We have been in love for two years and we have never quarreled. Even I love you as plain as water.
Chen Bin is a policeman with an angular face and justice. I am a doctor. I am 164 in height, 50kg in weight, and my mother’s fair skin is inherited from it. We are in love and living together just like normal people.
He has a warm temper and is considerate. I am as gentle as a river of spring water. Our love looks like a beautiful woman in the eyes of the people around us.
And I envy your noisy love every day.
Chen Bin and I were introduced to love by colleagues. Colleagues were full of praise for mentioning him. Almost all words are used: young and promising, handsome, patient, and love to do housework. "Is the model husband in the eyes of all women."
At that time I didn't have the courage to meet him.
Chen Bin, a graduate of the police school, was directly admitted to our public security branch.
The first time I met was when a colleague asked him to come to our unit to pick up things. I was sitting in the office facing the doorman, and I looked up and saw a boy about 180 with thick eyebrows and big eyes talking to the doorman. After speaking, he raised his head and looked at me, his eyes just hit my eyes, and he smiled shyly.
I think it is stunned, it is probably the feeling of "No matter how beautiful the spring breeze is than your smile".
I immediately asked my colleague for his phone number, invited him to dinner, and chatted with him.
Chen Bin is always polite, and he responds politely to everything I ask. When we were dating, he never played mobile phones, he was not glib, and he never showed superiority.
It’s a great time to chat together. He doesn’t show off his knowledge or pretend to be stupid, let alone show off what his family has, how superior his profession is.
I later learned that his parents are both high-ranking officials and locals, and there are two houses in the family that collect rent. His parents are well-known in the local area, but few friends around him know this.
And Chen Bin himself has been a high school student since childhood,Traveled around the world for half a year.
When talking about him, others always describe him as: "That job is very hard, and the man is very good."
He is talented. When the company wants to do propaganda, he almost always works part-time as a writer and shoots videos. His promotional videos on the platform often have more than 100,000 views. The manuscripts requested by the leaders and summarized reports were often handed in by Chen Bin after working overtime. The leader is extremely satisfied with him.
He is really good-looking. At work, some female girls often ask for the phone number. There is a paragraph about him: The Public Security Bureau wants to carry out anti-fraud propaganda. Everyone is vying to be with him, because as soon as I went out, many aunts and girls actively listened to his promotion and downloaded the app with joy. Later, colleagues who had not completed the propaganda task took him out.
Chen Bin is not so-called smooth. On the contrary, most of his colleagues loved him like his little brother, and he did not get ambiguous with any female colleague.
We can exchange social account passwords whenever we are together.
When I meet a young girl who wants to be with him, he can politely refuse to give others face and make others feel comfortable.
I saw a girl sending him a message on WeChat: "Can you take me home during the Mid-Autumn Festival? It's really inconvenient to take a taxi here." Of course, she had a lot of foreshadowing and a lot of pretending to be embarrassed.
Chen Bin only replied: "Yes, my girlfriend is a little closer to you, and I will let her pick you up."
Chen Bin has never lost his temper with me, usually we are very busy, he will not Call and send messages while I am working.
When I was shopping with my friend, when I was shopping for clothes, he would tell me: "Be careful. Go home early."
Sometimes, I went home and saw him in the living room holding a mobile phone and fell asleep bored. On the contrary, I will be full of guilt, and I will try my best to accompany him next time I have a rest.
To my parents,He is very caring. On my mother's birthday, he would entertain our family for dinner and accompany my mother to buy clothes. When my dad was in love, he asked him if he interrupted buying a house or something, and he answered very seriously, so he wouldn't be angry.
The house we live in is close to my work. After he moved over, he took the initiative to repay the mortgage every month.
He is conscientious at work, and he can keep the house organized after get off work. He cooks and washes my clothes.
When we are together, there is no passion, but it seems that everyone is so plain. I even thought that it was the same way when I was married for the purpose of living together.
He is fine, I am fine. Why did we become our predecessors?
At the beginning of this year, because of the epidemic, we carried out closed-loop management . It just so happens that their Public Security Bureau is too. The so-called closed loop is 14 days of work, 14 days of isolation, and they can't go home. Work like this for 3 months and then go to normal work.
I am not a clingy girl. During the closed loop period, I rarely look for him. He will only find me on Wednesday and Friday night, and we will video for half an hour. The rules are like written operating procedures.
When I went to work for the second time and was quarantined for 14 days, I was so bored that I was addicted to shopping Zhihu Weibo. One night I actually saw a profile of Chen Bin under a question and answer.
I am surprised, I think it is impossible to be so coincidental. In fact, no one else could recognize who it was in that photo, but the faint and subtle birthmark on the left convinced me that it was Chen Bin.
And the question was: "Why do you want to separate because you obviously love each other?" After reading the answer tremblingly, tears kept streaming. It turns out that my Chen Bin, he is not slow, not rational. His passion, his obsession has long been given to another woman.
He will also send flowers to the girl on stage at the beginning of graduation.
He will wait for her downstairs all night to see her.
He would cry with her when she was crying.
He will help her to remove the bones when he picks up fish.
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I don’t mind if he loves others, but I know he can’t be crazy about a woman to that point.
I sent the link to Chen Bin, and he replied to me: "It's all in the past."
He doesn't love me, so he never makes mistakes, he won't stick to me, and he won't lose his temper.
I asked Chen Bin, why are you with me?
He looked at me across the screen and said, "I'm sorry, maybe it's just time to get married."
I don't know whether to thank him for his confession or to be angry about his perfunctory feelings for me.
After the closed loop is over, we are separated peacefully. Saying goodbye is the same as saying I love you.
He is very good, really good, the only bad thing is that he doesn't love me.
I am still dreaming about finding a boy who is not so perfect, but who will have emotions, will coax me, or make me angry.
I hope that next time I will meet someone who will try to occupy my time, energy, and attention. We can share our happiness, anger, sorrow, and joy with each other, and occasionally make troubles unreasonably.
Emotional, immature, is the normal state of love.
The so-called respect for each other, just because they don’t love it.
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