I understand that I live well. I know that I live in a very beautiful era, but at the same time I am depression patients. Although it is very warm to eat, there will be a happy thing occasionally. The family seems to care about me more. Friends also go to dinner with me, go to school, work normally, work. I don't seem to change my own life.
but I don't feel happy. Am I really good? When he entered the house at night, a person collapsed in the room in the room and looked out the window. The world is busy. Only I am not suitable for myself. Frequent staying up late seems to be a habit. At three o'clock in the morning, I didn't sleep, nor didn't I want to sleep. I didn't seduce me on my mobile phone. I couldn't sleep. I am always hungry and can't help eating two toast bread. My family called and called me not to stop. Continue to eat,
is tired, very tired. My friend invited me to go out to play. I also made excuses to decline. I am very strange for why I did n’t have any interests now. And my hands often trembled, I wanted to vomit, and my head often hurt. Yes, sometimes I can't breathe, and the pain in my spirit and body makes me completely lose my driving force for my life. I think I am a waste. You can't do it, you can only affect others and make others chill. In fact, I think one thing every day. Do I want to fade completely in this world? I have thought about this solution in
, but everyone seems to feel that I have no depression and false affection for no reason. Even if I put the diagnosis of illness to them, they still felt that this was not a disease. Or live a life is so good. Do you think I am okay? It is a 4 -year patient with bipolar disorder.
