participated in a psychological counseling session, and the teacher asked us to draw our own self-portraits: please draw your own portrait as you wish, it can be very concrete or abstract.
During the painting process, I also communicated with people around me. Several of them had the same feeling: their painting skills are not up to par, their skills are inferior to others, and their inner thoughts cannot be translated onto paper through craftsmanship. In short, in one sentence, my painting skills are poor! . .
However, through communication, aside from painting skills, I found that everyone’s paintings seem to have their own shadow.
For example, the body shape of the portrait drawn by a plump and slightly fat colleague seems to be "larger"?
I usually like to dress up my slim colleagues, but what I draw is a charming and swaying beauty?
Some colleagues also have hairstyles that are sparse and seem to be a mess, which is also a reflection of their work.
Look at mine, what I draw is my ideal self. (I know that my painting skills are very poor [awkward laugh][awkward laugh][awkward laugh][awkward laugh][vomit blood][vomit blood])
I hope that I can have the youthful and energetic state of high school girls and college girls, with one head Short hair is youthful and wanton.
There is another one like this. I do have long hair, but it may be because I have been wanting to try cutting bangs for a long time, so it was naturally drawn on the paper. I think I have a full face, oval face shape, a bit fleshy, the jawbones and cheekbones are not too prominent, the eyes are round and big, preferably fair skin, and also youthful, wow, beautiful ! [Tears running][Tears running][Tears running][Laughing awkwardly][Laughing awkwardly][Laughing awkwardly]
However, I found that the portraits in both pictures are smiling and their eyes are full of energy. This is what I pursue and like, and it is also a kind of projection. I pay great attention to my mental outlook. I don’t want to look like a dead fish with dull eyes [slap in the face] [slap in the face] [slap in the face]
When sharing feedback at the end, the teacher said that almost everyone chose the form of a portrait as a self-portrait.
I feel a little emotional. Experience determines the way out. Let’s misuse it like this. Every day, it revolves around people, around students’ joys, sorrows, and sorrows. Every day, there are two points and one line. Life is filled with “people”. There is so little to play, see, go and see. The paintings are not just people.
also said, "Poverty limits my imagination." Here is a living example.
Poverty not only limits imagination, but also limits the ability to express it. [vomiting blood][vomiting blood]
