This article is a micro-fiction adapted from a reader's message. The story is a bit sad, but I still decided to write it and let everyone comment.
01
As Mother's Day approached, Chunxiao missed her mother more and more. She hid in the room, looking at the picture of her mother on her phone, and finally couldn't help crying: "Mom, I miss you so much, I really miss you so much. After you left, no one cares for me anymore. My brother and I are dependent on my uncle's house. Mom, why are you so stupid? My dad has long forgotten about me and my brother. Without the protection of our mother, we live in this world It's really painful."
Chunxiao is only 12 years old, but she is already much more mature than children of the same age.
Normally, Chunxiao would not dare to cry so recklessly. The reason why she dared to cry today was because her aunt and uncle were not at home. On Mother's Day, my uncle took the family out to play, and Chunxiao stayed at home alone on the grounds of being unwell.
Sometimes when I think about my family, I really feel that it is more bloody than TV dramas.
The misfortune of Chunxiao's mother started when Chunxiao's father cheated.
Chunxiao still remembers when she was seven years old, when she came home one day, her mother and father were quarreling. Chunxiao was so frightened that she stood in the living room and didn't dare to say a word. Her father yelled: "I just cheated, what can you do, don't look at how old you are, and besides, I won't divorce you, I won't divorce you, just live your life well, don't worry about me What?"
Chunxiao's mother was still crying, she ran over and hugged Chunxiao to cry.
Her father felt annoyed, scolded "what a lunatic", and then slammed the door and left.
Since then, Chunxiao's mother has changed. She no longer smiles, but becomes unhappy. Chun Xiao's mother told her in-laws about her husband's derailment, but she didn't expect her mother-in-law to say: "Who told you not to have a son? You can't have a child, he went out to find a life, what's wrong?"
Chun Xiao's mother still cried , her mother-in-law's words made her feel inferior. She felt that her husband's derailment was her own fault.
"It must be my fault, if I could have a son, how could he cheat? He cheated, it must be because I was not good. It's all my fault, I killed your daughter."
Chun Xiaoma Emotions are more changeable. Sometimes I make several calls at night and my husband doesn't answer. When she is angry, she can't help calling Chunxiao, and she says, "Why are you not a boy? In this case, your father will also You won't hate me anymore." Crying, still crying, Chunxiao also cried.
But after calming down, Chunxiao's mother apologized to Chunxiao again: "Mom is wrong, daughter, mother, would you like a hug?"
Chunxiao greedily tasted the smell of her mother's arms, then smiled and said: "Mom, it's okay, Xiaoxiao doesn't hurt." Does
really hurt? It's not that it doesn't hurt, but that her mother's embrace is so warm that Chunxiao forgets what it feels like to be in pain.
02
Chunxiao's father is still living a very happy life, even if Chunxiao's mother is making trouble, but he still ignores the feelings of their mother and daughter.
Chunxiao's father cheating is a well-known thing, and even if Chunxiao's mother finds out, he doesn't care.
"Maybe I'll be fine if I have a son."
Chunxiao's mother thought so, and then she was really pregnant when she was 42 years old.She was already in poor health, and she was an elderly mother. In the first three months of pregnancy, she vomited so much that her bile was about to come out. As soon as I took a bite of the meal, I ran to the bathroom and vomited again. I finally finished vomiting. When I returned to the dining table, I felt my stomach and was secretly happy: "Chunxiao, my mother must be a younger brother this time, and I didn't react at all to that when I was pregnant with you. It's different. My good son, you really are a mother-in-law, and you made my mother suffer a lot."
The mother's reaction, Chunxiao would feel annoyed and a little worried at the same time, because Chunxiao didn't see it from her father's face What a happy expression.
Did dad really cheat because mom couldn't give birth to a son? Or because his heart has already changed. Why is mom so stupid? What's the use of giving birth to a son, who will feel sorry for you? When you don't have a son, they look down on you, but if you have a son, they look down on you.
Chunxiao didn't understand, she didn't understand that her mother was an adult, how could she live so unhuman.
