At that time, I was just 19 years old and was studying in the art department of a college. He, 38 years old, runs a company with a turnover of tens of millions a year.
How did I meet him? It’s also fun to say, because at that time a certain live broadcast software was more popular, and the girls in the bedroom were playing. Watching them happily playing and earning some money, I thought I would also earn some living expenses, so Let’s play live broadcasts too. Live broadcasts are all about rewards.
At this time, he often appeared in my live broadcast room and brushed me gifts. After a long time, he and I became familiar with each other gradually. After all, I can meet a big brother who is not soft when brushing gifts for you. A sense of accomplishment, because I still have confidence in my looks. I belong to a beautiful woman in my life. With the help of beauty and high-tech filters in the live broadcast room, I became the heart of many men. Goddess.
I met in the live broadcast room for a few months. Once he told me, let’s meet you with two sports cars. After all, they are in the same city. We have known each other for so long. If we can meet in reality, I will satisfy you. Of desire.
That’s it. I agreed with him to meet by a river in this city. Why did you choose the river, because the river is far away from our school and there are not many people, but it’s not remote. It’s here. When I met him, I felt that no one would know me. After all, I was still a student, so it was a way to protect myself.
He didn't show up at the appointed time. I was a little angry at the time. Would it be just a prank to treat me like this? Because I have money, I can play tricks on others at will. I gave him WeChat and asked him if he was coming. He said that he had just parked the car and he would arrive immediately. After a while, I saw a person coming towards me and taking it. Holding a bouquet of roses and a box of Dove, he said to me, "You are so and so, I said yes, he said he is Wu so and so, he is so hard to grow up, maybe it's the boss's sake, it's really aura Very full.
gave me the first feeling that I don’t hate him, but I can’t talk about liking him. He handed me flowers and chocolates, saying that girls like chocolate, so he bought one for me. Box, I was a little bit happy holding the flower and the chocolate.
He can say very well that he has been praising me, saying that I look like a celebrity, and I have a good figure, and look more like his first love in college. Although he is also married now, his wife is not his first love. So when I was in the live broadcast room, I fell in love with me at first sight.
At this time, he hugged me from behind and said that he would let me be his girlfriend. I wanted to refuse him. He then said that in order to compensate me, he would give me fifty thousand or fifty thousand a month. Even if I work, I need to be well. It took a long time to earn fifty thousand. I really couldn't refuse the weight he offered, so I acquiesced.
What do I belong to? Lover, although I don’t like this name either, but you can’t see or touch the feeling. Maybe he really likes you today and loves you, but what about tomorrow? What's next? Maybe love will disappear sometime, but money is a real, visible and tangible thing. Since he has a family, a wife and children, he only wants to be with him. Money.
Don’t talk about my reality, because it’s a ridiculous thing to talk about relationships with a married man. His love will not be given to you casually. Since there will be no love, let the money fill it. , It’s better than if you only talk about feelings and not about money, after a few years, after breaking up, you have nothing to be stronger.
As a person here, although I think this is not good and immoral, but you know that he has a family, it is impossible for him to divorce for you, will you still just talk to him? This in itself is an immoral extramarital relationship, why portray yourself as a spotless woman? Don't believe the promise of a man, because under normal circumstances, 99% of a man's promise will not be realized! When you finally break up, you will find that you are not as good as strangers. You are you and he is him! It's like never knowing.
It’s not just that I don’t believe in love, it’s that most people in the world don’t believe in love. My choice may not be a choice that other people can do, understand? At least I am sensible, and I have to keep the retreat.
After the appointment that day, he drove me off,The four windows in the car are closed and the car is very clean. The laundry detergent on his body smells really good. The radio is playing music randomly. I don’t know if it’s a coincidence or God’s will. They are always ambiguous songs one after another. I listen to me. Flustered.
In this way, I started this so-called boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with him. At the beginning, I really didn’t have any feelings for him. I felt that I exchanged with him at equal value. I gave my youth and beauty. He spent a certain amount of money to buy my youth. He, as he said, did not treat me as a servant. He often told me about the past of him and his ex-girlfriend, his family, his daughter, He said he would stay with me for a long time, and when I got married, he would give me a dowry.
It is the first time for me to do this kind of thing. I think he just talked about it casually. As for me, because I took his money, I always felt like I was inferior to others. I thought I was his tool. Once he took me. When I went to eat with my friends, he was very enthusiastic about me. He always revealed that he took care of me. When eating shrimps, he wouldn't let me peel them one by one. Then he fed me. His friend smiled and said that he was right. My wife has never been so good. If he can, he also wants to become a woman and take my place. I know this is all joking, but I still feel happy in my heart.
He will not spend money for me Money, he thinks what he does is justified. He always cares about my feelings and takes care of my thoughts. I suddenly have an idea for him in my heart. I feel that this kind of man is actually good. If he gets married, he will definitely love him all his life.
At the end of that meal, he sent me to the hotel. I asked him what you thought of me. He said that he had been thinking about this question all the time. It’s not appropriate to be a lover. It seems to be higher than a lover. But when it comes to lovers, they are not lovers. They always feel owed. Then we are good friends.
He said that he knows that we cannot have a future, so we should cherish every moment we are together now, because our beginning is the countdown to our end, sooner or later, this day will always come, so To cherish the present, if he is not married, he will hold me in his palm.
