me, Korean , lived in China for 11 years, worked as an actor and model, wanting to marry a Chinese man
narration: Li Shijin
compilation: Mr. Xiao Han
picture: from the Internet, delete
since childhood 0 A girl who was disliked by her mother since childhood ran around with her father, and finally the appearance of her stepmother, and her life calmed down. And this unlucky girl is me, Li Shijin. I am a Korean. I have had a tragic fate and experienced ups and downs since I was a child. But when I grew up, my good luck turned to me and made me find happiness in China.
17, when I graduated from high school, I came to China to be an actor and model. There is no machismo here, nor does my mother disturb me every now and then. My development in China is not very good. It’s just enough food and clothing, but I am very happy. Life never gives you more happiness just because you are kind. Everything requires serious and hard work. I have been a strong girl in China for 11 years and have been working hard for life.
is almost 30 years old. I long for love, marriage, and have children of my own, because many of my friends have been getting married and having children one by one over the past ten years, and I am very envious. I have not planned to return to South Korea, but want to marry into China and take root here.
1994, I was born in a bad family in Busan, South Korea. My parents were young people who ate, drink and have fun. They accidentally gave birth to me, but they did not apply for an marriage certificate . My identity as an illegitimate daughter is similar. At first my mother tried to take care of me, but her patience was quickly consumed by my crying, and she ignored me and even hated my appearance.
The relationship between parents also had problems at this time. My mother is an unreasonable person. On the other hand, my father, with my birth, became responsible and knew to take care of me. In order to avoid my mother, we have lived in many cities, and my studies are constantly changing in school, which makes my adaptability very good.
When I was 8 years old, my father and stepmother got married. She was a gentle woman. She didn't dislike me as a burden and took care of me for many years. On the other hand, my father had a son and made a big turn to me. He thought I was a girl and it was useless, and he didn't even want to spend money to support me in school.
I have been self-reliant since junior high school, worked as an graphic model , and also worked on the crew. When I was in high school, my father didn’t even give me a penny of pocket money. Every day, my stepmother secretly kept me some delicious food, which made me feel very uncomfortable. When I was a child, I was disliked by my biological mother, and when I grew up, I was disliked by my father. I am really so redundant, so annoying?
16 years old, I dropped out of school, lived alone outside, worked hard to make money, filmed and worked as a model. These jobs are not easy, and I am young and often bullied. After saving some money, I think it would be a great attempt for me to develop in China.
When I arrived in China, I realized that I could not speak any of the daily communication words in my life except singing Chinese songs. In order to stay in China and take advantage of the spaces in filming, I would learn Chinese by myself. At that time, I didn’t speak English well, so I ended up focusing on learning Chinese.
Time goes by day, my Chinese is getting better and better, and I have more and more opportunities to film. I no longer have to worry about my livelihood, but my busy work makes me unable to enjoy my own life.
In China, I have met many friends, including some suitors, but after staying in this industry for a long time, I am not willing to make friends with my boyfriends. Instead, I yearn for a plain pastoral life, all kinds of flowers, raising chickens, ducks and fish, and being free and comfortable. This is the goal I should strive for.
I remember one time filming, an extra person confessed to me when he knew I was from South Korea. After I refused, he pursued me even more relentlessly. His appearance made me live a cautious life, for fear that one day he would follow me and then make a bad intention to me. Fortunately, a few months later, the actor disappeared from my sight and then felt relieved.
Usually, I also like traveling very much. I often go to different cities when filming. As long as I have time, I will go to the famous local area and have a great time. I never care about the calories. As long as I like food, I will eat it with ease. Of course, after eating, it will be endless fitness to maintain my figure.
In these 11 years, my father has only called me twice and asked me for money. In fact, I don’t ask for much money. Every time it is around 10 million won. As someone who gives me life, I never refuse.
In recent years, I have saved money and bought a house in Chengdu. Although I am in a downtown city, my life never becomes boring because of the crowd. I carefully prepare meals for myself every day. Sometimes when I go to the crew, I bring my own food. I am not very used to some Chinese food, so the food I bring will be more suitable for my taste.
Now, I am 28 years old and I am full of expectations for my future life. Because the family atmosphere since childhood is not good, or a miserable girl, I am not willing to return to Korea, want to start a family and start a career in China, have a husband who loves me and have two lovely children, a happy family and a happy life is my greatest wish.
