On his birthday, his friends held a birthday party for him, and many people he knew or didn’t know came. Hearing the name Zhu Xiao, his heart sank, his eyes quickly glanced over, but found that it was a strange and beautiful woman.

1

Shen Jin is 33 years old.

On his birthday, my friends held a birthday party for him, and many people he knew or didn’t know came.

Hearing the name Zhu Xiao, his heart sank, his eyes quickly glanced over, but found that it was a strange and beautiful woman.

A trace of disappointment suddenly passed by in his heart. He continued to go and exchange cups with his friends. Later, his birthday was intoxicated.

That night, he dreamed of Zhu Xiao and woke up for a long time.

The next day, a friend asked him if he had a crush on someone and helped him introduce it.

Shen Jin had been empty for a while, "Why did I say I like it?"

friend said, "I saw you staring at Xiaozhu last night."

Shen Jin was stunned for a moment, and then realized that he had even heard the name wrong last night. It's Xiaozhu, not Zhu Xiao.

hung up the phone, and the emotions in the dream spread to reality. The name Zhu Xiao lingered in his heart.

He has been in love many times, but the only one he can't forget is Zhu Xiao.

02

22 years old, Shen Jin met Zhu Xiao.

He started chasing girls at the age of sixteen or seventeen, and had two love affairs that ended in college. When he met Zhu Xiao, he had not met someone he liked for two years.

Meeting Zhu Xiao seems to be destined.

That day, he went to play basketball as usual. When he walked to the basketball court, he found that the basket was broken, so he went to the supermarket to buy soda. As a result, his basketball rolled out and was stepped on by a woman, and then picked it up and returned it to him.

Shen Jin hurriedly said thank you, but I don’t know why I was so nervous. The reason why

is said to be a woman, not a girl, is because Zhu Xiao was wearing a professional suit at that time and looked like he was in his 30s.

Later, after they fell in love, Shen Jin realized that women can disguise so well. She was only 25 years old, just to make herself look more sophisticated and dressed very maturely.

Two months later, Shenjin graduated from university, went to a company for an interview, and met Zhu Xiao in the elevator.

She no longer remembered him at all, but he remembered her deeply and mustered up the courage to say hello to her, but she just smiled and left the elevator.

Shen Jin has always been confident, and it is the first time that women ignore it like this.

He followed Zhu Xiao down the elevator and saw her enter a soft decoration company.

This interview was very successful. Shen Jin worked for a week and never met Zhu Xiao again. It was not until a month later that they met in the elevator. He finally found an opportunity to tell her that they had met.

, and Zhu Xiao was still indifferent and said lightly, "Oh, my brother is in that school too."

The junior Shen Jin knew, and found Zhu Xiao's younger brother, named Zhu Meng, and found a way to get Zhu Meng's WeChat.

, and Shen Jin finally made Zhu Xiao remember him with his initiative again and again.

03

Shen Jin wanted to chase Zhu Xiao, but he didn't dare to chase him.

She is different from the student girl he used to date. She has aura, doesn't like to talk, and has no hobbies. He tried to make an appointment with a movie, and she refused bluntly.

is strange. Shen Jin never likes mature women, but for some reason, he was devoted to Zhu Xiao.

Shen Jin was upset for a while, so he simply started from Zhu Meng and asked him to go back to school to play basketball. Zhu Meng also loves playing basketball and soon became familiar with Shen Jin.

It was not until one day when Zhu Xiao went to school to see his younger brother, and Shen Jin was there, and the two finally had a meal together. Although Zhu Meng is present in

, it does not affect Shen Jin's view of Zhu Xiao at all.

Zhu Xiao was stared at and when he stared back, Shen Jin smiled at her like a fool.

Zhu Meng was not stupid either. He soon saw Shen Jin's intention and encouraged him to chase Zhu Xiao.

Because of Zhu Xiao, he has never been in love.

Shen Jin was inspired and really chased Zhu Xiaolai with all his heart, sending flowers every day, and going to her company for a walk every noon every day. The whole company knew that he was chasing Zhu Xiao.

The bosses of their company all know Shen Jin. She told Zhu Xiao that Shen Jin is quite handsome, but she looks fancy and unreliable.

