After giving birth to a child and becoming a mother, my heart suddenly softened, and many things that could not be tolerated before can be tolerated, and people who can't understand it are also used to seeing it, becoming more and more cautious and uneasy. Fear of quarrels, conflicts, and unhappy others. My confinement was okay, and I didn't feel unhappy, and suddenly I became a lot more sensitive. A look in my family's eyes, an inadvertent move, can make me think wildly, I am observing my words like a scared little mouse, and the sorrows and joys of others are my sorrows and joys. This kind of self makes me feel unfamiliar, and I have to try to admit that I may be a little bit depressed after childbirth. Otherwise, why would I feel so tired, that it’s meaningless to be alive, and even sad to think that my daughter will grow up someday. Think about it, in fact, from the time I gave birth to my child, I became particularly vulnerable, and I was madly pessimistic in my heart, but because I really didn’t want my mother to worry, I kept pushing myself to live happily, avoiding the fact that I might be depressed. . But it's really hard to hold on, and the time is so long, can I heal myself?
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