What is writing to you? Everyone has different feelings about writing, but one thing is the same - since I was a child, I have been dreaming of a writer, fantasizing that one day I can do it myself.

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Only love can last for the long time

text / Wang Zhengshou

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source / Jingyi Xiao Nizi

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3 Writing to you?

is a powerful tool for side jobs to make money.

or think about the path to growth?

Everyone has different feelings about writing. One thing that is connected to

is the same -

only love can last for the long time;

only persistence can reach the other side of the dream.

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Since I was a child, I have been dreaming of a writer,

Fantasy one day I can

Like Lu Xun, Maupassant , Jin Yong or Gu Long ,

writes literary works that shock the world and cry out in the world.

For this reason, I fell in love with reading!

Every winter and summer vacation, I read dozens of books.

There was no smartphone in that year, and

The interesting thing in life may be reading novels.

My brother also likes reading books.

books he borrowed or rented,

I will read them without missing a single one.

I also read comic strips, villain books, composition selections,

romance novels and martial arts novels -

especially martial arts novels. I read the most,

also likes to excerpt wonderful words, words, sentences and paragraphs.

From today to today,

I already have several thick excerpts .

read a lot and excerpt it a lot.

naturally had a urge to try it out.

Therefore, since I was in high school,

I started to "climb the grid",

I came to the post office again and again excitedly,

put all my hopes into the green postbox,

(at that time,

Letters and manuscripts The pieces were sent in a physical mailbox),

It’s a pity that time and time again,

They are like rocks sinking into the sea, without any news;

is like meat buns beating a dog, there is no return...

I stood alone on the mailbox,

sad, disappointed, melancholy, and even despair!

However, when I think of the great writer Balzac ,

When he gave a speech before he became famous, the audience was dozing off.

He has been experiencing a trough,

How can I reach the sky in one step?

So I cheered up again and kept writing.

1997, I finally published my first debut work in " Shangrao Evening News

" on " Shangrao Evening News

"Breaking up because of that encounter".

also received a remittance slip of 8 yuan,

I was so excited that I couldn't sleep all night,

I seemed to see success

The dazzling light shot towards me,

The dream of the writer seemed to have touched me.

However, I'm too naive!

One year, three years, five years, ten years have passed...

I never see my text turn into lead characters again!

I carefully saved unpublished articles

on the computer's hard drive.

when I have nothing to do, and

when I am disappointed and clicked on it.

Seeing that I had so many "results",

's dark mood gradually became clearer,

I had the courage to continue moving forward again.

When everything is silent late at night,

When others are having fun playing poker and mahjong,

When others are sitting in a bar and teahouse laughing indulge in

I sighed and rubbed my eyes,

Holding the pen alone again, thinking hard, and making changes.

When my wife woke up, she saw me sitting calmly.

would always criticize me:

"I am so old, my hair is more than half white. What else do you write about

? What is the use? Do you make money?

is stubborn! It's better to go to the field to grow some vegetables."

I was speechless. Thinking about my down-and-out,

Every weekend, I had to carry my hoe obediently to the field.

But the time at night belongs to me!

I want to put the loss and depression of life,

The helplessness and depression of life,

The loneliness and sorrow of years are appealed to the writing,

Let her release my melancholy of "where to talk about desolation"...

Therefore, I can't leave her - writing!

Of course, I understand that

I can't write any amazing works,

, but it doesn't matter, I can write for myself,

I handwritten my heart,

record my ordinary and lonely life trajectory.

Writing is a kind of pouring,

can express emotions and relax your mood!

So, I don’t want to give up,

I will never give up,

I can’t give up,

either!

Writing has become a part of my life.

I can no longer let go.

is as lingering with her like a lover.

is so stubborn that it is hard to part with it...

Yes, although I deeply understand that

There is no good result in falling in love with her.

But I am still so stubborn,

so infatuated!

No matter whether it is right or wrong!

[Author profile ] Wang Zhengshou, a teacher at Yangkou Middle School in Guangfeng District, Jiangxi Province, is introverted and loves literature. He has essays, poetry and novels published in publications such as Shangrao Evening News, China Poetry Network and "Official Micro Novels".

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#A few words are stumbled #

On the road of writing,

We have all experienced failures,

I feel depressed, and even self-doubt,

Countlessly entangled in putting down the pen and picking up the pen,

Ask yourself: Why do you write?

is just entanglement and reflection again and again,

allows us to grow.

Thanks to the author Wang Zhengshou for sharing his story.

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