During my college years, I was intern in the unit and met a married man in his thirties with two children.
At first, he cared about me very much. During that time, I happened to have a fuss with my family. I had no contact with me and felt relatively fragile.
Although I knew he had a family, I still couldn't control myself and fell in love with him.
This is my first time in love and I have no experience. We haven't had a relationship, and he keeps saying he wants it, but I've never given it.
Although I love him, I think he will not be responsible for me, we will not have a future, and I also care about this. He was cold and hot behind
. I left his city in anger and wanted him to regret it.
I have never seen you again since I realized that I had been away for about half a year.
It has been more than three years since now. After I left, he deleted me several times, for as long as half a year.
I contacted him in other ways and he didn't reply. Later, when I wanted to let go, he contacted me again, and it was repeated over and over again.
But he hasn't met for three years. He is very stingy and has never spent money on me. At most, it was a few months after he met, and he sent me two hundred red envelopes.
On his birthday, although he was not in the same place, I still ordered takeout for him and gave him a gift.
He likes to draw cakes, but I don’t care. He has never given me a gift. I know he is not worth it, but I still miss him and can’t forget him.
I happened to go to his city recently, and he was looking forward to our meeting, and suddenly he contacted me frequently.
Thinking of his behavior, I feel discouraged and very sad, and I feel instantly ashamed.
I wanted to block it and delete it, but I couldn't make up my mind.
I tried it once, and I regretted it the next day, but I still couldn't bear it.
This time I was afraid that I couldn't help but go to see him. After all, I haven't seen him for three years and I often miss him.
Over the past few years, I have always said that I have come to see me, but I haven't been there once, and I don't know if he has ever had feelings for me. I want you to wake me up.
