Author Wu Jun
It is already a cold day. The cold northwest wind from Siberian is dancing and howling wildly, like an invisible broom, sweeping the streets cleanly, and there are very few pedestrians on the streets.
Ling'er ignored the roaring wind and was still stubborn Walking on this empty street, as if looking for something...
Ling'er secretly warned herself that this winter is too cold and she can't spend it alone. She must find someone to spend this winter with her, and she must find one!
Ling'er has the urge to cry. If it weren't for that person, her heart wouldn't have become so red; if it weren't for that person, she wouldn't have been so desperate; if it weren't for that person, she wouldn't have fallen to such a depravity. So much so that he looked for a man who could be a lover on the street regardless of his reserve.
Ling'er didn't know what she wanted to prove if she did this. She just wanted that person to know that she no longer cared about him and would no longer have the nourishment and happiness he would still live! She must find a lover this winter when she was abandoned by that person and find a man who is better than that person to be her lover. She wants that person to regret losing her; but she is more about showing off to that person, showing off her lover is more outstanding than that person !
Ling'er is like this, imagining the pleasure of revenge, she blindly moved her helpless steps, allowing the cold wind as passionate as him to tease her passionate and sad tears.
Ling'er long is very beautiful, her long hair is flowing with a unique fragrance, and her face with a small dimpled face blooms with a sweet smile. She is outstanding regardless of appearance, behavior and cultivation. However, her greatest misfortune was meeting a cynical person. Maybe this is fate, this is called beauty being poor. She has a face that makes all women jealous, but she has not received sweet and romantic love.
Just as Ling'er was immersed in her sad emotional world, she was suddenly awakened by a burst of rapid footsteps and shouts. Looking down the sound, she found that agile man was chasing two gangsters with yellow hair and dressed in disguise.
Looking at someone in front of me, the two gangsters wanted to avoid her and run towards the other side of the street.
In fact, even if they don’t change their career path, she will change her direction or turn a blind eye. She is not a troublesome person. She likes to live a quiet life and does not want to be involved in any conflict.
However, he heard the man behind shouting: "Stop them, hurry up, please intercept them!"
Ling'er silently responded to the man with a surprised expression, not at all ready to obey his thoughts. I thought to myself, what does your grudges have to do with me? I don’t know who is right and who is wrong, so why do I care about those idiotic business!
With an attitude of not being concerned about his own affairs, Ling'er looked at them far away and left him behind. As the man passed by her, she heard a disappointed sigh from his mouth. Was she disappointed with her failure to help her? Maybe it's right, but she's too lazy to continue thinking about it. She's covered in wounds and her thoughts are messy, so she still has the heart to take care of others!
looked back at the man's running back, as if he was extremely tired. She suddenly felt a little pity for him, and she regretted that she had not stopped the two people he was chasing. But then I thought about it, how could a weak woman stop two strong young men? It would be fine. Even if you really attack me, it would be futile. Ling'er comforted herself so much.
Ling'er suddenly felt a little cold. Listening to the bare branches, she pulled out her hand in her pocket of her coat and pulled up her collar, hoping that she could be warmer. However, the howling cold wind looked at her marten fur collar as if nothing was left, and still hit her neck whizzing, making her shivering without preparation!
Ling'er thought, let's go back. She had just had an "appendicitis" operation and the wound had not been completely healed. She was always so cold, so how could the wound bear it! But I walked for several hours before I got here. If I wanted to go back, when would I go home? Only take a taxi back. However, there are no ghosts on this remote street, so is the car still coming here?
Alas... I suffer for myself! There was no other way, so I had to walk home. But the God is not beautiful, and snow particles float in a short while, and the cold and cold snowflakes hit the face and were bone-perfectly bone-perfect.
Cold and walking made Ling'er's newly healed wound hurt, so she had to cover the wound with both hands
The wind blows , and the snow suddenly became much heavier. On this deserted and remote street, Ling'er moved her helpless steps forward, and tears filled her eyes. She wanted to cry out loud, but found that she could not even hear the aggrieved words in her heart. The crazy sound of wind and snow had already swallowed up the already powerless cry.
Ling'er was powerless 1 stopped, and his weak legs were paralyzed on the ground without hesitation. She really doesn't want to continue to stay in this world, and the God of Destiny has never favored her. She had just finished her studies, but her parents both died in a car accident. She only came out of her sorrow and started working, but found that she had " appendicitis " and had to undergo surgery. After the surgery, she was already very weak, but she received a call that was enough to kill her life. Her boyfriend, who had been in love for many years, proposed to break up with her.
