I am actually unable to think about it either. Others scold me and say no, but I am not. I don’t care about the people who scold me, but about the people who go with me. Some people, I actually treat them well, but for some reason, this is what I look behind my back.
Just like the name of this song, is it difficult or difficult? Actually it doesn't matter. I suddenly remembered that when I was a child, I watched " running for governor " by Mark Twain . I laughed out loud. Now I watch it again, it's very painful.
I read the above one today and it was also very painful because of the following one.
Today, many people sent me private messages, and the same was true. Some people wrote swearing posts for me, and some sent pictures again.
I also feel very moved. In fact, life is like this, why bother to be too serious. I have scolded me a lot recently, but it is just that I have different opinions on some things. However, I am a person who studies and holds a goal to only stick to my own things and never belittle or criticize others. This is also my basic bottom line for being a literati.
Today I remembered the confrontation with the monks of Shaolin Temple , and their hearts followed Zen. On that day, Senior Brother Yanzhi stopped me, although I was "verbal" and "spraying lotus flowers on my mouth", it was a "mantra". I replied that day: What is the mantra of Zen, but when I saw it today, I took it for granted.
I finally accepted what the teacher said, whatever, so I searched today with the search function of Toutiao, and blocked all the people who scolded me and those who replied. I was out of sight, and I no longer stand up, and don’t look for me if I have any problems.
Some people, I used to want to step down for me, but I was very disappointed. However, after tonight, I only focused on running my group. No matter what other people are doing, others are willing to mention me, but I look at me and don’t invite people to the group. I used to want to "fight", but now I feel that it is unnecessary. If I hurt someone a thousand times, I will hurt you 800 times. Why bother?
Life is like cross talk.