In 2019, I got married. I was 26 years old that year. In 3 years, to be honest, my life has become more and more failed. I sometimes ask myself, how can I live in such a shameful way! ! ! Wedding Photos I understand that in this world, there are many unsatisfactory things, and th

In 2019, I got married. I was 26 years old that year. In 3 years, to be honest, my life has become more and more failed. I sometimes ask myself, how can I live in such a shameful way! ! !

Wedding photos

I understand that in this world, there are many unsatisfactory things, and there are also many unsatisfactory people. Many people do not live the way they want, but as for me, haha.

I have accepted the reality, but there is still a glimmer of hope in my heart. Maybe, as time goes by, it will be extinguished.

So far, I can’t say that my life has been ups and downs. At least it can be considered as sailing on the sea for a period of time. However, I am riding a single-blade boat and it is destined to fail.

In 2015, when I was 22 years old, I started a business. It was a small business and I didn’t earn much, maybe 100,000. It can be said that the money was relatively easy to earn at that time. Compared with now,

I am talking about it. Really, it's not a big business. It only costs a few hundred yuan a day. On good days, it's more than a thousand yuan a day, and sometimes it's more than two thousand yuan, and it's all in cash.

was in Jiangsu at that time, where he was doing business safely and stayed there for more than two years. By the way, I went to Jiangsu in 2011, and I was relatively familiar with the city where I stayed.

I was young at that time, but now I think about it, I was still too young. I had some money in my hands, so I started working. It was so exciting that my friend called me and asked me to go to Wuhan to develop.

After chatting for a long time, I thought that I I thought it was feasible, so I went and ended the business in Jiangsu. When I was young, I just wanted to burn the boat without leaving any way out for myself, so I just rushed!

When I was in Wuhan

in 2017, after I went there, my friends welcomed me, walked around Wuhan, and played. Of course, these are not important.

He also introduced a few friends to do business together. It was my first time to go to Wuhan, and I was not familiar with the place. Anyway, I thought I was doing my own business. I understood, so I agreed.

Until now, I know that I went on the wrong path and that I have taken too big a step. I won’t say how much I invested in total. I personally invested 380,000 and also took out some loans.

I was 24 years old that year.

's business was good at the beginning, but friends were together, eating, drinking, playing and having fun every night for most of half a year, less than a year, and everything was lost!

I came happily, but left dejectedly. The blueprint in dreams is always good, but the blow from reality is also real.

In the same year, I returned to Jiangsu. I had no money, but I still had to repay the loan, so I started looking for a job and went to work. The salary was not high. I paid off the loan in one month, which was enough to live on. (Just eating and drinking) Cigarettes cost 5 yuan for Huangguoshu or Black Huangshan.

Smoking is harmful to health. It’s better not to stop smoking. I have quit smoking, but I haven’t quit.

At the beginning of 2018, I met my current wife through someone’s introduction. My wife is very good and does not dislike me for being poor. Although she said: I am now Still poor, but my wife is still the same.

At that time, I was still working in Jiangsu, and my wife was in her hometown in Anhui. In the same year, on July 13, I came back to see my wife. After only playing for a few days, I returned to Jiangsu. The loan had not been paid off. Where could I go? Dare you stay long! ! !

Take the time to go to work and make money!

The love of dogtail grass, this is the love between me and my wife

I won’t talk about it in the middle, go to work, fall in love, step by step, I don’t mess around anymore, by the way, after the loan is repaid, I have some spare money. , I invested more than 50,000 more, failed, and have nothing to say.

I was still at work. A good friend of mine called me to chat. After a brief chat, I sent the money.

In the same year, in August 2019, I resigned because the wedding date had been decided and I could find a job in Anhui to accompany my wife.

In the same year, at the end of 2019, my wife and I got married on October 12th of the lunar calendar and November 8th of the Gregorian calendar. It was a coincidence that before the epidemic broke out, we couldn’t go anywhere during the Chinese New Year because of the epidemic.

So, in December 2020, my child was born.

Haha, my child, when he first went out,

I resigned in July 2021. I thought I would do it on my own. In the second half of 21, the business was okay, which was better than working. Besides, it was somewhat affected by the epidemic.

Hey, who knows that this year, in 2022, the epidemic will rebound. Although it is not in Anhui, the business has been affected.

Although I never talk about this at home, I am really anxious inside, even anxious.

But what can I do? It has just been revealed in the past two days that a diagnosis has been confirmed in Anhui. Hey, just take your time.

said it much more happily. This is my experience from 2015 to now. There are no big storms, just a walk in the wind and rain, haha.

Having you by your side is enough.

Don’t listen to the sound of beating leaves in the forest. Why not whistling and walking slowly?

Bamboo sticks and awning shoes are lighter than horses.

Who is afraid?

You can live your whole life in the misty rain.

The Dapeng rose with the same wind in one day, and soared to 90,000 miles! #Give yourself a little red flower#

Come on, life, life, reality, come on! ! !