"Diary of Xiangfei".7
Xiangfei, tonight I am floating like a dream. The Story of Life series, but I can't escape the trivial things. I promised to return my love to someone who knows how to love. Leave the pain to myself, I really did it... For love, waiting is originally a dedication, but it is not necessarily a gain!
June 11th, today I really want to go out for a drink, walked out of the community and walked back, walked back and walked out again, I repeat this process, and I feel uneasy. In fact, I am very eager to get drunk, but I still don’t dare to be alone. go drinking. In the evening, the thought of drinking was still there. I called Ping'er, who was about to get off work, and told her to buy a bottle of red wine.
In the evening, Ping'er and I were drinking at home and drinking a glass of red wine. I felt dizzy. Although my consciousness was a little messy, my brain was still very clear. I started talking and laughing. Suddenly I felt that everything was ridiculous. I didn’t know myself. I said something, because I was laughing all the time, but tears were streaming down my eyes. Ping'er drank the wine in silence without saying anything, sometimes handing me a napkin, and then continued drinking without saying a word. I knew I couldn't drink anymore, so I went back to the bedroom and fell asleep on the bed.
It was very silent late at night, and it was silent with my sorrow. I woke up at almost 3 o’clock and felt drowsy. I knew I couldn’t sleep anymore. I sat up and started to write a diary. I told myself: "I should learn Forgetting, only by learning to forget can I protect myself. However, I forgot that ideas have provided me with a lot of space for thinking, so that my spirit cannot be peaceful. I followed the virtues that human beings should have, and produced the deepest pain. The color of my life is sometimes strong and sometimes dim. I can’t save myself in the sad feelings. My reason is lost to sensibility. This is the root of my suffering. I hurt myself so regretfully. I should understand that it is truly ruined. It’s not someone else who lost myself, but myself...
On June 12th, these few days, some things I want to understand, Lin Zi’s so-called sufferings, I seem to understand a little bit, his so-called sufferings, its purpose; Find a reasonable excuse for himself, so as not to condemn his conscience. Without these hardships, what reason does he have to convince himself and leave the home he has fought so hard for. Sometimes, our breakup is not unloving.But because the road of love is too difficult, some people persevere and go on, but some people escape. Lin Zi was a deserter, and he had already made a conclusion for himself.
It’s really cruel to break up when the relationship is at its best. Even if I can’t bear it anymore, I have to give up. Such a difficult choice, Lin Zi gave the innocent me, and he; do you know that this choice will scar my love? Tired, love left me the deepest pain! I think; I will always remember...
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