I couldn't let it go at first, my mind was filled with memories. I couldn't sleep at night and couldn't eat during the day. The whole period was almost like depression. Sometimes I woke up in the middle of the night and my pillow was almost soaked with tears. As a man, some people will say that I can neither pick up nor let go. I don’t want to refute, that’s how I was at that time.
I want to redeem myself, and I also try to redeem myself. Sometimes I blame myself for why I agreed to break up with her when she proposed it. Is it because I don’t love her anymore? Since I no longer love you, why do you still miss me? Is it because you are unwilling or worried? Since the breakup, WeChat, , Tiktok, , and Kuaishou have been unblocked and deleted one by one, and then the phone number has also been blocked. We have made preparations to never contact each other again and have no intersection. Just like the poisonous chicken soup sentence that I heard from somewhere, "The ex should be as dead as if he were dead and never contact us again." We gradually became the most familiar strangers.
Someone asked you how you gave up on the person you liked? When you can't let go of others, think more about how others let go of you. Life is unpredictable, everyone has their own choice, since she chose to give up. Then let her go and find the happiness she wants. She is ready to live without you, so why do you have to push yourself so hard? Let the past go, treat it as a journey of growth and a beautiful memory. Now that I have truly loved you, I have no regrets now.
I really have to thank her. She made me, an honest person, dare not make unconditional sacrifices for people other than my close relatives. I became more timid and stronger. Thinking about the days I spent with her, there was a time when I really felt that having her was the happiest thing in the world, and there was also a time when I was cold and violent and it made me feel uncomfortable.
It’s not that I haven’t been kind to her, and it’s not that I haven’t taken this relationship seriously, but when I found that adapting again and again would only make us more painful for each other, I also felt that it was time to end this relationship that was not blessed by my family.
What is like? My heart beats wildly, it's just joy at first sight. Being able to fall in love, get married, and stay in love with the person you like for the rest of your life is certainly the best ending of the story; however, how many people in this world can be so lucky and worthy of the words "the best"? . After persisting for a long time, she has decided to give up, so let's help her. The conflicts gradually made us no longer what we used to be. Since she feels that our being together is a burden, I have to let go. We can't go back.
I am also very aggrieved, but I can only do this, tearing out those old yellowed calendars page by page in my memory, constantly blurring those memories, making them continue to turn white, and finally delete them.
Then, just forget it. I will just pretend that she has never been there. Time will slowly heal most of the pain. I will not forget her, but I will not miss her anymore.
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No matter who you meet together in the future, please cherish it. Like a flower blooming quietly in the wilderness, there is sunshine, rain and dew, and life. It comes from the sky and from the bottom of my heart. Only if you know how to cherish it will it not be desolate.