Ling'er understands that her boyfriend fell in love with another girl. Ling'er saw through her boyfriend's heart and understood that there was no need to force this emotion. Without saying anything, Ling'er silently suppressed the phone and let tears flow out of her eyes...
All of this made Ling'er almost collapse and forced her to the dead end of her fate. Leaving the world was the only way she could escape the nightmare. What's more, there is no one in this world who makes her attached to you. After giving up the desire to survive, her spiritual embankment collapsed and fainted on this hustle and cold street like wind and rain...
In a daze, Ling'er felt as if she had arrived in a very warm place. Although she did not see the sun, she felt the warmth she had never felt before. It seems that there is another person talking, a male voice, very magnetic, which will make the listener feel inexplicably safe. She buried her face in the warmest place, with the nice sound in her ears, and fell asleep with satisfaction.
I don’t know how long it took, but there seemed to be some strength in her body, and she could barely open her eyes. After opening her eyes, she found that there was a ball of darkness around her, and there seemed to be a strong smell of Lai Su. This is , which is ? Is it heaven? How could there be a Suwei in heaven? And there is also a feeling of pain on the body, and people in heaven will not feel pain. No, this is not heaven. This is definitely a hospital, and only the hospital has such a strong taste of Suzhou. She thought so.
Ling'er closed her eyes, wanted to nourish her spirit and then held her breath and sat up. But she failed, and she used all her strength and just gently pulled the quilt. She had to close her eyes again, and she was unable to lie on the bed. Suddenly, she heard the sound of turning on the lights. She opened her eyes and saw a haggard man standing beside the bed and staring at her.
When she woke up, he was happy 1 said: "You wake up, just wake up, just wake up! You have been unconscious for a day and a night. The doctor said that your knife edge has healed for a short time and has been broken again after walking for a long time. In addition, your body is weak, so you are unconscious all the time. But the doctor said that as long as you can wake up, there is no life danger. Haha, it is safe now, what do you want to eat? I will buy it for you!"
Ling'er looked at the man who chattered when she woke up. He had a square face with a sharp edge, thick stubble, his big eyes were full of firmness, and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses looked gentle on the high bridge of his nose, but when he looked at her, he showed warmth and care. His voice sounds very nice, giving her a very familiar feeling, and she likes to hear this sound very much.
The man was embarrassed under her gaze silenced his face. She also discovered her ruthlessness. Sorry, , , , said, "Oh, sorry... me, how could I be here! You are..."
, "Ha, you forgot, I chased those two gangsters on the street that day! They were thieves. I was going to go home that day, but suddenly I found them walking on the street, so there was the scene you saw." The man smiled and said.
"Oh, I'm so embarrassed that day! That day..." Ling'er apologized and said that she didn't help him.
"Haha, it's okay, you're lucky to have not taken action! You are so weak. If you have something to do because of this, it would be really not worth the loss!" The man was very reasonable and comforted her everywhere.
"Well, thank you for your comfort! Me, how could I get here?" Ling'er looked at him with a puzzled look.
"That's right, because my leg was gunshot wounded when arresting the gun robber. Although it has been healed now, it is not as fast as before. I chased them for nearly an hour and still couldn't catch them, so I called the bureau and asked them to send a car to help me. Just as we caught the criminals and were about to return to the bureau, we saw you fainted in the snow, so we carried you into the car and sent him here." In order not to make Ling'er nervous, the man tried to say in a relaxed tone.
"Well, thank you for saving me!" Ling'er listened to the man saying that she fainted in the snow, reminding her of that ruthless person. Her face dimmed, and tears were also rolling in her eyes, as if there was a possibility of a dam breaking down at any time.
"What's wrong with you? Did I stir up your sad things? Look at me, I'm just stupid and say something unpleasant. I'm so sorry for making you unhappy!" The man was both panicked and apologized for 1 .
"Oh, it's not because of you, don't blame yourself. You have been with me for so long, go back and rest for a while. I'm much better now, I can do it alone." Ling'er listened to the man's warm words everywhere, and looked at the man's haggard face because of her, and felt a little reluctant and heartache. Ling'er doesn't want to see traces of fatigue on a man's face.
"Haha, it's okay, I can hold on. Anyway, I'm alone when I get home, so why not be here to accompany you. I'm also , so I have someone to talk to." The man is honest and honest 1 answered with a smile.
