu Zhun is so important to me. In the past, I also childishly felt that I would not be able to continue without Gu Zhun.
However, I was about to let go of Gu Zhun, and no tears flowed.
can't explain what he felt, and I felt depressed, but I felt refreshed.
is like peeling off your heart for no reason and checking it repeatedly, and then stitching it casually with crappy needles and threads.
"Achu, you are here. I've been waiting for you for a long time. It's really boring for me to be here alone."
I hugged my best friend who was running towards me and smiled happily.
"Isn't this just coming to you?"
"It's a pity that you are willing to come. The little husband at home is just lost. Will Gu Zhun lose his temper at you?"
I froze when I heard Gu Zhun's name.
"What's wrong? Is it a mess? I also received a message from him today. "
"What did you say to him?"
"What did I say?"
"What did I say?"
Best friend touched my shoulder proudly and arrogantly.
"You are so angry that you can see. What do you say? Of course, it's just something that makes him anxious!"
I was speechless for a moment and didn't know what to say, so I just pulled my best friend to walk towards the company.
Working time is tight and fulfilling, and it is already dark when you get off work.
It is late autumn now, and the evening breeze swept across my cheeks with a hint of coolness. I wrapped my coat tightly and walked on the street where the cars were coming and going.
There is no light coming for me in the bright lights and wine.
may have been there, but it is now lost.
People like me, with no father or mother, children who grew up in orphanages. The only thing that can be relied on by
is my aunt.
I have been able to grow up to what I am today, and I have spent all my luck.
Some people are already very difficult to live.
Stepping on the shadow of the night, I walked back to the house prepared for me step by step.
is very close to me and I have no plans to drive.
walked through the dim corridor, and I was about to open the door and go in.
, but the door was closed, and it was obvious that someone had already walked into my home before me.
A sense of coldness climbed along my spine, wrapping around my throat, and I couldn't breathe.
was about to leave secretly, a strong hand suddenly grabbed my arm and pulled me in.
I almost exclaimed.
But instead, the warm embrace and familiar breath wrapped me tightly.
His voice was low and gentle and a little tired.
"I threw me away without saying a word. Do you don't cherish me if I get it?"
His tone was gentle with his unique teasing, and his fingers caressed my hair carelessly.
His lips were pressed against mine, and it looked particularly warm in the cool night.
I couldn't speak, and I didn't even have the strength to resist, so I could only cry silently.
He lowered his eyes, patiently kissed the tears on my cheek, apologized to me one by one, and coaxed me softly.
"You are still crying, but I am dumped."
"No, it's you."
"It's me, it's all me. You hit me and vent your anger."
I slowly calmed down my emotions and slapped on him.
"You talk to her, and you are still so close to her."
Gu Zhun asked me to stand on his toes and moved over and turn on the light step by step.
The light suddenly turned on, and I buried it in him for a while before I raised my head.
Even if he is a little tired, he is still very good-looking. His beautiful brows frowned slightly, and his bright eyes are full of confusion.
"Who?"
and what, pretending to be confused.
I lay on his collarbone and took a bite. My teeth marks were instantly left on the delicate collarbone.
He was in pain, and he groaned and let me make a fuss.
He looked at me helplessly with a smile,
"Achu, you should reason with me, you must let me die."
I looked at him, a little soft-hearted.
"In front of the cinema."
"That's my cousin."
He looked at me heavy for a while, sighed, and leaned his head weakly on my shoulder.
"Achu, can you trust me more? I really feel insecure."
In an instant, my heart felt like I was hit hard.
It turns out that he will feel uneasy and insecure. A person like
who is sure to win and seems to have control over everything.
"I didn't think about leaving you three years ago, so how could I do it in three years."
"Chen Chu, how do you believe that I love you?"
I pursed my lips and tightened my hand on his waist.
In fact, he said a long time ago that he wanted to accept me, but I was timid and didn’t even have the courage to hear the answer and ran away in panic.
Later, he followed his family's arrangements and went abroad.
At that time, the evening breeze of midsummer blew across my cheeks, and the beautiful boy stood in front of me. His pair was brighter than the stars in the sky. The boy's smile was sincere and ostentatious.
"Chen Chu, wait for me, and I will be your boyfriend when I come back."
is, he has given me his promise long ago, and I am keeping back.
He gently lifted my face and checked my emotions carefully and seriously.
"You are still angry about your confession to me, right? That's because you suddenly disrupted my plan. Don't complain first."
I suddenly felt funny and reached out to take his hand and hugged him and buried it in his arms.
The neck was cold, and I touched it and saw a necklace in the shape of stars.
"I met my cousin by chance that day. I asked my cousin which necklace girl likes more, but I don't understand."
"Good, please let me go."
He came over and gently rubbed my nose.
"Chen Chu, I love you"
The whole world, I only love you.
