I am a very introverted person. I am so introverted that I don’t want to communicate with others. I have no friends at all since I was a child, but I love studying. It is my only fun. Therefore, my academic performance is the first in the class and the whole school. First in the city.
In high school, I went to a key middle school in the city. I was like a god in school. Although I didn’t have any friends, the teachers cared about me and I lived well on my own.
When I was a sophomore in high school, a male classmate named Liu Jie was transferred to our class. He moved here with his parents, and he was arranged to be my deskmate.
Liu Jie didn’t know my personality, so he started talking to me as soon as he came. Of course, he was the one doing the talking. I didn’t respond to him at all, but he still kept talking next to me all day long.
He also kept asking me about my studies. I didn't intend to tell him at first, but he kept nagging in my ears. I was really annoyed, so I started to talk about the topic, and I couldn't stop talking. Now, he asks me to speak every day. Not only does he ask me to speak, other students also start to ask me to speak. I have a very busy day!
Liu Jie knew that I was tired from lectures, so he would bring me all kinds of delicious food from home. Gradually we became friends, going to school together, finishing school together, and studying together.
Slowly I found that I fell in love with him. I was like a girl who was ignorant. I always wanted to see him in my heart. I was very happy every time I saw him. But I kept this matter deep in my heart. No one knew about it. Know.
After the college entrance examination, I successfully entered a well-known university in Beijing. Liu Jie only entered a second university in one province. We were separated. After that, we only sent messages to greet each other.
Later I found out that he was doing very well in college and was a celebrity in the school. Later I found out that he had a girlfriend. Later I found out that he graduated, got a job, and got married. I knew everything about him, but I never knew about mine. I didn’t tell him, and he didn’t ask. Later, we gradually lost contact. My phone number and WeChat message were just sitting on my phone for a year and I rarely opened them.
After graduating from college, I took the postgraduate examination. After graduating from postgraduate school, I went abroad for a few years. After staying abroad for a few years, I still felt unaccustomed to it, so I returned to Beijing and worked in the banking system.
I contacted Liu Jie again a year later. He was not doing well. His wife passed away when giving birth to their second child, leaving behind two children. His parents were also in poor health, so he could only earn money by doing odd jobs. While taking care of the children and parents.
After I found out, I felt very sorry for him. When I had nothing to do, I would contact him more often to help him resolve the troubles in his heart.
One time I happened to pass by my hometown for something, so I went to meet him. My heart was broken when I saw him. After ten years of not seeing him, he had changed from a handsome young man to an old man. After we met, he just couldn’t stop talking. I rubbed my hands and lowered my head, but in my eyes, I was filled with distress.
Liu Jie is the only person I have ever had a crush on in my life, and he is also my first love. I am very sad that he has become like this. When I returned to Beijing, I could not let go of him. Finally, a month later, I went through the resignation procedures and gave up on Beijing. With everything he had, he went back to his hometown to find Liu Jie without any hesitation, and decided to spend the rest of his life with him.
When Liu Jie knew that I had given up everything just to fulfill my childhood dream, he was shocked and tried his best to alienate me. But I was determined and no one could change me. I let go of all my self-esteem and pride. , just want to marry him and live with him.
In the end, Liu Jie was moved by me, and we got married. Now I work at an insurance company in a small county, working as a freelance writer in my spare time, and Liu Jie works as a salesperson. The money we earn is enough to spend in this small county. .
Liu Jie is very busy at work and often doesn’t come back until seven or eight o’clock. I go to work during the day and go home to take care of the children and the elderly at night. The days are very tiring, but I am willing to finish the road I choose!
