Since I learned that my wife betrayed me, since I divorced and raised my children alone, I have never figured out which step in my life was wrong, which led to my mistakes now.
Nowadays, I always seem to be desperate. I think humans seem to be ants, we are all dispensable, I am no longer interested in everything around me, and I am always alone and quietly.
indeed became very lazy and was not willing to do anything. He felt that everything he did was a waste of time. He felt that what others asked me to do was a waste of time. He didn't care about other people's affairs, nor did he care about his own affairs. He felt that he had today and no tomorrow.
Some people say that depression has a tendency to break down? This seems to be not on me, but I become extremely prone to getting angry, especially if I can't hear others talking loudly to me, otherwise I would really want the other party to disappear completely.
I have another problem, I have a loss of appetite and have no appetite for any food. If I don’t feel hungry and feel the pain, I can’t remember to eat. Even if I eat, it is to fill my stomach and not taste the delicious food.
I don’t know if I am depressed, or if I am hypothetical depression, or simply depression.
