has already talked about the end of the college entrance examination last time. Because there is a desire for freedom in my heart. I hope I can go out and have a look at my future life. I don’t want to go to university close to home. All my volunteers are from universities outside the province. My first choice is Chongqing. And his wish is to fill in Wuhan in response to the family's request. Therefore, our lives will never overlap again.
After the admission letter came down, in August 2011, we began to non-stop attending the college banquet of the students who were close to each other. After a classmate’s college entrance banquet, everyone suggested to sing. In the lobby of the KTV, they heard the voice of him talking with his brothers from a distance. They hurried in from the door and walked directly to the stairs. At that time, I subconsciously wanted to avoid, and quickly opened the sun umbrella in my hand to block it in front. Fortunately, he just talked to his friends and didn't notice me. When they went upstairs, I was relieved. As a result, when my friends and I were taking the elevator, I happened to ran into one of the brothers who came after him. He greeted me and asked which private room we were. I wanted to say I didn’t know, but a classmate next to him had already said it first. Answer. When we arrived in the private room, I sat in the corner with a girlfriend, afraid that he would push the door in. I don't remember what I was feeling at that time, I just remember that I always wanted to escape. After a while, it was not him who pushed the door in, but his two brothers. They came over here to string a song. After the song was over, they walked up to me and said that they were in another private room on the same floor. It's our classmate, would you like to go over and say hello. Secretly cried out that he still couldn't escape, so he got up and went to their private room with his girlfriend. Seeing that he seemed to have drunk, I did not speak when he came over, and I did not speak when he did not speak. Slowly, other classmates went out one after another. By the way, I also "invited" my girlfriends out and said yes. Give us space to speak alone. At that time, I should be extremely disgusted with their actions, so I was unhappy. He probably saw that I was unhappy and explained that everyone had a drink at noon. Brother just wanted him to speak out. I hope I don’t mind. . Later, I can't remember exactly what he said. I only knew that it was the second time he confessed to me. It might be affected by the mood at the time, so I resolutely rejected him.
In September, all the students rushed to their university with notices. And I also came to the beautiful mountain city-Chongqing. Different from the life of a high school student who is stressful and repetitive,Life at the university is free and colorful. Because I don’t have any special talents, I chose the Student Union and Family Education Center among many clubs. Therefore, the freshman life is just going to class, sleeping in the dormitory or watching drama, occasionally doing tutoring, and other activities of the student union. After a very comfortable and cozy period of time, occasionally he would send me qq messages.
Until a few days before my 19th birthday, he suddenly told me that he had come to Chongqing, and when I couldn't refuse, he stood in front of me. In two months he lost a lot of weight, his hair was curled, and he had a headset on his neck. I took time off and took him around in Chongqing . No, he took me to be precise. He made a very detailed strategy. We went to Jiefangbei, Ciqikou, Hongyadong (I hadn't become an Internet celebrity punching place at that time), and dragged his blessing. It was also my first time to play in Chongqing. . On his birthday, he told me: When he came this time, my brothers said that he hit the south wall and didn’t look back, but he just wanted to give himself one last chance, hit this last time, and give himself youth An explanation. He said he wanted to spend every birthday with me and asked me if I would be his girlfriend. At that time, I always felt that the boyfriend in my mind should not be like him. I was moved that I couldn't be love, so I still rejected him. He left Chongqing lonely... That night my high school classmate called me and asked me what was wrong with him. I said nothing about him, but just refused to be his girlfriend. She told me that their brother could not contact him and called her. She said that for this trip to Chongqing, he and their brother saved two months of living expenses together. The round-trip tickets were all station tickets. He was right. Maybe I will never meet my intentions in the future. After hanging up the phone, I was full of guilt. There was no high-speed rail from Wuhan to Chongqing. The old-fashioned green leather train took more than ten hours. I can imagine that he was excited, standing with expectation, and finally disappointed and lonely. And return. Maybe I was moved by the phrase "you probably won't meet someone as good to you in the future" by my friend, and I started calling him. He was probably still on the train and couldn't get through. So I sent him a text message: How about we try and give each other a chance to see if it fits. I do not know how long it has been,He gave me a call back and carefully confirmed whether it was true many times, without mentioning his hardships on the road. After that, we started our first long-distance relationship, which was also our first love for each other.
In a blink of an eye, 2011 is about to pass, and the 2012 New Year’s party is about to usher in. At that time, all the members of the student union participated in the show. My show happened to be the opening dance of the party. Every night, we had to go to the student activity center to rehearse the dance. It was very busy, so I often couldn't answer his phone calls or didn't reply to his text messages for a long time. Back then, it was still a key-press mobile phone, and WeChat did not become popular. Maybe I used being busy as an excuse, maybe I didn't really accept him in my heart, or maybe I really hurt him habitually. Our "love" hasn't started yet, it seems to be over. After I often did not answer the phone and delayed replying to text messages, even if I replied, there were only a few words. After a period of time, he was probably in pain. He called me on the night of Christmas Day and did not speak for a long time, and our party just ended in the clearing. I thought he had hit by mistake, so I died. In the early morning of that evening, he sent a text message saying that he was very happy and glad we were together, but for a while, he felt that our relationship was not as good as before we were together. He felt that I was very reluctant to talk to him. , If this is the case, maybe we are still not suitable for it. So both of us agreed to "break up". In this way, we ended our long-distance relationship in less than two months. He said that he would not disturb me anymore and we don't need to contact us anymore.
From that day until the summer vacation of the second year, we really didn't have any contact for 9 months. Perhaps people often only know how to cherish after they have lost it. During this period, I occasionally think of him, and I will sigh in my heart that I will no longer meet someone better than him. But my pride does not allow myself to contact him. During this period, there were other suitors who showed their favor, but I didn't have any feelings of heart. Maybe I had already some regrets in my heart that I missed him at that time.
The next encounter was in August 2012. After 9 months of non-contact, maybe our mood has changed...
The previous article I met in a teenager mentioned a book, and went home yesterday. After finding it out and reading it again, both of us were amused by the childishness of the year.But I feel very warm in my heart, that is our teenage years. I also want to share with you, one or two pages of it, don’t laugh at us, who hasn’t been young yet?
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