In my impression " my mother is a very casual woman, and I just followed her " My first husband, I slept with him on the first day my mother introduced me to him. I was only seventeen years old at the time and didn't understand anything. My mother also took me on a blind date. " She went to play cards after lunch and left me alone at my husband's house in the country." Being a woman for the first time, I didn't feel any fear or nervousness at all. Just like that, I got married in a daze. There was no wedding, only my mother received a gift of 30,000 yuan and just got married " casually "!
My first husband was ten years older than me. To put it bluntly, he just can’t get a wife. The family is impoverished and both parents are almost seventy. The whole family is headed by her married sister. Her sister treats me as a commodity "In her eyes, I am just something she bought for 30,000 yuan." She paid for it, so naturally she dominates me. people!
This family treated me quite politely when I was pregnant with my child. There was no big fish or meat, but I was still full with rice. I was pregnant in ten months and I didn’t even go for a single check-up. On the day of delivery, my amniotic fluid broke. My mother-in-law asked me to climb the stairs, saying that if I moved more, the baby would be born soon. It was my first time to give birth to a baby. I was so scared that I called my mother-in-law. But she told me, "She went on a trip with a man and asked me to watch my own life!"
I have no one I can rely on for help, so I can only find my husband who is honest and dull. But he told me to just listen to my mother-in-law's advice, " climb the stairs back and forth, and the baby will be born naturally." But I kept going back and forth like this enduring severe pain, and the baby still couldn't be born. I was so weak that " my father-in-law just took out a thousand yuan and let my husband and I take a bus to the city hospital to give birth to the baby.". Before leaving, he repeatedly asked, "Bring back the remaining money, your sister wants to check the account."
When we were going to the car, the driver refused to take us two because of my big belly. It was a kind-hearted old man who took us to the hospital in a tricycle. As soon as I arrived at the hospital, my husband was scolded by the doctor. This was killing two people. How can you treat a pregnant woman like a child's play!
As I was talking, I became famous. My stomach hurts so much that the doctor doesn't care about cursing. It cost a total of 1,300 yuan to take me to the delivery room, "I gave birth to twin girls ", and my husband gave me one thousand yuan. The people in the ward donated 500 yuan to save our mother’s life!
An unfortunate beginning began with the arrival of these two daughters. The two daughters are not welcome. Even a bottle of milk powder costs more than ten yuan a pack. My husband is useless and helps out in his sister’s shop. With only 800 yuan a month, the food cooked by my mother-in-law is hard to swallow. I suffered from breast cancer during my confinement period, and my family didn't allow me to see a doctor. It wasn't until it started to fester that I quietly ran away alone. I couldn't even protect myself, leaving only my two young daughters behind. Then you still have the time to take care of them.
I ran back to my parents’ home. My mother was having an affair with a contractor. When saw me coming back, he didn't even ask me. Just drink her wine and talk about her love. So I stole a thousand dollars from her bag and wandered around the city happily for several days. I ate barbecue hot pot, which I had not tasted for a long time, and various drinks and sodas. When I was almost running out of money, my mother’s foreman found me. He said that took me to Shenzhen to work out of revenge on my mother. I left with this man and went to work in a foot washing shop. I fell in love with a 50-year-old Mr. Li from Guangdong again. "This time, I clearly went with him for his money"!
Lao Li has a wife and children and lives in Hong Kong. And when he came to me, he just wanted to be young. He also has a wish, hoping that I can give him a son. This time, I am very clear-headed. Giving birth is a small matter, but he must give me a guarantee. That’s money and a house. One year after Lao Li and I were together, " I got pregnant and asked him for 50,000 yuan. After giving birth to a son, he gave me 150,000 yuan. Lao Li took the child with him He disappeared, and I was too lazy to look for him." I used the 200,000 yuan to open a sesame paste restaurant in my hometown!
In the past few years of wandering outside, what kind of men have I not seen? I no longer have any hope of getting married. Play cards and go shopping every day. Life is worse than that woman's, but now she's thirty. He still felt lonely and lost in his heart. The two daughters he had abandoned had already been given away by his father. In the future I will have to find someone to take care of me until I die. Do you think there are any men who would marry a woman like me?
When the proprietress of the sesame paste restaurant told me her experiences over the years in an understatement. I felt speechless for a moment. Do you think she is bad? But she is the injured one, and you dare not say that she is a good woman. After all, how good can a woman who can abandon her child be?
