Hello everyone, I am Liao Shaobin, a depression patient . I have been working for a few months and have made a little money, but I have paid off my debts. Now I don’t have much strength. Even if I am paid, I don’t have much money. It is about three years. More than a thousand. I will go back after this month. I want to buy a computer for live streaming. What do you think? I have thought about it for a long time and feel that the outside world is not suitable for me. I'd better stay at home! It's really hard for me to be targeted every day. Sometimes I don't know what I've done wrong, but it makes me feel bad when so many people treat me like this. My dad cut off relations with me, and my mom doesn't care about me anymore. I guess I'm being raped. I'm angry. My brother also has his own family, mortgages, etc., so he's under greater pressure. My brother has just graduated and hasn't come out to work. Even if I ask him to come out, he won't come out. As for me, I have enough to eat and the whole family is not hungry. From now on, Just live your own life. No one is counting on me, and I guess I can’t count on it. There is no problem with the computer. I have already made a reservation online. It’s more than 3,000 yuan, plus broadband and living expenses. It’s hard to deal with. I don’t even want to pay back the debt. I've had enough. I don't have the patience to bear it, so I will go back in another month. I can't stay outside anymore. I hope you don't blame me. I have tried my best. No matter how good I am, I will not change. Without a word of respect, I'm tired, I want to go back, I just hope everyone can help me, can you do it for the last time? Help me realize this wish. I will have to rely on myself in real life from now on. I will work hard to make videos and live a good life, okay? If not, just pretend I didn’t say it! I shouldn’t have pinned my hopes on the headlines. I was wrong. I was really wrong. Thank you all for your support. Come on Liao Shaobin
