Today is the fifteenth day since my father passed away. After dealing with my father’s affairs, I returned to the home we have rented for several years. I didn’t cry much during my father’s funeral. In the home where I once lived, all traces have not changed. My father is still there. I still feel that my father is still around.
After my father passed away, those relatives were telling me that after my father passes away, you will have to depend on your mother. I think they are so hypocritical. My father brought me up since I was a child. My mother and I have never lived together. Why do they think I have to follow my mother now? I am twenty years old. If my father is still here, those people will force his daughter to live in the world without even thinking about it. Will he regret the decision he is willing to make? Will he regret not staying with me for a few more years without even leaving a last word? Will you feel that your daughter who you protected so well will have no support for people and things in society in the future, and wonder why she left so early?
After my father passed away, I didn’t feel the malice that many so-called relatives said about people in society bringing me. All my unhappiness was brought to me by those relatives.
The friends my father made were very kind to me and personally handled my father’s funeral affairs. They called me many times every day. The landlord told me that if I continued to rent this house, it would be cheaper for me. Mom, she asks me every day if I have eaten. If I haven’t eaten, I go to their house to eat. My father’s friend’s daughter will also comfort me and think of her father as her own. Dad’s friends would also call and ask me to go to dinner with them.
Before I was twenty years old, I was well protected by my father and had never experienced any hardships. After my father passed away, I didn't feel a lot of malice. People around me brought me a lot of kindness. I didn’t need maternal love before, and I won’t need it even more in the future. I never lack love, dad, friends, uncles and aunts.