"When I grow up, I will definitely not be as stupid as my mother. What does my mother live for? Could it be for the love my dad gave her? But my dad doesn't love her, and my dad doesn't even have a right eye. I've seen her. Why do you make yourself so humble?"
There is no answer, Chunxiao is still a child in the eyes of adults, but she can only watch the so-called adults do extremely stupid things.
Chunxiao's mother suffered a lot during her pregnancy. She suffered from morning sickness in the first three months. After the second trimester, her blood sugar was still a little high, and in the later period she had pregnancy-induced hypertension. Chunxiao accompanies her mother to every obstetric check-up, but her father never accompanies her once. When my mother was insomnia, Chunxiao accompanied her; when her mother went to the toilet in the middle of the night, she also accompanied Chunxiao; when her leg cramps, she also helped to massage.
Chunxiao doesn't hate her mother, she just sympathizes, she thinks her mother is a pitiful person.
Seeing that her mother suffered so much, she also knew how difficult it was when her mother gave birth to her.
A girl whose native family is not very happy will grab her if she pampers her a little bit, because she is afraid that she will lose even this last pampering. If you have a mother, you can feel love anyway; if you don't have a mother, you don't know what love tastes like.
03
The day my mother gave birth, Chunxiao finally came.
Chunxiao has been waiting outside the operating room. She imagined that her mother would go in and then come out to have a little brother, but she waited and waited, but her mother still did not come out. After that, more and more doctors and nurses ran around, and one of them said, "It's not very good, the mother suddenly suffered from amniotic fluid embolism." Chunxiao saw her father's face darken, but she didn't think it would be a big deal.
But later, her mother was unable to rescue her.
The mother left, leaving Chunxiao with a little brother. Chunxiao looked at the younger brother for a while: Why did the mother go in and did not come out, but the younger brother came. The so-called life door is a ghost door, and my mother really used her life to exchange her brother.
Chunxiao cried and kept crying. She knelt on the ground and cried and didn't get up for a long time.
Afterwards, a lot of people came to Chunxiao's father's house, and they all gathered around the door of the operating room, saying that it couldn't be left alone. The trouble went on and on, the hospital paid 300,000 yuan, and the matter ended there.
One month later, Chunxiao's father brought back a woman, and his father said to Chunxiao, "This is your new mother."
Chunxiao was extremely angry. She bit her new mother's hand and her father slapped her.
Chunxiao was sent to her uncle's house by her father, who gave her 150,000 yuan, and her uncle accepted it with ecstasy. Chun Xiao looked at her uncle's smiling face, and then looked at this not her own home, she felt as if her mother had never been here.
But if there is no mother in this world, where would she and her brother come from.
Mother After leaving, the two families are very satisfied with the outcome of the accident. Probably the only one who is sad is Chun Xiao, who is in middle school. From that day on, Chun Xiao lost her happiness. She doesn't hate her brother, because he was left by her mother. She is the only relative in this world.
"Mom, will you be my daughter in the next life? Don't be so stupid. Mom, I will never let myself be so stupid in the future. The most important thing for us women is ourselves. Mom, you gave birth to a son for your father, but what did you get in the end? does it worth? A woman's life is the most important, whether it is for yourself or for your children, you are the most important. "
The sky gradually darkened, Chunxiao raised her head, and it was dark in a trance.
The city was baptized by a heavy rain, and Chunxiao finished crying, as if she was nothing, the sadness disappeared.
The one who wanted to live A middle-aged woman whose son saved her husband's derailment and lost herself is not worth it after all.
Chunxiao knows that her mother is not worth it, but she hopes that more women will realize that you are living for yourself, not for anyone, no matter when , please love yourself without doubt. Don't pay for a man who doesn't love you, you are a mother, a wife, a daughter, but more importantly yourself.
is written at the end: This article is written based on a reader's message, and it is difficult to write it down. I don't know if it's true or not, but I'd rather there be no such tragic things in this world, no such silly women.
I hope that there is no such thing in reality, no matter whether there is or not, please every mother love yourself.
Today's topic: When a man has an extramarital affair, how can there be a woman who takes the wrong on her? Welcome to leave a message.
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★ Author: YIBAO; the original author of emotions, writes the warm feelings of this world.