Because we don’t have a future, we are destined to have no results. I know that it’s impossible to be him for the rest of my life.But I have thought of him for the rest of my life.
My heart is moved and I can't help falling in love with him, but it is also troublesome to fall in love with someone, because once I fall in love, I want more, and once I want more, trouble comes.
He rented a room for me outside, every weekend, I will go to live in, that is our love cottage, every date, I want him to stay with me overnight, Because since I fell in love with him, I don't like to be alone in the vacant room, but he said that he would go home, and his wife was waiting at home, saying that he would be long with me and don't need to be together.
Although I also want to be with him, I never thought about destroying his family or hurting his wife. On the contrary, I also envy his wife because I can stay with him in good faith. What about me, It can only be carried out sneakily.
Before leaving, I gently hugged him, kissed him on the cheek, and told him to be careful on the road. I drove him downstairs. The wind was blowing. The wind was very cold on my face, but my eyes were very cold. The heat is sour, thank him for being nice to me, thank God for letting me meet him.
Although he and I have a money deal, but at present for love, there is money and love, both, why bother to care about him and Yuan together, but there is still a sour feeling in my heart , Hey, what's wrong with me?
I never asked about his family. He was telling me about his family. He would also answer the phone call from his wife in front of me. I stayed with him honestly. By my side, I am silent, although sometimes I feel sad, but I will never tell him.
Suddenly I read a book. The book says that the person I want to meet should see you as early as possible, while I’m young, while everything is still in time. After reading it, I think of him, and I especially want to see him immediately. Maybe women are all Sensitive, because of a sentence in the book, I had the idea of seeing him immediately, so I asked him where he was, I wanted to see him, and he told me that he was in the company.I immediately took a taxi and ran to him. When he arrived, I sent him a WeChat message. He said he was busy, so I waited for him downstairs and asked him where he was. He didn’t send it out. I was really sad. He thought I was short of money to spend, so he transferred me 10,000 yuan. I didn’t collect 10,000 yuan, because he and me had enough 50,000 yuan every month. NS.
When you love someone too much, you start to be afraid of losing. You want to know his whereabouts all the time and understand every bit of his life, but he just doesn’t do what you want, so you are more and more concerned about gains and losses. Suspicious, suspicious, and inquiring, but all of this was resolved with a kiss and a hug from him.
A lover’s life is destined to be lonely. When he accompanies you, it is counted in hours. Most of the time, you eat, sleep, go shopping, watch movies alone, and countless sleepless nights. Reflecting on my behavior, regretting why I chose this path, and constantly wandering between giving up and reluctantly, because you fell in love with someone you shouldn’t fall in love with, why did you talk about feelings when you talked about money? .
For the next two months, he ignored me and the money was not transferred to me. I thought our fate was over. I even smelled the breath of the breakup. Just when I didn’t know what to do, He started to look for me again. All my strength is not worth his few words. He said that the company encountered difficulties in the last two months, and finally got through it. The woman is a scumbag, and I began to entangle him again. .
Sometimes I am really stupid. I know that the only thing I can miss him is my appearance and figure, so I deliberately protect my appearance and keep my figure, so that he will not tire of me, I am not so For the money, just for my love, I really already have him in my heart.
I often think that if it were in ancient times, I would be willing to be a concubine for him. Although I don’t want to be a little wife, but I’m late, what can I do? He told me that he actually didn’t like him. My wife, of course, is not disgusted. The two people have been together for a long time, just like the relationship between the right hand and the left hand. The two people get along very well.
I went out to play with him yesterday, and his brother, but I can only pretend that I have never seen him before, pretending to see him for the first time,After all, this kind of relationship can’t be seen. He raised his glass to toast to me. I introduced myself to him, just like the first time I met: Hello, I’m glad to meet you. He laughed, I don’t know how to pay it back. How many chances can I introduce myself to him again.
My love belongs to you, and you belong to tomorrow. I often fantasize about living with you. Although we are so close, but we feel so far away from you, my love is very humble and humble. I look down on myself.
Last year’s New Year, I spent the New Year with him, at midnight, because the city banned firecrackers and no fireworks, he turned his head and said to me: We have always been so good, every year we celebrate the New Year together , Hurry up and make a wish! I put my hands together and wish: my family is healthy and safe, and may we be happy forever. He said that his first wish is about me, and I really love him.
You don’t know how much I want to be with him, and even want to give him a baby, but as the days go on, my thoughts are not practical at all, and I slowly start to see In such days, people can't see their heads, hope, and have no future.
In recent years, I have indeed often found opportunities to have conflicts with him, anyway! It is usually three months apart every one month, but we are still going on, he is still good to me.
We’ve been five years, and after these five years, I also have several million in deposits. I slowly start to get tired of this feeling. I think I should live in the sun, but I I have no feeling for other boys. In the past few years, I have been used to a person's life, and I feel that a person's life is actually good.
We just dragged and dragged. I don’t want to be with him and annoy him more and more often. Do I really want to continue with him like this? No, I dare not, I am still afraid.
Then I became pregnant, and I was going to give birth to the child, and then to end this relationship, alone, with the child to raise the child! I know this is tiring,But after having children, I think my life will be full of hope.
I don’t want to kill the child, because not every child is born for adults to bear the wrong, not every child without a father will be inferior to others, all lives are equal, I think I have the ability to give He has a good life and good education, so I want to give birth to a child.
The misfortunes of the world are all destined. This is the story between me and him.
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