Don’t ask me why I became a monk. Maybe it was a fateful arrangement or the afterimage of my previous life left my thoughts. I have liked to wear cassocks since I was a child and yearned for a quiet life with my family.

"Gold and white jade are not precious, but only the cassock is the most difficult to wear. If you worship this deep heart in the dust, it is called repaying the Buddha's kindness. Don't ask me why I became a monk. Maybe this is the arrangement of fate, or the afterimage of my previous life left my thoughts. I have liked to wear cassocks since I was a child and yearn for the quiet life of my family."

The host looked at the young man in front of me, with bright eyes and bright eyebrows, and a light face. The host didn't say anything, but just asked him to stay for three days and then talk about becoming a monk.

Unexpectedly, someone rushed into the temple the next day and scolded Jin Hanjie who was meditating: "Go down the mountain immediately and go home with us."

These two people are Jin Hanjie's parents. He looked at the angry parents and was speechless. Looking at the host again, he was still speechless. After thinking about it over and over again, Jin Hanjie realized that he would follow his parents down the mountain.

How can a person who cares about become a monk? Buddhism says: The love of descendants has been thoroughly penetrated into the bone marrow. How can monks lure the son of man and save them as the way? Therefore, "If parents do not listen to all Buddhist teachings, they will not be able to do the Tao."

Jin Hanjie obediently followed his parents home, but it seems impossible to make him return to the world again. From the moment he came back, he began to talk about scriptures and teachings for his parents.

Many people think that there must be a reason why Jin Hanjie is so obsessed with Buddhism . Some children are influenced by their parents, grandparents or others since childhood, so they will have this idea of ​​becoming a monk.

But this is not the case. Jin Hanjie was born in 1980 and his hometown is in a small town in Yongjia County, Zhejiang Province. "The scenery here is picturesque and the people are simple. However, with the changes of the times, Buddhism has gradually disappeared. There is no Buddhist belief in it yet... There is no monk or lay Buddhist in the town, which allows you to deeply understand what it means to be 'life is rare and Buddhism is unheard of.' From childhood to adulthood, I have never seen a real monk."

What's more, Jin Hanjie's parents are not for the Buddhas, and he has never been exposed to Buddhist scriptures since he was a child. Since childhood, I have grown up almost in accordance with the rules: going to school, studying, and taking civil servant exams.

But with such good conditions, Jin Hanjie has never been in love. He either doesn’t want to, or he feels he looks down on him and can’t move him. His parents also urged him many times, but in the end he was left alone.

In 2006, Jin Hanjie heard the Buddhist song of "Reincarnation" for the first time, and he was suddenly trapped in. It turns out that my uneasy and uneasy over the years have been that I cannot meet the Buddha's fate.

It is precisely because of this that Jin Hanjie had the idea of ​​becoming a monk. But he did not get his parents' consent, and he could only go home and slowly with his parents. Starting from

, parents naturally don’t listen. But he couldn't resist Jin Hanjie's perseverance. After html'53 years of long waiting, his parents chose to bow their heads. It is helplessness, it is also fulfillment, and it is also the love of parents.

So, Jin Hanjie announced to the public that he could finally become a monk under the name "A handsome and stupid living Buddha" on the Tianya Forum. was successfully admitted to Chinese Buddhist College in September 2009, and lost his public position and resolutely knocked on wooden fish.

Jin Hanming graduated from the Chinese Buddhist Academy in 2013 and received the Dharma name to enlighten the heart. However, he also has his own little fashions, such as "Three Thousand Years of Pine" and "The Heart of the Moon of the World", which are all his former online names. From these names, we can see a person with a clear heart as a mirror.

During the Buddhist Academy study, Jin Hanjie was still a fashionable young man who often surfed the Internet and posted articles. But since he returned to Pu'an Temple , he has become a real monk, but he is different from traditional monks.

Jin Hanjie promoted Pu'an Temple and used his own strength to create it.Originally, a temple that was not angry or popular was finally managed by him and soon became a quiet place to cultivate the mind with trees, flowers, fish, water, and warmth.

, especially the pots of succulent plants in the temple, were once attracted by a large number of young people to visit the temple because they were spread online.

What surprised people was that Jin Hanjie's Pu'an Temple not only had succulents, but also basketball court . Meditation, practice Buddhism, work, and then go to the basketball court to exercise your muscles and bones during your leisure time. Jin Hanjie like

is not only handsome, but also becomes the prince charming in the minds of many women. There were more and more female pilgrims. They seemed to be heading for this young host, but they struggled to get his response.

Some female pilgrims keep sending him messages saying that they will not marry him. Jin Hanjie was too upset and could only do ideological work for the female pilgrimage, and even sent him home for the travel expenses.

The craziest thing is that once a female pilgrim actually bought a Ferrari for 4 million yuan, drove directly to the door of Pu'an Temple, and proposed to Jin Hanjie in public: As long as he is willing to return to secular life and marry himself, the car will be given to him directly.

Of course, the female pilgrim finally returned disappointed. How could a person who loved robes since childhood be moved by a Ferrari? It is not easy to become a monk, and Jin Hanjie cherishes it very much.

But out of "harassment" avoidance of female pilgrims, Jin Hanjie had to find a way to "be ugly" himself, such as growing a beard, which made him look much more old-fashioned.

, although there are fewer female pilgrims, Jin Hanjie does not have real peace of mind. Because his inner regret has always been there, that is, his father passed away a few years ago, and he was only 67 years old at the time.

Although the monk has seen through life and death, his blood relationship is hard to break. Jin Hanjie seems unable to put aside his guilt for his father. Mother is now alone. When she thinks about him, she will look at him while burning incense on the mountain.

Jin Hanjie, now he is 42 years old. As the host of Pu'an Temple, he has managed the temple quite well. But is that the Buddha's world in his heart? It's hard to say, after all, he is a different monk.

When he first entered Buddhism, Jin Hanjie said goodbye to netizens on the forum: "In September, I will be in Beijing to start a four-year Buddhist college study career, but my family is very sad, and I can't be happy..."

Perhaps, from the moment Jin Hanjie went to Buddhism, I have long understood that my life is a farewell, a loss, and a heart-killing journey.

After achieving Buddhahood, he gave up his blood relationship, and when he fulfilled himself, he hurt his parents. If there is only one great love in this world, it may be the love of parents outside of Buddhism: Knowing that you have lost you, you will still be able to fulfill you.

Jin Hanjie has such regrets. Can he really practice Buddhism in peace and serve Buddha from now on? A handsome living Buddha, your future is destined to be different from that of ordinary people.