Lu San stabbed the steel blade of his spear into her back, and she turned around and yelled "big!" Chen Zhongshi said in his writing notes "Looking for His Own Sentences": Tian Xiao'e is the first character I conceived in the entire "White Deer Plain".

Lu San The steel blade of the spear pierced the back of her heart. She turned around and yelled "big".

As Mr. Chen wrote this, his eyes suddenly became dark, and he lay on the desk, unable to recover for a long time. Then, he wrote on a piece of paper:

"The pain of life, the pain of living, the pain of death."

Chen Zhongshi said in his creative notes " Looking for His Own Sentences":

Tian Xiao'e It is the first character I conceived in the entire " Bailuyuan ".

He collected materials in Lantian and read the "Lantian County Chronicle". Flipping through the pages, he was surprised to find that there were four or five volumes of a county chronicle with more than 20 volumes, which were used to record the surnames of chaste and heroic women.

He sighed:

"My heart seemed to tremble. These women used their lively lives to adhere to the 'will' and 'section' rules specially set for them in the moral code. What a long and cruel life they have experienced. It took a lot of suffering in exchange for a few centimeters long position in the county annals. Sadly, it is difficult for anyone to have the patience to read those boring surnames. "

He had a rebellious mentality at that moment:

" unexpectedly happened. It was at this time that the image of Tian Xiaoe came to my mind. Among the countless female role models who demonstrated feudal morality, the first thing I felt was the most basic female nature. The torture he suffered gave birth to a character who was a rebel and a rebel purely based on human instinct."

The story of "White Deer Plain" has not yet been traced, and Tian Xiao'e's name has not been set, but this character has already emerged.

In Chen Zhongshi's heart, Tian Xiao'e is a woman who has been ravaged by fate. Her life experience represents thousands of women in feudal society who did not have the opportunity to receive new ideas and new enlightenment. The vast majority of them were burdened by the pressure of society and their generations, resigned themselves to submission, suffered, and were eventually stepped into the mud. Suffocated to death, just like Leng Yueqiu, Mr. Leng's daughter in "White Deer Plain".

However, Tian Xiao'e is naturally stubborn and refuses to accept her fate.

"Purely out of human physiological instinct and the rational requirements of human nature, blindly and spontaneously rebel against the old etiquette."

In Chen Zhongshi's eyes, she is neither evil nor dirty. He sympathized with her, pitied her, and cherished her.

When Mr. Chen was writing about Tian Xiao'e's death, his eyes suddenly turned black and he crawled on the desk, unable to recover for a long time. Then, he wrote on a piece of paper: "The pain of life, the pain of living, the pain of death."

This sentence summarizes Tian Xiao'e's life and destiny.

Her father, greedy for a high betrothal gift, sold her to Guo Juren, who could become a grandfather; she was also not respected after the marriage, and was only used as a tool for making dates; her lover Hei Wa abandoned her in order to survive, leaving her alone to receive the gift. Torture; in order to survive, she had to commit herself to her uncle Lu Zilin; because Lu Zilin treated her well, she paid 100% and was willing to be used by Lu Zilin to seduce the new patriarch Bai Xiaowen , watch When Bai Xiaowen was punished and her family was destroyed, she felt regretful and blamed herself.

She was venting her hatred by peeing on Lu Zilin's head.

Yes, the prodigal Bai Xiaowen can turn around, and the bandit Hei Wa can also return to the ancestral hall and kneel down to worship. She is a weak woman who has never stolen a grain of rice or lifted a finger. Why can't she live an upright life? Can those sanctimonious gentlemen only treat her as a rat in the gutter to be worthy of the benevolence, justice and morality in their hearts?

When watching the TV series "White Deer Plain", I always have the illusion that Tian Xiao'e is the protagonist in the drama. When I opened "White Deer Plain" again, I realized that this was not an illusion, but a fact. Tian Xiao'e was the first character conceived by Chen Zhongshi, and she is also the fullest and most complete character. The only person in the book who has a story after her death is Tian Xiao'e.

After Tian Xiao'e died, she borrowed Lu San's words to express that she was not angry in this life:

Who did I offend when I went to Bailu Village? I have never scolded an elder or pushed a child. Why can't Bailu Village tolerate me? I'm not good, I'm unclean. After all, I'm just a cousin, but Heiwa doesn't dislike me. I couldn't live in the village, so I moved to a rotten cave dwelling outside the village. It's so big that you didn't recognize me when I entered the house, and I didn't take any of it. There is not a grain of rice in your house, not a stick of mugwort, why are you stabbing me with a knife? so big! You are so cruel...

Tian Xiao'e refuses to accept her fate and works hard to survive. Based on this, doesn't she deserve to have a normal life?

Some people may say that she has no backbone. Bai Xiaowen's wife would rather starve to death than eat the food she brought. Why should Tian Xiao'e want to abuse herself?

The eldest sister has had love, marriage, a happy family, children, dignity, and dignity , so she cannot bear to be abandoned and trampled on. Her starvation to death is not out of integrity, but out of hatred for Bai Xiaowen and Bai Jiaxuan 's revenge, she tried to use her own death to uncover the mask of the Bai family's benevolence, righteousness and morality .

Tian Xiao'e has never experienced all this beauty. She is a woman nailed to the pillar of shame by feudal ideology, so her way of repaying hatred is definitely not shame and death. Doing so will only make those call her a bitch. If everyone gets what they want, she will show off her charm and slap everyone in the face with her actions. You call me cheap and wanton, but I want to attract all your men away and crush the chastity arch that you think is superior to me. Powder, until the moment she turned into a ghost, she didn't think she was wrong, of course she was not wrong.

Zhang Xianliang said: "Those who have the ability to think live by thinking; people who do not have the ability to think live by instinct, but thinking makes people weak, and instinct makes people strong."

Tian Xiao'e has not been baptized by new ideas. In society, she is wrapped up in layers of old feudal etiquette. She doesn't know how to think. There is no doubt that she is a person who lives by instinct.

What is valuable about her is that no matter how bad the surrounding environment is, no matter how much the people around her spurn her, she does her best to live.

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