Introduction:
Speaking of first love, I suddenly remembered a lyric in " Xiasha ": Everyone has people who cannot forget. Missing will pass through your soul like fine sand, gently opening the door. There is only the sound of wind and rain. I think love makes people cruel, and the person who originally fell in love becomes a needle in the heart.........
First love is the most exciting feeling. The feeling of loving someone for the first time. Even if time passes and the memory is blurred, that feeling still makes us feel endless aftertaste. When we think about it, we will still blush and be beating.
After getting married, many people still miss their first love. They always cherish that person in a corner of their hearts and will always think of him inadvertently...
82-year-old Lao Zeng, although he is in his 80s, still has a young heart, wanting to renew his previous relationship with his first love and regain his old dreams.
Lao Zeng's wife passed away two years ago. His children each had their own families. Because of their busy work, they could not be with their father. Lao Zeng was very lonely alone. When he was fine, he began to recall the past and look through the photos of the past...
Lao Zeng remembered his first love Azhen. She had a melon-shaped face, and she had two sweet dimples when she smiled. She sang songs as beautiful as a hundred birds. At that time, there were many boys who pursued her, but Azhen only had a special liking for him, but Lao Zeng couldn't understand anything. Later, in order to meet his girlfriend every day, he learned that the music department of his school was going to recruit students and wrote a letter to tell Azhen about the good news. Later, Azhen was successfully admitted.
But Azhen was getting colder and colder towards him. The two of them didn't even say a breakup. This relationship ended in vain. After many years, Lao Zeng still couldn't understand why Azhen treated him like this.
Of course, what he hopes is that if Azhen is single like him, the two can spend the rest of their lives together and recall the past together, and there will be no regrets in this life.
But Lao Zeng hasn't contacted Azhen for 62 years. They have never met in recent years. It's not easy to find her.
Lao Zeng first told his two sons about his thoughts. The two sons said with a more open mind: "Do whatever you want. We respect your decision. As long as you are happy."
Lao Zeng was alone and helpless. He was so old that he could not show up outside. He had to take several medicines every day and could not bear the physical strength.
On that day, Lao Zeng called the TV station for help, hoping that the reporter could help him find Azhen.
Old was Azhen's senior, and she was second-year higher than her. The two of them fell in love at first sight. Lao Zeng took the initiative to write a love letter to Azhen to confess his love. In that era, they were not as open and upright as they are now. They often met quietly. Although the two had been in a relationship for a year, they had never held hands.
After the old man was admitted to , Hunan Normal University, , he has been maintaining letter exchanges with A Zhen.
reporter found the university where the two had studied and asked about Azhen's whereabouts. According to a young teacher, the school's music department was suspended for more than 20 years in a special period. After so many years, the school has no files about Azhen.
Fortunately, the other party knew a retired music teacher. When the old man heard the name Azhen, he said that Azhen was her student, and praised Azhen for having a very talented music and a very hard-working girl. After graduating from
, Azhen went to work in an education institute in Wuhan. But the teacher did not have Azhen's contact number. No matter what, he finally gained something. The next day, the reporter took a bus from Changsha to Wuhan and found Azhen's work unit. The Human Resources Department said that Azhen had retired more than ten years ago.
However, the other party provided another clue, saying that Azhen is still teaching the elderly to sing in a private school, and she may be found there.
An hour later, the reporter met Azhen. The 78-year-old still looked energetic and loud.
But no one expected that when the reporter asked her if she still remembered a classmate named Zeng? Azhen thought for a long time, but said that there was no such person. Later, the reporter said Mr. Zeng's name, but Azhen still didn't remember it and said, "I really don't know this person. Maybe you were wrong?" The other information in
was in line with it, and the reporter was also confused. Fortunately, they brought Lao Zeng's photo album. The worker pointed to Lao Zeng's photo when he was young and asked, "Do you know him?"
A Zhen then suddenly realized and said with a smile: "Oh, you said it was him. I remembered it now, but he is not my classmate, so I didn't react just now."
But A Zhen was not as excited as he imagined. When asked why the two suddenly didn't contact each other and became unfamiliar, A Zhen's statement was completely different from Lao Zeng.
She said that there is no need to force her to do anything about love. As long as she is not married, everyone still has the right to choose. The two of them did not contact each other anymore. In fact, Lao Zeng knew it very well. Although he did not say it out loud, Azhen understood what he meant and took the initiative to keep a distance from him.
In that special era, Azhen's parents were......Azhen told Lao Zeng about the situation at home, hoping that he could think clearly that if he continued to date him, he might also be affected.
Lao Zeng did not speak out, but later he became more and more cold to A Zhen and never contacted her on his own initiative. A Zhen was also very tactful and did not go to find him again. Later, the two of them had their own families. A Zhen never complained about Lao Zeng and could understand his decision. He just chose to forget that there was no need to be resentful about such a relationship.
Azhen never thought about what kind of interaction he had with Lao Zeng in this life. For her, the past is the past, and she feels no longer there, and there is no need to force everything.
Why does Azhen still have to work at a young age? Speaking of which, she is also a great mother. After her wife passed away, her son went to the countryside to start a business, but she lost millions and was chased by someone everywhere. In order to pay off the debt for her son as soon as possible, Azhen paid off his work at the age of a man. He even borrowed money from his colleagues and students, and sold his house in his name. Now he rented a cheap room and lived alone.
But she is still optimistic. Even if she encounters such a big change, she always smiles.
Lao Zeng was very excited to learn that the reporter found Azhen and wanted to take a bus to Wuhan to meet her. His son disagreed and was worried that there would be a situation on the road. Lao Zeng had to give up for safety reasons.
Finally, he changed into a straight suit and wanted to chat with Azhen. Azhen said to the reporter awkwardly: "I don't want to meet him for the time being, just call him."
Azhen simply greeted Lao Zeng's physical condition and hoped that he would take care of his health. He did not mention the past at all. Lao Zeng said: "In the future, I want to call you often." Azhen directly refused: "I am very busy every day and don't have that time."
Later, she told the reporter that we are all so old, there is no need to mention the past. It is enough to know each other's current situation, and there is nothing to talk about.
Lao Zeng seemed very disappointed, and in the end he said he could understand, but he had no regrets.
Maybe she was defeated by herself back then, and it is precisely because of this that I always feel a little apology deep in my heart. There is no right or wrong in the relationship, it is just that everyone’s choices are different. Some people can do everything for love, while some people may consider more about real issues, which is understandable.
Azhen has a good mentality, understands and respects the other person, but even the strongest girl will feel a little disappointed.
Conclusion:
Whether it is the girl in 1962 or the old lady in her 80s, Azhen has a very clear attitude towards love and life. Being loyal to the heart and not forcing each other is the best state. The wind and flowers are an endless longing forever. Whether you think about it or forget it, the deep fate is just a passing cloud.
There is a saying: "It is better to miss you than to meet, and this is the case with first love." Since we were separated back then, it means that this relationship cannot stand the test, and we just like it indifferently. Now that I think about it again, it is definitely not because I still love that person, but I miss the past times.
Some people say that first love is actually a feeling and has nothing to do with people.
What we miss is the first time we feel excited about a person
The first time we have insomnia for a person......
The first time we are ecstatic for a person. Because of his existence, we are full of expectations every day, even if we just look at him from a distance, we can be excited.
My favorite sentence about first love: "It took too long, and I still remember that you made me blush and my heart beat."
But when we meet, let's forget it!
