My name is Li Feng, and I spent a very bad time in a company. At that time, I lost my job and my love. I decided to relax by riding my bike alone to vent my grief.
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At night, I got lost in the mountain and didn't even have a phone call. At that time, I met a beautiful and kind woman named Xiaoyu. She accepted me enthusiastically and invited me to spend the night at her house.
It is during this period that we became good buddies, pouring out our own worries to each other. Actually, at that time, I knew that Xiaoyu had a good impression of me, but my previous relationship had already made me lose interest in continuing to fall in love.
so, I avoided Xiaoyu's favor and returned to the city after two days.
However, during this period, Xiaoyu and I have a good relationship.
As a result, after half a year, she disappeared, as if she had disappeared from the world. I was anxious and went to the village where Xiaoyu was located to search. Only then did I realize that this place was being demolished and the entire village was destroyed.
couldn't find anyone, so I had to go back in shame. I really don't understand why Xiaoyu left silently, but I had no choice.
Originally, I thought I would never see Xiaoyu again in my life, but I didn’t expect that on June 13 this year, the day we first met, Xiaoyu was back.
Seeing the familiar phone appearing on my phone, I was excited and almost jumped out of my seat.
I quickly answered the phone.
"Xiaoyu? Where have you been? I've been looking for you all the time!"
"Azhe, I'm sorry, I always thought I could forget you, but when I think of the wonderful time we spent here, I feel very sad. I just want to see you, how are you doing now?"
"Xiaoyu, when I went there last time, someone was demolished there. Where are you, I'll come here."
I hung up the communication and drove to Xiaoyu's residence immediately.
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Xiaoyu is back again, she feels more beautiful and more imposing. From a distance, she is still exactly the same as before, with long hair shawls and clear facial features, with a strange beauty.
I was very excited at the time and had a lot of things to tell her, but in front of her, I didn’t know what to say.
Xiaoyu walked to me and gave me a big hug gently, saying, "Sorry, it's all my fault. Things happened too quickly, and I can't do anything about it."
When Xiaoyu lost contact, her grandfather was treating her illness in the hospital. Her home was suddenly demolished and there was no place to live, so she moved. But for a person who has lived here for so long, she also has a sense of belonging to this land. She suddenly wants to change her home.
And her grandfather had a heart problem. In this case, she couldn't afford to get sick. Not long after, her grandfather passed away, and then she moved to Country A with her family.
I know she doesn't tell me, so she must be very disappointed with me, so she won't contact me.
I know her feelings for me, but I always hide from her. She waited for so long and didn’t get my response. She thought, I would leave here like her mother and live my life again. Moreover, when something happened to her family, I was not by her side. She changed her mobile phone number in anger, so I couldn't find her at all.
She wanted to forget me in this way, but she remembered our past encounter. She really couldn't forget me and couldn't help calling me.
I really didn't expect that Xiaoyu suffered such a huge blow. She was originally a very poor girl. Her father died and her mother remarried. She is now living a very uneasy life.
But I made her hurt again.
I looked at Xiaoyu, "Xiaoyu, no matter what, I will never leave you alone.”
Xiaoyu asked: “So, do you want to go to Area A with me? We are there, live a new life? "
Honestly, if I were asked to leave this place where I had lived for ten years, I would definitely pay a great price, but for me, a city without Xiaoyu is not worth my nostalgia.
I held Xiaoyu's hand, "This time, no matter where I go, I will be with you. ”
More than a month later, I finished everything here and went with Xiaoyu Area A.
Xiaoyu and her grandmother live in the same house. I found a small house not far from them.
Just arrived at a strange place and wanted to start over again. There are inevitably many unfamiliar places. But when I think of myself being with the person I like, I feel very happy.
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Xiaoyu and I have decided that I can settle down first and then talk about marriage.
With my current strength and years of work experience, it should be no problem to find a stable job.
However, I didn't expect that I had found several companies, but I rejected them. Some people say I am old, some say I change jobs frequently, and some say I am not suitable for work. Anyway, I am disliked by people in all kinds of ways. After so many failures, my confidence has begun to shake.
