I have insomnia. I really shouldn't have seen her today. Even if I accidentally saw her, I could pretend that I didn't know her and then leave quickly. It turned out that I was unhappy! Make yourself depressed.
It seems that she is still the same as she back then. Even though she hasn't met for more than 20 years, a woman in her 40s is actually more attractive and elegant than when she was a girl. Time gives me a pig-killing knife, and a knife makes people grow old, but what I give her is a timing needle. The face remains the same! Do you say you are angry or not?
I remember that when I was in the art high school class, I was deeply impressed by her, and even worked as a good friend for a while. She has a quiet temperament and is already a devout Buddhist at a young age. The most awesome thing is that she found out that her English major was not what she loved after she first grade, so she resolutely dropped out of Nandi Normal University to take the college entrance examination and study art. The goal is the best art university in the local area. Then stay at school and be a university teacher.
Our university goals are the same, and even the boys who are secretly in love are the same, and they have become good friends who can talk about everything. She is even more talented than her in her art major. After all, I have been drawing since I was a child. Later, my shared secret crush was also tricked by me, and I took it into my pocket, and talked about my first love, and gradually drifted away from her.
Later, after taking the college entrance examination, he went his separate ways and never contacted him again. He just heard that she was admitted to that university as she wished, but she was just a junior college. You know, she used to graduate from undergraduate. It seems that I have been struggling and I have returned to a lower starting point.
And I got the undergraduate degree from a university in the north. I have been in a different place with my first love for four years. I got married as soon as I graduated, and I started my life as a housewife without attending a serious class for a day.
If it weren't for this accidental encounter, I would have almost forgotten all this green years. We were excited to tell the various things after we parted. She later continued to take the postgraduate entrance examination at the school, and after graduation, she stayed at school as her teacher. Now he is a professor. As I chatted, I had already started to use honorifics. Suddenly I felt that I was getting smaller and smaller, and she was getting taller and taller. I couldn't help but look up. In the end, I felt that I had a very failed life.
In our lives, we were on the same starting line at a certain period. I even won once. Why is it so different now? If I succeed or fail according to my social status, I will be defeated and live like a poor rice worm that depends on my husband. I spend all day with pots and pans and sachets on the way with my children. (The baby is also ordinary) Sometimes you even need to give in and act cute in exchange for more pocket money.
I told her some of the daily life of a housewife. I thought she could understand my hard work and hard work. result: My children are all taken care of by my aunt. Very excellent too! You can grow up with anything you eat. The aunt cooks well, so there is no need to be so troublesome, and do everything yourself. " This sentence is really like an invisible knife, the knife stabs my heart. It's been 20 years since she still holds a grudge against me for snatching my crush. She says such soft words, but every sentence is heartbroken.
What makes me even more embarrassed is that when we were standing in the flower bed next to the square and chatting, a child picking up waste came. She stared at the empty mineral water bottle played with on our hands and said to her: Sister, do you still want the bottle? ? Then he said to me: Grandma, where is yours?
This magical finale. Could it be that my mother gave birth to a second child at an elderly age, and she became so old. Well, she has already failed to reach the 18th level of hell and will never be born again.
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