Zhu Xiao has never been in love, nor has he been chased by others so persistently and enthusiastically. He always looks at her with a hint of expectation. As long as she says no, he will stop immediately.

For example, she doesn't want to attract others' attention and asks him not to send flowers, and he really won't give them.

She said, don’t come to her company anymore, he didn’t come once, standing at the door and looking in, or waiting for her downstairs.

Zhu Meng also came to be a lobbyist, saying that Shen Jin was so good, what award he won in school, how good he played basketball, and how good he spoke, and this weird praise made Zhu Xiao panic.

So Zhu Xiao was still moved without realizing it.

04

Shen Jin waits for Zhu Xiao downstairs in the company.

This time, she did not ignore him like before, but walked to him and asked him where to eat.

Shen Jin was so excited that he was incoherent. He probably didn't expect her to suddenly change her attitude and didn't expect where to go. He talked about seven or eight restaurants in one breath, and Zhu Xiao burst out laughing.

This is the first time Shen Jin saw Zhu Xiao smiling and revealing her teeth. It turns out that she has a one-sided little tiger tooth that is completely inconsistent with her appearance.

Zhu Xiao subconsciously pursed his lips, and Shen Jin said, "Your tiger teeth are so cute."

Zhu Xiao blushed in one second.

Finally, Shen Jin chose a good restaurant, and after dinner, he went shopping with Zhu Xiao. While she was going to the bathroom, he rushed to the flower shop outside and bought a bouquet of flowers.

Zhu Xiao looked at the panting man in front of him. His eyes were full of likeness and heat, and he took over his flowers.

Shen Jin tried several times and took Zhu Xiao's hand. She took the initiative to hold his hand.

for the first time touching, it felt thrilling, and the crowds were surging. The two of them didn't speak, just held hands silently, lowered their heads and walked with a smile on their lips. Everything around them became beautiful.

says that before falling in love and when you are in love, it is the sweetest.

Shen Jin and Zhu Xiao are the same. They get tired of getting together after get off work every day and don’t miss the weekend.

When Shen Jin learned that Zhu Xiao was only 25 years old, he was surprised for a long time. Zhu Xiao was always told by colleagues in the company that he was dressed too maturely.

She said, "I don't understand this. If you dress too young, customers will think that they are inexperienced."

Shen Jin ignored it. He started to buy clothes for Zhu Xiao and buy some young and bright styles, which were also very suitable for Zhu Xiao. Gradually, most of her clothes and shoes were matched by Shen Jin for her.

Once, when they were walking on the street, they were photographed by someone on the street.

When Zhu Meng knew they were together, he called his brother-in-law directly. Zhu Xiao was so embarrassed that he covered his face. Zhu Meng asked them to play Qiufeng from time to time. After a few times, Shen Jin bought Zhu Meng a pair of expensive sneakers, hinting that he should not disturb them in love again.

Zhu Meng happily put away the sneakers, and then told Shen Jin proudly, "My sister has also asked me for a pair of sneakers. You said it's a coincidence."

Shen Jin was so angry that his teeth were itchy, but when he thought about it, he couldn't help but smile foolishly.

It seems that Zhu Xiao is also annoyed with Zhu Meng's light bulb.

05

Love is like a river, always going from turbulent to stable.

In the second year, Shen Jin and Zhu Xiao's love also reached the most comfortable stage. They did not speculate on each other or were angry casually. They said everything on the surface, and as long as they were opened, everything would pass. If it is not easy to coax

, Shen Jin hugged him and Zhu Xiao compromised.

Although it is a sister-brother relationship, Zhu Xiao is always the one who is taken care of. Shen Jin will consider everything in advance. When traveling, he will check the guide in advance. Zhu Xiao just follows him.

In short, everything was so good, and in a flash, they were together for four years. The differences between them started from this time.

Zhu Xiao was 29 years old and thought that getting married was almost the same, but she didn't want to put pressure on Shen Jin and never mentioned it once.

But she wanted to marry Shen Jin, and of course she was full of expectations. She hoped that one day he would suddenly have a romantic proposal, but he had no movement.

If you have hope, you will be disappointed.