If it were, I would feel fear and uneasy in the face of new situations. Moreover, I have not found a job yet, so I even began to consider whether I can let Xiaoyu have a stable life. Xiaoyu is smooth sailing. She is beautiful, a model, and her monthly salary is also very high.
"Don't worry, my salary is enough for you to eat, you don't have to worry, I will find a good one for you. "
After Xiaoyu's comfort, my mood improved a lot. At that time, we were still in the gentle place and had not met for a long time, so we were so happy.
Xiaoyu had a lot of work at that time, and I didn't happen to have a job either. Xiaoyu's grandmother was handed over to me. I watched my grandmother at home during the day, cooked, and after Xiaoyu came home, I had dinner with her.
She also often said that it was so lucky that Xiaoyu could find such a good man. Even if she was gone, she could feel at ease.
We are together, just like now, we are not married yet, but we are already a family.
Later, I realized that Xiaoyu's abnormal behavior was already very late. At first, I was very concerned about her safety, so I said I would drive her to work. I was idle at home.
But Xiaoyu refused to say that she was alone, so I didn't have to worry about running around.
But when she came back, I smelled a faint smell of alcohol, and I realized something was wrong. The next day, I quietly lit up Go to her office and see her situation.
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As expected, I went to Xiaoyu's office early and waited for her in her office. But when I saw her walking out intimately with a man, holding his arm.
Xiaoyu's face turned red when she saw me, and quickly let go of the man's arm. I didn't reveal her lies, but just glared at her fiercely, turned around and left.
After I went home, the more I thought about it. , the more I felt there was a problem, the more angry I was. Xiaoyu and I worked so hard together, and we were finally together, how could we change our minds in this short period of time? Could it be that my relationship with her is really so vulnerable?
I was very disappointed at the beginning, but I paid so much for her, but the result was like this. I couldn't accept it, and after she came back, I needed an explanation.
After Xiaoyu came back, I thought she would explain the situation to me immediately, but she had been staying in her room without saying a word, so I couldn't help but step forward to ask.
"Do you give me an explanation? If you don't say it, it means you don't plan to be with us at all. OK, I'll move tomorrow, we'll clear it up!"
Xiaoyu quickly stopped me: "Don't go, I'll tell you everything!"
"The man is named Zhang Ming. We are all fellow countrymen. We have known each other since we were young. He knows my family very well. At that time, he has been secretly supporting me. However, he went abroad to study and get married, and then we gradually became alienated. But last year, our home was demolished, so we re-established contact. Later, I found out that he had divorced and lived alone. He said he wanted to help me and let me live with him. City A, find me a job so that I can make money and take care of my grandmother. "
" And he also found my job for me. I know what he meant. There will be no pie falling from the sky. But at that time, my mind was full of you. I always thought that you would confess to me, but after I waited for so long, you didn't react at all, so I had to give up. "
" Until that day, I couldn't help calling you, and we started to contact. However, I couldn't leave Zhang Ming completely because he had great kindness to me and I couldn't repay him. It was also because of life. , I can only rely on him. "
" I am in a dilemma now and don't know what to do. But it's all my fault. I can apologize to you, but my current situation is also very difficult. My father is dead, and my mother has no longer taken care of me. I am living here alone now, and I am really sad."
Listening to Xiaoyu say so much, although I feel sad, after all, I am also a rational man. She has her own reasons, I can understand, but we are all together, but she is fooling with other boys, which is to defile our feelings and also defile me.
I have paid so much for her, even though I live so far away from her, she still treats me as a spare tire. I seemed to have overestimated my position in her heart.
The next morning, I brought all my things and returned to the city I used to. I really didn’t expect that, and I would go around and around, and in the end my life would still start again.
Perhaps, such feelings are only beautiful only if they are buried deep in their hearts. Too much greed will lead to the loss of the innocence of the past.
Although I really want to get along well with Xiaoyu, after so many things, we have changed. No matter what, I hope Xiaoyu is happy, even if it is not me who is with her.
