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Some time ago, a fan in Nanjing sent me a private message,
She said: "The world of is very good, but I only have one more ."
I answered: " The world is very big, people come and go, and there are so many kinds of people, but I can't find the second one, you are the unique ."
She didn't reply again for a long time...
until the evening before yesterday she sent me private message to me again,
This time her tone,
is no longer as pessimistic and negative as before.
She said:
I felt that I had been severely depressed for a while, and I was very distressed every day, unable to find motivation or hope. I told my husband about my situation, but he coldly accused me of being nervous and then started to win the glory of Kings on his own.
I have thousands of grievances coming to my heart at this moment. I think I should regret marrying far away at this moment. I suppressed my emotions and called my mother who was far away in Chongqing. After the phone call was connected, a group of children laughed out loud. My mother is taking my brother's children to play in children's playground . What a warm moment! My mother asked me what was wrong, and I told her that I was depressed. I thought my mother would comfort me, but she felt that I was idle at home every day, so she was thinking about it and urged me to have a baby as soon as possible, saying that having a child would make me much happier.
I hung up my mother's phone number. I didn't know how to talk to her. Finally, I called my best friend and wanted to ask her out for a meal together to talk about my unhappiness. But her best friend said that she made an appointment with her sister to go for a spa at night.
At that moment, my heart was ashamed and I felt so lonely in this world, as if I was the only one left.
On my birthday, I wore my favorite dress and went to the flower shop to buy myself a bouquet of sunflowers . This is the first bouquet of flowers I have since my marriage. I took a beautiful photo with flowers in my arms, and added the words Happy Birthday, uploaded it to the online platform, and then walked to the lakeside, hoping to end this unbearable life.
I am curious and want to see if those people I think are very important have given me any likes and comments on my photos.
When I saw those strangers on the Internet who had never met before, commenting on the rows of happy birthdays, my heart suddenly felt relieved. It turns out that I was hiding in my own world and refused to let myself go.
Since then, I have changed my attitude towards life and I can love myself better.
Here,
I am very grateful to this fan for trusting me.
is willing to treat me as the object of confession. Before
posted this article, I also sought the permission of this fan.
Although life is impermanent,
Fortunately, the years are fine.
We will get lost in our hearts,
But no matter how difficult the road is, there will be a destination, and
No matter how unbearable the years are, it will be insignificant in the end.
Look,
The sun will give you sunshine,
The birds will sing to you,
The flowers and plants will wave to you.
Nature loves you so much,
You must love yourself more!
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Hello everyone, I am Qianqian, I hope my words can enter your heart [heart]