Before the Spring Festival, Zhu Xiaoma came to see Zhu Xiao and Zhu Meng, and also called Shen Jin. Shen Jin booked a good hotel and prepared gifts. During the meal, Zhu Xiaoma laughed so hard that she couldn't stop smiling.

However, when Zhu Xiaoma mentioned marriage, Shen Jin was stunned for a moment and quickly changed the subject.

Zhu Xiaoma brought the topic back, and he pulled it over again. Zhu Xiao's heart became colder little by little. Zhu Xiaoma's face gradually became less beautiful, and Zhu Meng was still helping Shen Jin smooth things over.

This meal was not very pleasant. After returning, Zhu Xiao asked him straightforwardly if he didn't want to get married.

Shen Jin lowered his head and did not dare to look at her eyes, "No, I just want to be a little later."

Zhu Xiao asked, "When?"

Shen Jin said, "In a few years."

Zhu Xiao stared at his eyes and stopped talking. They didn't speak anymore that night, each of them took a shower, played with their phones, and went to bed.

Shen Jin knew that Zhu Xiao was unhappy, so he found a way to coax her the next day and bought her a small diamond ring, but he did not propose to him. Zhu Xiao did not show any more anger and everything returned to normal.

But Shen Jin gradually felt the difference. Zhu Xiao often worked overtime and came back very late. He sometimes went on business trips on weekends. During the Spring Festival, Zhu Xiao didn't ask him if he wanted to go to her house. She didn't mention it before.

One day, he finally couldn't help asking Zhu Xiao why he suddenly became so busy.

Zhu Xiao replied to him while working, "If you don't marry me, I have to make plans. If there is no love or career, it's so sad."

was a joke, but Shen Jin heard a bad premonition.

He hugged Zhu Xiao from behind, "I love you, there is no doubt that I will marry you, but it's not now."

This time, Zhu Xiao didn't ask when.

She smiled and said, "I don't think it should be me waiting for you to marry, but you waiting for me to marry."

Shen Jin nodded desperately.

06

Zhu Meng is getting married.

Because his girlfriend who had been dating for a year was pregnant, his mother-in-law wanted him to buy a house. Zhu Xiao borrowed some money to his younger brother, and Shen Jin also took the initiative to get some money to Zhu Meng.

Because marriage is a foregone conclusion, Zhu Meng and his girlfriend went through the form to ask for a marriage. When his sister-in-law said I was willing, Zhu Xiao burst into tears in an instant, and she quickly wiped away her tears.

On the way back, Zhu Xiao didn't say anything. Shen Jin was talking casually, but she didn't listen carefully.

She suddenly asked, "When do you want to get married?"

Shen Jin was stunned and scratched his head for a while, "I don't know, don't worry, we will get married sooner or later."

Zhu Xiao curled the corner of his mouth, said nothing, and looked at the howling night wind outside the car window.

On the day of Zhu Meng's wedding, when he toasted Shen Jin, he said to him, "Get my sister home early, don't regret it if you're too late."

Shen Jin raised his head and toasted to see Zhu Xiao. She looked at the bride's trance and stinged him all of a sudden, but when he thought of getting married, he felt very scary.

Zhu Meng got married and became a father the next year. Shen Jin had no idea of ​​getting married yet.

On the last day of May, Shen Jin was at work and received a WeChat message from Zhu Xiao, asking him to have dinner together to celebrate.

Shen Jin asked what to celebrate, and Zhu Xiao kept it in a silence and said, "I won't tell you for now."

is the restaurant they ate alone for the first time. Zhu Xiao ordered a lot of dishes. Shen Jin suggested drinking some wine, but Zhu Xiao refused.

She said, "Don't drink, some things need to be said when you are sober. "

That night, they ate for a long time and chatted for a long time. Zhu Xiao talked about a lot of things from the past. When they first met and fell in love, Zhu Xiao cried in the end.

She stared at Shen Jin, and the long seconds were like a century.

She said quietly: "Let's break up." "

Shen Jin's hand was hanging in the air while picking up food, looking at Zhu Xiao's eyes, as if he had heard it wrong just now.

Zhu Xiao said again, "Let's break up." "

But this time, she couldn't hold back her tears.

