It was raining outside, the temperature was unstable, sometimes high and sometimes low, and my body was like a roller coaster, and my head was swelling.
Recalling my experience over the past few years is like a dream. My physical deterioration is due to age and mood.
Everything has to be written back to when I was 35 years old. That important decision began, and from then on, it has rewritten an important decision to my own destiny! I want to be a mother and I want to have my own child.
Pregnancy photos
Decision is a joyful process, the process is difficult, both physically and mentally change because of this decision. I didn’t know that there was so much difficulty for a person to choose to have a child.
From pregnancy to delivery, the prenatal examination is terrifying every step of the way. Every time you see the uneasy results, you can only breathe a sigh of relief. Due to the older childbirth, you can’t remember the blood drawn. You have to know how afraid of the injection and blood drawn before.
Maternal love is great, and I have also taken the initiative to have a child. When I saw that the hospital had to take a detour, I calmly passed the caesarean section. A high-risk pregnancy with complete placenta previa actually survived the entire pregnancy period without any harm.
Just learned to hold the baby after giving birth
Maybe in the face of strong will, even God will cheer for you! In this way, a little boy of six or eight taels was born and came to me, so he was my son, I am his mother.
It was my first time to be a mother. I was at a loss. I only knew that giving birth was really painful. Pregnancy was not painful, giving birth was not painful, and giving birth was the most painful beginning. The wound was painful, the pain of breastfeeding, and hallucinations were caused day and night...
Moreover, in order for me to experience the process of raising children to repay their parents' kindness, they chose not to help me take care of the job of raising children, and I had to bear it myself. In this way, I really knew that raising children was very tiring, but I did not have the gratitude to put my heart in favor. I only knew that my parents were unwilling to help me in the most difficult times. They hoped that I could experience raising children to know their parents' kindness, but unfortunately, I backfired. Why did I only have a little resentment to them? Strange, I don't want this either.
So I bid farewell to the world, concentrate on doing what my mother should do, and learn to shoulder the responsibilities. Although it is really difficult, I feel a lot of hardship in my heart. I thought that something would be relaxed would be so difficult and tired.
The child is very naughty
I finally survived until the child is over two years old. Maybe in a few years, when the child can be independent at the age of seven or eight, I don’t have to worry about losing him, I can breathe a little relieved.
Of course, every stage of raising children has difficulties and tasks. I only know what I felt before I was two and a half years old, and I have to walk and feel it while I walk.
No matter what the future is, I have trained my strong will to endure hardships and endures through these two or three years of experience. Perhaps the ruthlessness of my parents towards me is a manifestation of the kindness of affection. If they took care of everything to help me, I have never felt the hardships of torture and raising, perhaps I have never grown up, and I have missed the deep affection of mother and son woven by the joys and sorrows of growing up with my children.
Parents asked me to quit my job and take care of my children
People and people usually have the accumulation of years of hardships and sorrows together. If I choose to be free and free and never experience the process of raising my children in person, where does the mother-son relationship come from?
I felt relieved when I thought of this. I should experience raising my own children by myself and let them rely on me. I am becoming more and more affectionate with my children. Isn’t this the best choice for a mother?
Only by taking care of yourself can you like him more and more
After so much experience, I am gradually maturing and unpredictable in the future, but only those who can withstand whether it is flat or storm can overcome all obstacles and improve all the way!
I chose a different life, and naturally felt the hardships that are different from ordinary people. No matter what the future holds, I will stand proudly with the little life I brought. I also hope that God can protect our mother and son all the way like when I was giving birth! [Pray][Pray][Pray]
I hope my child will have a smooth life!