"Is it the same person when I get home? What about your family? Are they not here?" Ling'er asked curiously.
"Ha, I don't have brothers and sisters, I'm the only child. My parents also left me in a car accident not long ago." The man pretended to be indifferent.
"Ah! A car accident not long ago? Was the drunken incident of a Chinese-Pakistan driver on the afternoon of July 18?" Ling'er asked anxiously.
"Yes, how do you know that has so clear!" The man was surprised.
"My parents also left me in that accident." Ling'er's tears had already flowed out of her eyes.
"Ah, I'm so sorry, I mentioned something that made you sad again, I'm so sorry!" Seeing her crying again, the man's apology became even heavier. At this moment, the man really hopes that he is a mute and cannot speak, so that he will not make her sad.
"Oh, it should be that I said sorry. It was me who mentioned it first, which made you return to the nightmare."
"Don't say that, I can accept this matter calmly. I was also very sad when they left, not believing it is true, I was depressed all day long and depressed.
But then I thought, am I worthy of my relatives far away in heaven like this? They definitely don't want to see their sons indulge in grief all day long , In the kingdom of heaven, they must hope that their relatives can get rid of the pain and live strongly. "
He paused and continued, "In fact, if you want to reassure the parents in the kingdom of heaven, the best way is to get out of grief, live happily and live every day well, so that they can feel at ease and no longer care about us in the world. That is the greatest filial piety."
Listening to the impeccable reason of men, Ling'er had nothing to say except nodding. But what made Ling'er sad was her boyfriend's phone number! Although she no longer loves that ruthless person, after all, she has really loved her before, and she can't let go of it just by letting go! This matter has always been like a thousand pounds of stone in her heart, and when it touched her, it was painful.
"Do you have anything else to worry about?" He seemed to have seen something, and asked carefully .
"Oh, no... nothing." She covered up and said, she didn't want outsiders to know about this, including the man in front of her.
"You must have something to worry about. I can see that there are other reasons why you are unhappy. Can you tell me it? It will be easier to say it, and I will be a very loyal listener." The man guided her with a gentle voice, hoping to eliminate Ling'er's concerns.
"This..." Ling'er hesitated.
"It doesn't matter, tell me. If you don't dare to let this pain see the sun, it will never heal and will always be a pain point. If you say it out, look at it bravely, then you will feel that it is nothing and will no longer hurt." Men's words are always so reasonable.
"Hmm..." Ling'er nodded, thinking that he should be a trustworthy person. She told all the stories with that person to the man. She talked about her boyfriend's sweet words; she said that she had been attached and trusting to her boyfriend; she said that they had vowed each other... She said, tears flowing. The man listened silently by the side, and from time to time, helped her wipe away the tears shed. The man did not comfort her when she was talking, for fear that she would accidentally distract her words. He wanted her to say everything in her heart so that she could face the past correctly.
The sad part of the story, the man held her in his arms lovingly, rubbed her hair gently, and murmured: "Okay, everything is over! The colors of the rainbow that has experienced the baptism of wind and rain will be more bright, and the rainbow belonging to you will be tomorrow after the wind and rain. It is looking forward to you..."
The same fate, pulling two lonely hearts to closer, and each other feels that the other is the destined confidant.She is his everything, he is her support!
Ling'er listened to the man's soft words and felt the man's warm body temperature. It seemed that he had two warm big hands in his heart, smoothing the painful scars!
A week passed in a flash, and the doctor told Ling'er that she could be discharged from the hospital today.
Ling'er was very happy. The weather was very good on this day, there was no wind, only warm sunshine. After leaving the hospital, she took off her scarf and hat, letting the long-lost sunshine sprinkle on her head, face, and her once wet heart!
The cold weather is still cold and the bare earth is invincible. Heavy blows gave me the ridiculous idea of seeking a lover to revenge. Fortunately, I met this good brother, otherwise I wouldn't know what would happen... Thinking of this, Ling'er looked back at the man in front of her carrying a big bag and saw that he was looking at her with a smile, and happiness bloomed in her heart!
The man in front of me is with me day and night and waiting patiently these days, and his sweet smile blooms on Ling'er's face again. Ling'er believes that he will definitely be a good lover, not only a good lover who can accompany her to spend the winter, but also a good husband who can accompany her to all seasons of this life!
This article was first published in the author Meipian. https://www.meipian.cn/426xbb4c?first_share_to=copy_link&share_depth=1&first_share_uid=46965391