Shen Jin's eyes were red, and he couldn't speak, but just shook his head.

" Why? If it’s because of marriage, then we will get married. When do you want to? "

Zhu Xiao looked at him, "I gave you two years. My mother urged me countless times, but I never mentioned it to you once, and I wouldn't let Zhu Meng tell you. I want to see when you think about it. Now I don’t want to wait. I’m not threatening you with breakup. This is the result of my careful consideration. Shen Jin, thank you for loving me for so many years. "

" Then let's get married. Is it okay for us to get married? "Shen Jin said.

Zhu Xiao shook his head, "It's not you who are willing to get married, it seems like I was forcing her to get married. Will you really be happy when you get married like this? "

Shen Jin didn't say anything.

Zhu Xiao said, "You just want to keep me now, and you are reluctant and not used to losing me, but you will be fine in the future. I have resigned and stayed in another city for a while. "

Shen Jin is irrefutable. He also knew that he did not really want to get married. Even now, he could not imagine what marriage would look like.

Their home they went back together, Zhu Xiao packed his luggage one by one, and Shen Jin sat there watching her take one thing after another of her own, stripping away his own world bit by bit.

He knew Zhu Xiao, and she would not look back.

07

Zhu Xiao really resigned and went to another place.

Zhu Meng made an appointment with Shen Jin to meet. After the two drank, Zhu Meng returned the money borrowed by Shen Jin. He was still used to calling his brother-in-law, and he said it, and then changed his words later.

Shen Jin cried, hugging Zhu Meng and refused to let go, saying the details of his love with Zhu Xiao, and Zhu Xiao's name, every time he mentioned it, it made his heart feel dull.

Zhu Meng said, "I don't know why you dare not get married? "

Shen Jin was silent for a long time before finally telling the reason why he never dared to get married. His parents' marriage was his nightmare, because his father was not motivated, had no contribution to the family, and was lazy. Before he was 18 years old, his mother took him to remarry three times, and when he finally died of illness, he scolded his father.

He mentioned these to Zhu Xiao, but he never dared to tell them in detail. He was just kind to her and never quarreled with her. Sometimes he occasionally had a little argument, and he would think of his mother crying and complaining about marriage. Look.

So, as long as he thinks of getting married, he is instinctively afraid.

I thought time could heal these pains, but year after year, not only did he not heal, but he was even more afraid that he would not be able to give Zhu Xiao happiness.

He really has no confidence in himself.

Zhu Meng said, "Sometimes, when getting married, you don't need to think so much, the more you think about it, the harder you get married. In the future, you will regret it. "

Zhu Meng's words come true. After Shen Jin took two years to get out of love, he dated several girls. He liked it and treated him sincerely, but he no longer felt the same way he had to do with Zhu Xiao.

In recent years, he has made a lot of money in starting a business, and there are many young girls around him who actively pursue it, but he is difficult to move.

Dreaming back at midnight, he still remembers Zhu Xiao.

Everything about Zhu Xiao later was heard by Zhu Meng. She is doing a good job now and is in love, but she has never been married.

Last spring, he heard that Zhu Xiao got married, a man 5 years younger than her, and his conditions were not bad, but he wanted to marry her with enthusiasm. After an unexpected proposal, Zhu Xiao accepted it, and the two quickly held a wedding.

Nowadays, Shen Jin is still single and is not so afraid of marriage, but he has never met anyone who wants to get married.

This summer, he met Zhu Xiao on the street. After both of them were stunned for a moment, they chatted at the intersection. Before

separated, Shen Jin said, "I'm sorry, Zhu Xiao."

Zhu Xiao smiled, revealing his cute tiger teeth, "Don't feel sorry for me, the end of love is not necessarily marriage. I have been very happy for five years for those seven years, and now I am very happy, I hope you are also happy."

Shen Jin nodded constantly. After Zhu Xiao said goodbye, he also waved his hand, and his throat was sore and his throat made him unable to speak.

There was really no him in her eyes. He would rather she hate him, but she didn't.

She had completely let go of him.

Looking at her back walking away, the past came to her heart and finally it was over.

is like a white cloud gathering and dispersing, and cannot be repeated.